Sunday, April 15, 2007 ; 12:17 PM
hellos(:
hais.
im broke alr laa.
spent $30++ ytd. -.-
went safra in the morining for monthly shoot.
everythngg was in a rush.
too messy alr. -.-
ii dont knw where t start.
anw , thn when the results were out.
ii shot 359/400. ):
hais.
its expected laa.
hais.
sad is not the word t describe me thn.
its more lyk..
hais.
ii dont knw how t explain. -.-
WHY ?
wht happened t me ?
hais.
this is not wht ii want.
hais.
thn after tht went bugis w xianghui.
ii bought alot of thnggs laa.
zzz.
NO MONEY LIAOS LAA !
thn when we gg eat tht tyme saw two big adorable characters.
its lyk a big big toy laa.
but it can move.
so damn cute cans.
ahaah.
my mood lighten up thn. (:
ii can b happy easily one. :D
thn after tht under much rushing by the two guys. -.-
we were out of bugis ndd went t bukit gombak.
its a v longggg trip laa. ><
from one end t the other end. -.-
thn still have t stand laaa.
cos no more seats liaos.
tht tyme ii felt tht my legs suffered rly alot.
sry my poor legs. ):
my leg v suan laa !
now still v suan. -.-
ii wondered why siaa.
hais.
reached cdans which is at bukit gombak.
its lyk wth laa.
ii knw my results sux okays.
even xihuai ndd aini shot higher thn me.
361 ndd 362 respectively.
okays , im happy for them laa.
yes , yes.
so ue love them so much ryte.
ndd now all ue can do is scold me.
wht is this ?
even its all my fault.
ue can happily dont let me go shoot for nationals ryte.
as they is so many ppl for b' girls ue cld choose from.
ndd they are so damn qualified thn me.
arent them ?
BUT ,
ue dont have t say those harsh words laa.
wht ,
DONT EVEN THINK OF GG NATIONALS , PREPARE T LOSE BAA.
pls laa.
wht is this ?
ue are our coach lehs.
okays , ii still will respect ue one hors.
although im not under ue.
ue are our coach ,
instead of motivate ndd encourage us ,
this is all ue chld say ?
ii knw ue still teach other sku.
ndd they are way better thn us.
but ,
we are still a team laa.
UE DONT HAVE T SAY TILL LYK THIS.
ITS NOT FAIR T THEM OKAYS.
its me who is at fault.
not them.
since ue dont lyk me ,
all ii chld do is quit.
maybe im too sensitive or wht.
but ue are always finding thnggs on me t say.
as said finding bones in the egg.
lyk purposely finding problem OF me.
sry of my sucking attitude.
ii dont want thnggs t be lyk this too.
but , ii rly cnt control myself.
hais.
anw,
ii found out tht one of my earhole didnt close !
ahaah.
miracle laa.
thn still can wear ear-studs(:
but only for one side. -.-
I DEMAND MORE EAR-HOLES ! :P
hais.
its just a small matter laa.
but it let me realise how impt ue are t me.
ii cnt imagine wht will happen t me w/o ue.
boy , iiloveue(=
hais.
im broke alr laa.
spent $30++ ytd. -.-
went safra in the morining for monthly shoot.
everythngg was in a rush.
too messy alr. -.-
ii dont knw where t start.
anw , thn when the results were out.
ii shot 359/400. ):
hais.
its expected laa.
hais.
sad is not the word t describe me thn.
its more lyk..
hais.
ii dont knw how t explain. -.-
WHY ?
wht happened t me ?
hais.
this is not wht ii want.
hais.
thn after tht went bugis w xianghui.
ii bought alot of thnggs laa.
zzz.
NO MONEY LIAOS LAA !
thn when we gg eat tht tyme saw two big adorable characters.
its lyk a big big toy laa.
but it can move.
so damn cute cans.
ahaah.
my mood lighten up thn. (:
ii can b happy easily one. :D
thn after tht under much rushing by the two guys. -.-
we were out of bugis ndd went t bukit gombak.
its a v longggg trip laa. ><
from one end t the other end. -.-
thn still have t stand laaa.
cos no more seats liaos.
tht tyme ii felt tht my legs suffered rly alot.
sry my poor legs. ):
my leg v suan laa !
now still v suan. -.-
ii wondered why siaa.
hais.
reached cdans which is at bukit gombak.
its lyk wth laa.
ii knw my results sux okays.
even xihuai ndd aini shot higher thn me.
361 ndd 362 respectively.
okays , im happy for them laa.
yes , yes.
so ue love them so much ryte.
ndd now all ue can do is scold me.
wht is this ?
even its all my fault.
ue can happily dont let me go shoot for nationals ryte.
as they is so many ppl for b' girls ue cld choose from.
ndd they are so damn qualified thn me.
arent them ?
BUT ,
ue dont have t say those harsh words laa.
wht ,
DONT EVEN THINK OF GG NATIONALS , PREPARE T LOSE BAA.
pls laa.
wht is this ?
ue are our coach lehs.
okays , ii still will respect ue one hors.
although im not under ue.
ue are our coach ,
instead of motivate ndd encourage us ,
this is all ue chld say ?
ii knw ue still teach other sku.
ndd they are way better thn us.
but ,
we are still a team laa.
UE DONT HAVE T SAY TILL LYK THIS.
ITS NOT FAIR T THEM OKAYS.
its me who is at fault.
not them.
since ue dont lyk me ,
all ii chld do is quit.
maybe im too sensitive or wht.
but ue are always finding thnggs on me t say.
as said finding bones in the egg.
lyk purposely finding problem OF me.
sry of my sucking attitude.
ii dont want thnggs t be lyk this too.
but , ii rly cnt control myself.
hais.
anw,
ii found out tht one of my earhole didnt close !
ahaah.
miracle laa.
thn still can wear ear-studs(:
but only for one side. -.-
I DEMAND MORE EAR-HOLES ! :P
hais.
its just a small matter laa.
but it let me realise how impt ue are t me.
ii cnt imagine wht will happen t me w/o ue.
boy , iiloveue(=
date: 27June, 10.30pm.
mood: hen fan ahhhh!.
listening: You are not alone ; MJ
random: i dont wanna screw up my MST.