I'm back againagain! Lol! :X

Okays, I have tons of homework now T.T
Had tuition just now. Tutor clarified my doubts on Coordinate Geometry && Circles and Curves.
Cool, I was so attentive during lesson just now o.O
And I hardly talk, bcos he's quite strict and he always had that look on his face. I only nod my head and em-ed to show that I agree of what he's saying.
I was like want to talk so much lor! But I controlled anyway. Lol.
Ended the lesson at 5.30pm instead of 5pm. Okays lah, I think time passed very fast though. Lol.
And he gave me homework! Unit 9 of the TYS.
It's alot lor! And he expect me to finish all till the next tuition! T.T
He got ask me if can finish in time anot. I just stared at him. And then he say, aiyah holiday so many days can finish one lah.
Then I was like, errr, still need to go back to school for lessons and other subjects also got homework
Then he say, I dont care ur other subjects, mine is the most impt, you did most badly for this subject.
I was like O.O Lol!
Then he tell me not to give up hope. Cos as long as I practised enough my hardwork will pay off, like what his students did, from F9 to A2.
I smiled and kept quiet. I dont ask for much, I only asked for a B3 :P
Yeah, I'll just follow what he say lah! Lol.
Anyway, I think he teached quite good. Lol.
Although he keep like suan me, say that I dont even have my basics right -.-
Okays, whatever.

Ooh, I have a Chemistry tuition alr O.o
Lol! Hello tutor! :X


Lol. The same Saturday routine. Without fail when I'm onlined? (:
I'm looking forward to every Saturday then :D

I'm here again! Because I have nth better to do.
I'm stuck with my Composition, Amaths & Chemistry halfway.

And I'm having my tuition in like 1hr time? Bohoo!
I'm scared. I dont knw why.
Somehow I have a feeling I will kana scolded like hell and die in his hand T.T
Ohwells.
It's been ard 4years since I have tuition? Lol.
Since PrimarySix, tuitioned Maths.
Boohoooo lah! I'm always so weak in Maths, of cos including Amaths!
Pleaseeeeee. Dont give me alot of homework :X


Uhhuh. I dont knw what else to blog alr.
I'm going to online every Saturday night! :P So you'll talk to me agn?
Okays, I shall reply tags then.



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Okays, back to blogging again. I'm busybusybusy!
So many things to do lah!
Then the teachers thought we have a very longgggggggggg holidays and gave us so much work -.-
1 English Holiday Assignment, which consists of FIVE PAPER1 AND FIVE PAPER2.
3 Chemistry worksheets till now.
POA kept giving us worksheets to do.
Amaths kept giving homework.
And I still have to revise my work T.T !
Where got time you tell me?! Zzz.
And they still say this holiday is actually for us to revise. Revise then still give so many homework -.-
I dont mind others subjects lor, but English is like wth lah! Cannot stand it. Urghhs.
And so, I've decided once again I'll control myself with the computer usage.
I'LL ONLY ONLINE ON FRIDAY, WEEKENDS OR PUBLIC HOLIDAYS!
Lol! -.-


Ohyeah, I have a Additional Maths tuition teacher at last. Lol.
I seriously hope can help in my results lor! Zzz.
$200 a month. Wohoo. If the money give me shopping whld be so shuang lor :X
Whatever lah.
I wanna score B3 for my Amaths. And I'm very serious about this hor! Lol.
Ooh, and he want me to prepare to do alot of work, cos that's the way he train his students o.o
Ohwells, I hope I wont die under his hands :/
He seems quite scary wors. Lol.
I hope he's a nicenice tuition teacher, so I will look forward to every tuition :P
I have yet to find a Science tuition! ):


Ohyeah, I was very frustrated during the Assembly(?) today.
I dont think it's a motivational talk at all lor! So-oh-my-freaking-irritating.
I was rather touched at the being of his real life story. But he kept repeating his story! It made me really very irritated lah.
I was complaining and complaining lor. Cannot tahan lah!
I dont know why our school loves to ask people to our school and give these kinda talks. It's not as if it really helps lor. Even the teacher's face also showed boring face cans! Lol.
Whatever lah.

Then asked to write a letter to ourself, and the school will send it to our house ard the release of O'level results -.-
Still say what dont seal it first, cos maybe the Principal/Teachers will write notes to us and then put it in the envelope and send to us.
I think is they want to read what we write lor. No privacy at all lah!
Okays, and I think I wrote rubbish.
I rmb writing, Hello, today is 30May08. When did you receive this letter? LOL :X
Whatever lah.
Ooh, and the school is pretty lame.
They going to treat the graduating class to watch movie, Kungfu Panda(?). Then they say they whld like to go to further cinemas to watch instead of Yishun. Then ended up, the far place is SunPlaza. Lol. How farrrrrrrr sehs -.-


I'm not naming any people here hor. I think some people are sooo... Zzz. Please lah! Keep wanting to wear the Newbalance Tee. The girls mostly dont want cos it's rather translucent(?). Say what also nobody want to see. Then you go naked walking ard in the school lah. Nobody want to see your body also what. Please lah. It's very stupid cans. Got common sense anot. And the Newbalance Tee also cannot like say it's a proper attire lor. And the guys also never thought of the whole class one lor. Still say what class. Want to do things as a class then asked for everybody's agreement mahs. It's not as if every boys also want to wear Newbalance Tee lor. Also got boys dont want okays. Then they keep want to wear the Newbalance Tee lah. Wahlaos. I dont knw what to say lah. Want to show off your nice body to those girls then jiu wear lah. Why want others to do the same UNWILLINGLY. I dont care lor. I'm so not going to wear the Newbalance Tee on Monday. Stupid Fish-mongers.

And yeah, I still cant stand the way how you look down on me yeah. You also fail your Amaths lor. F9 SAME GRADE AS ME HOR. So what if you marks is higher than me?! Still F9 okays! You understand anot, bastard. Still so proud of ur Amaths. Thinking that you're sooooooo clever lah. And have such a great tuition. But tsktsk, it's still F9 lah hor, bastard. That means you have no rights to look down on me. Cos in another way, you're talking abt youself, asshole. And you also need to see parents lor. YOU'RE NO WHERE BETTER THAN ME LOR.

Yoohoo!
Chinese O'lvl is finally overrrrrrrrrrrrrr ! :D
Lol. But I think I screwed up my Paper2 le lah! I lost 10marks in total for all those MCQ questions.
BOOHOO! T.T
I hope my Paper1 will get highhigh marks lah! And the Comprehension part also :P
Enough of this! It's over anyway. Lol.

Phone please ring! RING PHONE RING! Why you didnt reply my msg! :/
This was how I actually wanted to reply you, but I only ended up replying you with thanks.
Will you ever see this?
You shld know that I'm referring to you bahs? :/
Yoohoo! I didnt expect you will wish me goodluck wors! But I'll really really seriously very happy when I received your msg know. I thought it's only my wishful thinking eh. Seriously. And now I wonder, do you read my blog huh :/ Well, actually I hope you do lah. And that one short motivating msg really made my day. No matter what, I'll do you proud. Okays, it sounds a lil bit wrong here. But whatsoever, the meaning is like that lah. Lol. THANKS!<3
And boy, the feelings hasnt fade!
Yeah, it's my fault.
I know it's too late saying all this.
But why cant you give both of us just one more chance?



I've got a date! (:
A date with KUKU on 14thJune! Lol.
It's like still so long lor. Comeon Kuku, I'm very excited alr wors :X


Today meet the parents. Lol!
Okays lah, not bad. Same old thing. Ask me to studystudystudy.
And Boohoo! My L1R5: 36 & L1B4: 28.
I promised that I want to get half of that score by Prelims. Sumpa lah! Lol.
Yeah, and Mrs Ong want me to do a Revision Timetable for her in DETAILS by Thursday. Woohoo -.-
Whatever, I'll just do what I promised! I dont want get lauya results again lor.
End this thing le lah.

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Winny` Haha. I easily get distracted lah :/ Lol, got entertained anot :x Loves&thanks ! <3
Peimei` Hello sexaye ! Yah lah, it's you ! You're my only one sexaye leh. If not you still got who :X And welcome, dont need say thankyou ! Cos it's supposed to be your birthday gifts what ! Wah, polite ley :P Jiayous as well ! :D A1 okays(: ILY<3
Yiinqqpeii` Warhlieuws. Uee wiiill painz painz one mehszsx. Uee hiiit miiie norrt paiinz, ieee hiit uee jiu painzsx larhsxz ? -.- Ueee dorrnt neeed tuuuh be jealouus. Bcos ieee juzzz scolded ueee vulgariities ytd. Stupiiid larhsxz. Lolszx. Burdd the bear/piqq luks lyyke uee worszx :X And isss norrt iee draw de worszx. LOL. yeahzssxz. Cos ueee crapp alot anddd mieee lyykee worszxz. ieee willl nebbber scold ueee vulgariitiees agaiin ): iee'm soooo sorriie ddat iiiee scolded ueee ytd. ieee promiiise iee will norrt do it agaiin. forgiive miiie :P Duncch warnn larhhszx. ieee lurvve and hatte ueee mahszx. I loveesss howww uee sux know(:
Jiaqi` Relinked(:
Xianghui` lol. HELLO(: Lol. I'm not fine ! I also not enjoying schoool :X So sianz de lor ! Zzz. Meetup soooon<3
Yiqian` Lol. You'll see lor. I'll prove you wrong :P Yeaps. NF ! haha. Lol. I really got cut my hair lah ! Haiyoh. So disappointed in you ): Lol. Thanks ! <3
Guanjie` I need to see Mrs Ong leh ! Got difference mehs. Zzz. I also die lors. 2more days ! Goodluck yea(:
Gwen` Lol. Maybe bcos I say the intro till too exciting alr so I didnt manage to reach the climax :P

Okays, I know it's stupid. But I just can't control my emotion. And tears just tricked down.
But what's the use ? :/
The goal is just infront of me, my aims, my future.
Everybody has different approach to reach our goals. Then tell me, is my method(?) wrong ?
I put in effort. Nobody recognize it. Maybe, not yet enough.
So I only can put in double times millons effort next time, so that my hard work could pay off and people recognize it.
And people would not scold me stupid and thinking that I whld never reach my goals, and look down on me.
Please lah. Get a life -.-

I know, it only depends on me, up there in my mind. The mental.
I know, it's my future. Not my parents, teachers, friends and so on.
So, I can only blame on myself. Those efforts, hard work blahblahblah.
Got back results, stayed calmed. And kept telling people I will work hard next time.
Say I will like start work the next week and whatsoever.
Yeah, lies. Bcos I dont even have the determination.
Get so easily distracted. Know I'm short of time, but keep lieing to myself that tmr study also can.
Tmr, tmr, tmr and tmr. How many tmr had I wasted ? Many, I suppose.
I had been slacking since like sec3 ?
Thinking that O'lvl they will moderate our results.
Thinking that I wont so sway to fail any subjects.
Thinking that if I chiong I can get good grades.
Thinking that I could even be get single points -.-
Thinking that this school's standard is way higher than O'lvl so that I whld get better grades during O's.
Yeah, those thoughts. So unrealistic.

Actions speak louder than words.
I know, I know !
I keep saying I want to score A1 for Chinese, or else I will retake it.
But I aint putting any effort. I had been rotting at home and slacking this week.
Ytd, took out notes and study, and realised actually Chinese has so much to study.
Felt so stressed up out of the sudden, was worried I chldnt finished those notes.
I felt I let my parents down. Communication breakdown ? :/
But what's the use that I keep rant all my feelings here and not doing something to help.

Eh, no hor. I'm not like want people to pity me and gain attention lor. I'm not like her lor -.-
Aiyah, whatever lah. I really dont know what's wrong with me.
The person to beat is not infront, but inside.

Come on !
STUDYYYYYY !
And I can get anything I want ?

Ytd was Sexaye's birthday ! :D Sorry yeah Sexaye, cant online ytd to wish you happy birthday ! Hope you wont mind :/ Lol. And yeaps, hope you LOVE the present hors(: I saw your blog, and haha. Must treasure okays ! You're sort of the second person I decorate a card(?) till like this. Lol. Like got what impt secret letters inside like that :X Lol. And I rmb I called you sexaye from 6thMay ! Lol. Hahs. Yeaps, sort period of friends, but the loves exist ! <3 Goodlucks for Chinese O'lvl. WE WILL GET DISTINCTIONS ! ;D

Happy belated birthday to Shilin as well :D Hellooooooo. Distinctions girl :P



Yesterday. Wellwellwell. I cant really rmb what had actually happened.
Ooh, and Chinese teachers went out for meeting in the afternoon. So we went library to slack.
In the end tried to discuss the composition, but dont have idea ! In the end, gossiped for the 2hrs. Hahs !
Knew so much things now :P Thanks to that Weiqi provide so much info lor. Lol !
And I scolded two vulgarities bcos of one sms. Wth >:(

Hmms. I rmb I went cut hair with Weiqi at the ChineseDance Shermaine(?)'s house.
Hahs. I went trim my hair and cut my fringe a lil bit. Lol.
Actually not much difference lah. Just that I feel that my hair is too so thick as before alr. Lol. So light ! :X Ohyeah, I'm sad. Cos ppl didnt realise that I'd cut my hair ): They say not much difference. Lol.
Weijie was supposed to meet me in school. So I go back school and find him after I cut finished my hair.
Bcos he's playing basketball in school with Yongli, see.
But he went to come find me and waited outside at the staircase there. Lol !
Yongli followed as well. Was kinda weird lah. Lol ? He asked funny things out of the sudden also o.o
Bus-ed, he went crazy again.
And home-d.
Ohyeah, Mrs Ong want to see my parents of my results. Byebye to me -.-


Last Day of Chinese Intensive Revision ! :D
Today morning assembly I shared with those freaks interesting stories ! Lol :X
But everytime didnt reach climax, and Yingpei was like..... Lol.
Okays, I'm damn pissed off by that stupid irritating Ong Yingpei today ! -.-
Stupid lah, keep irritate me and hoping I whld scold vulgarities at her during Chinese lessons.
But I didnt scold any vulgarities at first, I was tolerating ! LOL.
Then in the end, wahlaos, cannot tahan and I scolded vulgarities out. Mygod lah.
Yingpei I hate you -.- Eat shit lah you ! :X
I WAS REALLY TRYING NOT TO SCOLD VULGARITIES LEH ! Zzz.
Yingpei you sux cans ! Wahlaos lah !
Ans she went crazy during Chinese lessons today -.-

Ohgay, I was sort of not willing to end Chinese lessons so soon.
Was sort of she bu de when ended the lessons.
Maybe bcos of those craps these few days which kept me entertained bahs :/
I WANT GET A1 FOR O'LVL MOTHER TONGUE ):
Wish me lucks lah ! :/

Once again, Yingpei you sux -.- Dont force me to scold vulgarities at you again le hor ! Arghhs.

HELLO-OH.
I'm very happy today ! Cos I didnt scold any vulgarities ! :D
Even though that stupid Yingpei keep irritate me and hope I whld break my promise -.- Lol.
But I sort of scolded vulgarities when Nicholas and Yongli insult(?) me of my intelligence.
Yeah, maybe they dont have the intention, what who knows what he actually is thinking lah.
I scolded one word out, and faster shut my mouth up. Bcos I dont want to break the promise bcos of that stupid idiot thingy.
But, whatever lah. I dont even care what he thinks of me lor, haolian de yao si.
I feel like scolding the F word out, bcos it kept appearing in my mind -.- Boo lah !
Weijie please be proud of me, bcos I didnt scold any vulgarities today eh ! :D I dont count that -.- And you cheated me ONE DOLLAR hors. Lol.
And that stupid siao ginna kept scolding me siao, bcos he thinks that I'd been crazy these few days. DIAO = =
But I think is he siao-er more than me lor ! When alighting the bus that time faster scolded me WANG BA DAN -.- And he had been keep um chio these few days.
I think he needs to go to the Mental Hospital or something :X


This picture appear more than what it seems (?).
Aiya, means it doesnt mean the way you're thinking(?) Lol.

Monday went to study with the attendance of ME, Yingpei, Gwen and Weijie.
Nothing much happened except the Xing Tu thingy & the small lil boy. LOL !
The small lil boy damn irritating cans, I kept gave him a look when he stared at me. Super bushuang.
I think he sort of scared of me, and went to disturb Yingpei instead. Lol !
He began to peek over to see what Yingpei is doing, then Yingpei also like bushuang lor.
Then Weijie took that picture up there, and gave the boy a thumbs up, and say very good -.-
Then the boy whispered, which is very loud, to his mother that, they say I very good.
LOL. Then I was like laughing non-stop le lah. Superb funnaye lor.
And Yingpei was sort of paiseh(?) :O Lol. Darn stupid lah !
Then the boy keep disturbing us cans ! Irritating freak.
Oh yah, I think that day Weijie is sort of quite pissed at me :X
But I think is there's something wrong with him that day lah, siaosiao one.


These were drawn during Chinese Intensive Revision, that super oh-so-boring day -.- Lol.
NO OFFENCE HOR TO BOTH OF YOU !
Let me introduce to you the first freak,
LI SHILIN !

Zoom in...

Lol. I think it looks like her lor ! :X
And it was drawn by Yingpei hors, not ME !
I only draw that erm, part. But I only make it more obvious of the curves and add in the double cross only lor ! :P Bored what ><

Another freako, ONG YINGPEI !

Zoom in..

Ooh, I didnt draw anything about this freaky looking bear/pig thing which looks like Yingpei, it was all drawn by Shilin !
LOL ! Her revenge lah :X


And SEXAYE it's to you again ! :D
Are you very excited ?
Very very excited ?!?!
Lol, I want to emphasize once again eh, IT'S NOT VALUABLE EH ! So dont be disappointed when you received it :/
And so, dont like qi dai too much of it. Lol.
Omg, how ironic. How can you feel excited when you're not qi dai o.o
Comecome, I let you take a peek...

Are you touched ? Lol. I shyshy le wors :X
Omg, how paiseh. HAHA !
Be prepared, dont be touched to tears !
Just joking. Lol.


Ooh, this post seems so long, but it's not.
Lol. Ironic. I hate it.

To liven up my blog abit,



Lol ! I hope you guys are being entertained leh.
Or else I'll feel so stupid of laughing that all by myself.
I dont want to feel stupid eh :X Haha !
LAUGH PEOPLE ! LAUGH ! :D


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Gwen` Lol ! Of course lah. My music sense very good one okays :P
Yiqian` Yeaps ! I'm LOYAL de hors. And I'll prove you ! :P Takecarex3
Sherlyn` Bleahs ! I'm tall towards some ppl only mah. You want me to so cruel name out anot ? Aiya, dont want make you xin yang yang. I'M TALLER THAN SHERLYN ! :D Lol ! I dont mean it to spoilt that one lor :X It's saying thankyou to me in my dreams, bcos it dont want you to write on it ! LOL :x Thanks ! (:
Peimin` Hello. Replied ? (:
Peimei` SEXAYE IS LOVES ! ;D
Yiinqqpeeiii` heesxz. ueeei carnn viiew miee bloqq lerhhssz worsxz. miee shooo happiiie :D
Weiqi` Lol. My high heels is not very high lah ! So saddening cans. Lol. But no matter what, I'LL STILL BE TALLER THAN SHERYLN ! :P

SIX MORE DAYS TO CHINESE O'LVL !
THREE MORE CHINESE LESSONS !
Tahan abittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt lor ! :D
Wish me goodluck hor you ! :/
I wonder if that was counted then >.<


Yoohoo ! :D
Lol. I hate Quiz lah ! :X
I know it kills time, but I dont have enough time ! But, it's honored to be tagged eh.
Lol, ironic -.- Blah !

No offence.
Today's morning assembly sort of spoilt my mood -.-
Got the semi-finalist of dont knw what YTSS concert advertise thingy.
Then got one girl lah sing THAT song ! -.-
There's like so many songs in this world cans.
I know it's not her fault lah.
At first was alr like...
But, urghhs. I dont know how to say lah.
I JUST DONT LIKE THAT SONG ! = =

Mother Tongue intensive today was oh-so-boring -.-
So slack today lah ! Teachers all meetingmeetingMEETING !
Left students in classroom to do work. Gahs !
They only taught like ard 4hrs for the whole day today lah.
Keep asking us to do paper1 and paper1 !
So sick and tired of it lah ! Planplanplan ! Wth >:(
And ytd chionged de homework also nobody collect and go thru !
WASTE MY TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ):
And it's so sickening to see other Secondary students having post-exams activities and we're like dead chionging our Chinese like nobody's business.
The feeling super sux lah cans.
Oh, so we crapped alot today.
And I was laughing like siao after lunch today. Lol.
Shilin and Yingpei lah ! Wahlaos, buay tahan :X
Make me laugh like shit cans.
Pictures ! :D But I'm lazy to upload. Takes alot of time leh :/

I scolded quite alot of vulgarities this few days !
!$@#@^$%&%#%@#%
Lol. I'm not gonna scold any vulgarities from today onwards lah !
But I dont mean it to scold those vulgarities de what ! It doesnt mean I'm vulgar okays ! >:(
Ooh, cannot let a guy reprimand(?) me of being a girl keep scolding vulgarities ! O.o Lol !
I'm a good good girl ! I will not scold anymore vulgarities le okays. Lol.
Sumpa, plus chop lah ! :D
Wahlaos is not counted vulgarities right (?) :/ Haha.

SEXAYE ! Are you reading this ?!
I have something for you ! :D
Are you excited ?! Lol :X
Lol, but it's nothing valuable lah.
Please, be excited :P


It's too late, to apologize.
But is you promised me that one leh !
Omg, it's getting more and more ironic -.-
Forgive me lah ! :/

Do you read my blog ? Do you ? :/
How I hope you do, and you'll know how I felt.
I got a song with superb meaningful lyrics ! But the stupid imeem and myflashfetish dont have it !
Wth. I'm sad ):
Lol. Kidding lah.
No fate lor. Lol -.-

Okays, can you ppl see that I'm trying to change how I blog ?
Bcos some people say my blog is too wordy and sometimes whld not bother to read !
How chld you ! Lol.
So, now I'm trying to break it into shortshort paragraph for you guys to easier to read ! :D
I'm so kind lah right. Oooh, whatever.
I hope my post wont be sooooooooo long after I break it into shortshort paragraph :/

Ytd went out with TWINNNNNNN<3
Went bugis to shopshopshop.
Ohyeah, I'm lazy to write out the details, so go and read her blog for more details lah :P
Bugis Street only opened at ard 2pm, and that dumbdumb doesnt know it ! Lol.
So we went to Bugis Junction have our lunch first, SALTED FISH FRIED RICE.
My first time eating that leh, dont scold me suaku hor. Lol.
Then walk around Bugis Junction awhile, and went Bugis street.
Blahblahblah. Shopshopshop.
I bought one yellow tube top, and finally my BLACK HIGH HEEL ! :D
But, it wasnt very high, and so I sort of regretted buying it.
Bcos, i want very high heels ! I feel so short ):
Yingpei, Christina and Sherlyn shld be thinking WHATEVER now :X HAHAHA !
But I spent more then TWIN ! :o
I bought only two things, whereby she bought more then me, as she bought THREE tops and TWO belts.
So not fair, and I felt cheated. Lol. Whatever.
And sadly, I didnt see any shuaige there ):
But I saw one cute guy. Lol ! But he's Twin's friend's boyfriend -.-
Oh stupid. But I'm loyal hor. Lol :X

Went Chongpang to look for newfuture shorts & skinny !
But we chldnt find the stupid idiot shop -.-
Kept calling Gwen to ask her where it is, she explained, but we still chldnt find it.
Boo, wasted our trip there.
Went Northpoint to eat and walkwalk.
Ooh, was thinking got fate meet friends anot. Lol.
In the end, I saw Christina, Danial, Keyuan, Houmun, Jiaqi and one girl.
Gahs, so fated to meet them :/ Boohoo lah ! ):
Not fated means not fated.
Oh yeah, there's one cute guy working at Giodarno{?}. Paiseh, I dont knw how to spell :P
Lol, so cute ! But I'll be loyal. Lol.
Then waited for my parents to fetch me home from Northpoint.
Waited at the Golden Village there.
Saw Weiqi and Sherlyn.
Lol, fated friends again. Diao-ness.
I'm so sorry Sherlyn ! I really dont mean it :X Lol.

Home-d and rot.
Wasted a day ):
I havent touch my Chinese homework. Boohoo !
HOW AM I GOING TO FINISH LIKE SIX LETTERWRITING&COMPOSITION AND TWO PAPERTWO IN LIKE THREE-QUARTER DAY ?
Gahs, I'm gonna be dead D:

Woohoo ! I have an advertisement. Lol. People must view my blog more often okays ! And to help you slim down ur fingers, click on those advertisements ! :P Lol. I dont know what movie is that, lol. Aiyah, just help by clicking lah :X And I've changed my blog song again ! So nice lor, at least that's what I think. And the lyrics is meaningful as well ! :D
I'm going out with TWIN later ! :D Supposingly aslso got Chococake one, but she isnt feeling well, so it's okay ! Rest well and takecare chococakeY
I wanna buy grey/faded skinnies ! Lol. And I wanna look for black high heels !

YYtd I was sort of emotional sia lah. And I wasted 2hrs just like that :/ Wth. But I didnt cry. Lol -.- Cry for what, duh. I look back all those messages and notes. 6notes of explaination. But those things doesnt reach just in time to you. Too late lah. Okay, I'm repeating myself again and again. Time-machine lah ! Faster give me ! :/


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* So many ppl view and run ! Dont think I dont knw hors. I serve nuffnang okay ! People must tag lah ! Haiyoh. I'll know who view me de hors :P

Jasreen` Hello ! :D Replied(:
Yiqian` Lol. Read books no use ! And I no money buy newspapers :X Lol. English basic very boring leh ):
Guanjie` Lol. Work hard and that's all ! :D
Dydy` Lol. Yeah. She also reply me like all one word answer like ok, ya and so on. But she really appeared ! BUT ! She's was late for 20mins -.- I still thought she will go MIA on me lor :/ You add her in msn lah. She often online de. JUNE HOLIDAYS MUST CHIONG STUDIES ALSO !
Weiqi` Lol. CHIONG LIKE SAI LOR ! Haha.
Yingpei` warhlaos. ueii verbi erxiin lehhsxz. duncch comee my bloqq saee hiee hiee onlie marhszx. buaisz buaizx. LOL -.-

People changed. Feelings maybe come and go.
And I'd changed but the feelings came back.
You said you didnt changed. How I hope the feelings havent fade.



突然发现站了好久 不知道要往哪走

还不想回家的我 再多人陪只会更寂寞

许多话题关于我 就连你也有听过

我的快乐要被认可 委屈却没有人诉说

夜半信仰丛白剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么

为什么脆弱时候 想你更多


如果你也听说 有没有想过我

像普通旧朋友 还是你依然会心疼我

好多好多的话想对你说 悬着一颗心没着落

要怎么附和 舍不得 又无可奈何


如果你也听说 会不会相信我

对流言会附和 还是你知道我还是我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 懂我的人就你一个

想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔


许多话题关于我 就连我也有听过

我想我宁可都沉默 其实反而显得做作

夜半信仰丛白剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么

为什么脆弱时候 想你更多


如果你也听说 有没有想过我

像普通旧朋友 还是你依然会心疼我

好多好多的话想对你说 悬着一颗心没着落

要怎么附和 舍不得 要无可奈何


如果你也听说 会不会相信我

对流言会附和 还是你知道我还是我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 等我的人就你一个

想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔


如果你也听说 有没有想过我

像普通旧朋友 还是你依然会心疼我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 等我的人就你一个

想到你想起我 胸口依然温热


如果你想起我 你会想到什么


Ohyah, I'm not feeling emotional by posting all this lyrics and whatsoever yeah. Just that I think the lyrics is meaningful some sort to me(?). Hahs, yeaps(:

And, can anyone teach me a way or rather many ways to improve my English ?! :/

Okays, I think I'm back for proper post ? Lol, yeah. What you guys want me to post about ? Lol. I have stupid, good and bad news.

So let me start with one happy thing first !
Just three simple words, I LOVE YOU ! X3 I doubt you will see this, but yeah. I dont know how and dont have the courage to say all this mushy mushy words. Lol. But so, you must know I still care eh ! :D
Big feast afterwards(:

Two stupid thing.
Someone called my father this morning and tell him that his son, which they thought is Alvin, kana beat up by someone and he broke his legs and blahblahblah. = = Then my parents so worried and tried calling me and my brother. But we having school what -.- How to answer ! Then somemore today Chinese letter writing still ask about the telephone thingy, of calling ppl and cheat ppl. I was like thinking got who so stupid believe this kinda thing. So many news about this telephone thingy alr, and my parents still believed it. Omg. So stupid lah. Then my parents called the school and asked. LOL. Okays, and found out is ppl prank or something. Wth, so stupid. These ppl shld just go to hell.
I took an IQ test. Results, 94 -.- Okays, I'm stupid. But you also not very clever hor ! Lol -.- Whatever. Aiya, I dont even understand those questions lor ! So is I anyhow do de okays :P

One bad news.
Subjects which I did not improve. Amaths, English, Combined Humans. These are the subjects that I failed also. I failed three subjects T.T My L1R5 36 marks. Omg de cans -.- My Amaths get 13marks ! 13 leh, can you believe it :/ Drop so much lor ! Although still F9, but last term at least not so terrible lah, although it's 30marks. But wahlaos, Zzz. English failed T.T Last term pass English one leh ! From 50marks drop till 46marks. Eat shit lah. My paper 1 ALWAYS fail by 1 pathetic mark. How pathetic is this -.- Combined humans, dont know what to say. If not for my SS, I think I can pass this time de lor. But aiya, no use crying over spill milk. From 48marks to 41 marks ): I hope I dont need see principal. But I hope that I need to go back everyday to school during june holidays to study. Bcos I know if not I will just slack my holiday away :/ I only can work under stress. Although I hate stress o.o

One good news.
I FINALLY PASSED MY SCIENCE ! FINALLLYYYYYYYYYY. Lol. Although I still failed my Chemistry -.- But my Chemistry improved alot alot lor ! From a single digit F9 marks to 42 E8 marks ! Lol. So proud of myself. And thanks to my Physic that help me pass ! I'm shocked that I actually can get that results as well, bcos I normally failed my Physic too. Haha. Boo to those ppl who think that I will always fail my Science. See, I proved you wrong(: I'm so proud of my Science now cans. Haha ! So my Science from a 28marks of F9 improved to a 52.5marks of C6 ! :D CHEER FOR ME PLEASEEEEEEE(: Other subjects all maintain last term standard, and it was not well done, but at least I passed ! ;D


Chinese O'lvl on 26may. Will you wish me goodluck ? :/ 4more working days. 4more days which I can really study for Chinese. Chiong arh ! I'm stuck with so so many Chinese homework ): Total of 6 composition&letterwriting to do. Total of 3 hot topics( re men hua ti ) to plan. And 2 PaperTwo to do ! By Tuesday, which means I only have three days to complete all :/ I'm so short of time but I'm still using the computer. Lol -.- Time management !



Andand, I think it's very stupid to say this thing again and again in my blog -.- There's nothing between me and Weijie, although we're quite close lah. Stupid leh. Believe it or not, it's up to you guys lah. Wth. It's impossible bcos I... Yeah, whatever.
Is bcos of you. You seemed to stuck in my mind, and I just cant get you off.

TAGS REPLY ;

Weiqi` Lol. Shocked of how we're progressing ? :X
Samuel` Lol. YOU WONT LOR, STUPID DUCKY ! ;P I post in Chinese bcos it's more meaningful in Chinese lah. Think too much lah you.
Peimin` Haha. Yeah, I will. Thanks(: Seeyou round the school :D
Louis` Lol. I wont sadsad alr lah. Cos I know I have goody friends like you ! :D Can go KBOX after Chinese O'lvl anot :/ Must study leh dey :X Goodluck as well !
Peimei` Lol. Hello Sexaye ! We're so fated nowadays eh. Lol ! You look sexaye with your smiles as well :D I'm able to LOL, means I'm okay alr lah(: We must score DISTINCTIONS for our Mother tongue ! Loves ! x3
Guanjie` Lol. Work hard and study hard that's all we can do now anyway :/ Jiayous eh ! :D
Vivien` HELLO ! :D
Yiqian` Lol. Hello twin ! How's Sunday plan ? Faster plan eh ! :X You cheerup as well eh. Dont hink too much abt ahem. Hahs. Loves ! x3
Yingpei` Stop acting like a twit lah auntie ! LOL. Iiee duncchh noee worsxsxz. Thanxxs uee fer introducinqq mee thissx nixe nixe sonq ehsxz. Iiee dunchh noeee wardd to treaat uee ehsxs. Lol. I felt so weird typing like that -.-
Ding` Fight with me lah ! Help me destress :X LOL. Yeah, and maybe I will get so sick of you ): Joking lah ! Lol.
Dydy` Lol. Yeah ! I'm entertaining :D Cancan ! Go out maybe during June holidays again ? (:

I'm lazy to blog. And I have nothing to blog. Anyway, I had a weird dream ytd night. It was so.. erm unrealistic ? I think I have a very fantastic imagination -.- But yeah, how I hope it's true. Sigh.

Oh yeah, my results are like SHIT. Yes shit -.- Brown colour kinda shit, know ? = = Fuck lah. Whatever.

I shall blog another day. Tags reply some other days too lah. I'm lazy ? Zzz. Whatever. Bye.

Just one chance.
This unexplainable feeling ;
} I thought you knew how I felt

总是想再见你 还试着打探你 的消息




过去让它过去 来不及

I guess, I dont really wanna hear the song Apologise ever again huh ? Or else I really dont know what to do. I think I'll cry. Maybe by apologising, I still can't change this reality. Those lyrics, I'll rmb. No, I guess I don't mean anything else. Trust doesnt even exist, even though when we're in that kinda relationship. I guess, I'm still slow to realise all of those things now. Yeah, it's too late. Too late, too late to apologise. When everything I've believed in seems untrue. Now I know what love means. And whatever life may hold for me. Through the fire, through the rain, I believe. If I fall I won't break, through it all I'll make it through. Cause it's all I can to do.



想要说 却还沉默

我一直都想对你说

你给我想不到的快乐 像绿洲给了沙漠

I cant find a song that can really represent what I wanna say. But I guess, some part of these songs can represent what I wanna say. So many songs, different lyrics, but actually meant only one thing.



我努力的仰着脸孔

试着让眼泪不往下流 别往下流

Those images will forever etched deeply in my heart. There's a thing or two that I wanna you to know. I can't explain this feeeling. I think about it everyday, and even though we moved on. It gets so hard to walk away. I cannot cry, because I know it doesn't help.



傻瓜 也許單純得多
　
愛得沒那麼做作

愛上了 我不保留

相信付出會有代價　代價只是一句傻瓜

Because of you, I've learnt to play on the safe side so I wont get hurt.



如果 不能够永远都在一起

也至少给我们

怀念的勇气 拥抱的权利

好让你明白 我心动的痕迹

I should have work things out. But I never thought that things would have ended this way. I'd never regret knowing you. Those words, were true. And still, I'll miss you someday. You'll always be here, in my heart. And those memories, in my mind.



离开你那麽傻 可以后侮吗

爱很怪 什麽都介意最后又什麽都原谅

心里最深的牵挂 越想遗忘越不能忘

I'm forced with a smile, a laughter, everyday of my life. I dont blame you, seriously I dont.


Feelings doesn't just come and go.
If you give me one chance to tell you how I was feeling. I'll look into your eyes and tell you it's not over. And you'll know I haven't let you go.
This post seems sad. Lol :/ But, yeah, I'm not emo(:

TAGS REPLY ;

Winny` Yeah. But i still love you ! :D
Yiqian` Lol. Yeah. I'm so suay lor ! Zzz. Scared the hell outa me cans. Shopshopshop = $ leh ! :X
Bucket auntie/Yingpei` Lol. You sibei lame leh -,- I dont want but bucket bad from AUNTY :P Need money, then I can intro you another job eh :X I DONT WANT HELP YINGPEI AUNTY ! D:
Samuel` Lol. You wont paiseh one lor ! Dont act lah you. Haha. How chldnt me ? o.o
Peimei` Sexaye you're loved ! :D
Frederick` Lol. Where got funny ! IS SUPER BIAN TAI LOR. You also xin li bian tai arhs ? Want this kinda buyer ! Lol :X
Dydy` Lol ! Yesyes ! I everyday watch w/o fail ! Haha :X
Yishiuan` Lol. Yah. I think I'm very suay or something. Zzz. Haha. You want her ? LOL !

I think god is playing with me.
Once I posted my previous post,
you came online.

How shld I suppose to feel/react then ?

I feel sad.
I feel like crying.
What is exactly wrong with meeeeeeeee !

Those text messages,
those friendster comments.

I want to have a time machine !
So I can rewind back time,
and never ever let things become in this state.

It's really useless regretting.
It's useless le lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!
What's the problem with me -.-
Forget it.


Just give me just one chance, I'll apologize, and can you come back to me ?

TAGS REPLY ;

Samuel` Lol. Shld be blog-hopping instead of blog-hunting lah. You think what ? Preys arhs ? -.- Lol. Got swim with them anot ?! :X You seriously have beautiful eyes lor ! Like girl like that. Stupid gay :P Lol. I one day very lil ppl tag one lor. Then you must tag often ! :P Yingpei ? Dont care her lah ! Lol ! Just joking.
Yiqian` Wont score well, at least dont fail ! :D At least it wont be that bad bahs :/ I'm not wang en fu yi de jia huo ! I'm... Lol. I dont knw what's that opposite meaning :X Lol. Tag back le lah ! NEXT TIME I GO UR BLOG EVERYTIME WILL TAG OK ! :D
Yingpei` Yes ? Bucket bag anutie ? LOL. You will disappointed de meh o.o Mygod. Lol. Why you dont want to be friends with me. Then like that you no entertainments le leh ! :P
Sherlyn` Lol ! Uploaded alr (:
Gwen` Lol. Updated alr lah. Stupid de yao si -.-

THURSDAY
LOL. I finally went shopping ! Lol. But we had the NE quiz. Zzz. Had to come back to school after 2.5hrs of slacking. But in the mean time, something funnaye happened. We went Guardian and began applying Samuel with mascara. Lol ! Damn funny lor. His eyelashes is like damn damn damn long lor. I even had difficulty touching my eyelashes -.- Then after we applied, his eyelashes seriously became longer ! Lol. Funny lah, then he sort of became a gay :X Then he wanted to rub away the mascara, then his whole eye became black, as if kana beaten up. Lol ! So he faster went toilet to wash up, I think it became worse lor. Then we laughing like shit outside the guys toilet at northpoint. Then the toilet auntie asked us to lower our volume, and go other place laugh. LOL. Funnaye.


Went back to school to have NE quiz. It was stupid, but I still managed to get Senior Builder Certificate. Haha ! And I earned alot of golds/points lor :P Maybe my future job is to build buildings or something. LOL ! Then after NE quiz went to meet buyers. One at Yishun, one at Bugis. Met with the Yishun alr then went to Bugis and shopppppp !


And my stupid buyer at Bugis gave alot of excuses, kept changing the meetup. At first, we settled with Bugis at 2pm. Then she said she go come change first then ard 3pm like that reach Bugis. Then, nehmind, it's fine with me what, as I can go shopping first. Then after awhile, she msged me said she cant come Bugis as she having HMT paper tmr = = Then I was like, then how, you want next time meet me at Sembawang because I dont always come to Bugis. She live at Bedok you see, and btw, she dont even know where's Bugis -.- Then she asked can Saturday meet at Bugis anot. Of cos I said no lah, I where got so free -.- Then in the end settled of meeting at Bedok after I shopped finished. Went to Haji Lane and Penisula after Bugis. And we did that by walking. My leg was like aching like siao lor. Zzz. Then after shopped finished, went Bedok. I bought three $10 shirt ! :D LOL.
Then things began to become scary. The girl, who is my buyer, began to msg me and asked me where I am. I told her that I'm in train and will reach in 15mins. Then she say, I will be late cos my sister is playing maple. I bushuang mahs, then replied a = = face. Then she replied, I coming over alr. Then I never reply alr. Then she msged me again asked me, what you wearing. I replied green school uniform. Then I asked her, what you wearing. But she didnt answer back to my question ! Instead, she replied, me and my mei are using penknife to cut our hand. Wth. I chuatio like shit leh. Me and Gwen was like = =. Then I replied, o.o for ? Then she replied, for fun(: SIAO LAH ! Stupid sia, msged me this stupid thing. My heart was like going to jump out liaos lor. Wth. Then I asked her again, what you wearing. Then she replied, green same as you. Then in between nth much. Then I reached Bedok alr right, called her. First time she nvr pick up my call, second time then answered. I asked her where she is, she said she reached alr. But I chldnt see her ! -.- Then she began o talk rubbish. She asked, what race are you, are you a gangster, are you wearing ankle socks. Wth -.- Then I told her, I'm not gangster blahblahblah. Then she said, my sister was afraid that you're a gangster and dont dare to meet you. -.- DIAO-NESS. Then after I hanged up her phone, then she msged me, to be honest, I'm wearing pink. WTH, this also want to bluff. Cannot stand her. Then in the end still got meet lah, passed her the things then faster go take train. Siao, I think she xin li bian tai cans. SERIOUSLY LAH. Wth.

Friday
Chinese Intensive started. Wah siao. Boring like shit. I cant stand hours of studying mother tongue lah. Got back our paper. Got B4, and I'm super not pleased with my result. I wanted distinctions one leh ! Zzz. And just one mark to B3. Zzzz. But I'm very pleased with my P1 lah, I think is my P2 pulled down my marks lor. Zzz. I shall work hard for distinctions ! Although lessons whld be boring :/

Today I'm gonna go out with Michelle, Valerie, Wendy Huin and Vivien to Far East ! Shopping again. HAHA. Okay whatever. I havent buy mother's day present T.T Shall buy it later :P

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :D

Hurray, Amaths P2 is finally over :DDD It was difficult, but I'm very happy cos I know how to do ! :D For some questions only lah. At least this time I wrote a lot and not much blanks :D I think P2 is much easier then of P1 lor, for idk why :/ I know this time round confirm will get F9 again, but it's alright. At least, I understood more this time round. I alr had my revision time-table and I'm gonna mug hard till O'lvl ! (: Practice makes prefect :D

And tomorrow's mine last paperrrrrr. POA P1 ! Chicken feet lah ! Lol. Just kidding, I'm aint any POA pro lah. Haha. But I dont think I'll really study for it, maybe I'll just read thru. I'm alr in the holiday mood liaos can, although it's not holiday. I'm so look forward to shopping lor. Had the idea of asking Yingpei along, but I guess she wont want, so it'll be Gwen this time :D BUGISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. FAREASTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT !
Dang, have the stupid NE quiz after POA P1 tmr. 1145-1245. Stupid timing -.- POA P1 is from 0815-0915, and so we gonna rot at school for those 2.5hrs -,- I whld rather they brought forward right after exams, so I can go home change, then go town :/ But so sad for those classmates taking pure geog, d&t and art. Lol. They have to come back to school even though they have no paper for that day :P Dont curse me eh, curse the school's arrangement :X

TAGS REPLY ;

Peimei` Hahs. Thanks, I will(: You too. Loveeees x3
Nicholas` You shutup lah big fat elephant. Stop cursing me you idiot. And I'm aint a idiot -.- Nehmind, it's good that I bring entertainments ok :P SAFE SEX FOR YOU ONLY OK ! :X
Yuding` You cannot use <> on tag board lah. Must use [] ! Lol. And somemore italics is [i][/i] lar ! BLUR. Lol. Where got retarded ! I was about to die and you scolded me retarded ): Lol. NO CANCER :D 9points ! (:
Louis` Haha. Jiayous as well ! :D 2more papers to gooooooooooooooo(:

Another good news,

TAGS REPLY ;

Nicholas` Sometimes I really wish you can eat shit and die leh -.- Lol. Aiya, lied to you then got entertainments what :P Lol. You so hope that I will die mehs. Heartless freak. No I wont see doctor -.- Lol. Pink mehs ? I tot is red ?! You colour blind arhs ? o.o
Gwen` Stupid lah you. But at least you tagged. Haha. Happy birthday again ! :D
Yishiuan` Lol. Never arhs ? Maybe you every day happy-go-lucky lor. Hahs :X

One happy news,
Haha. You've been a nice girl lah. Sometimes you think too much know, if you still rmb what I mean. Haha ! :X Andandand, your limegreen bag hor. If you didnt receive it as your birthday present you only can blame one present lor. You-know-that-toilet-king. Lol ! You shld be more understanding to enough to understand why you cant receive your birthday present. Hahs. It's nice to meet you lah, seriously(: Anyways, happy birthday once angain and aall the best in everything you do ! :D

One bad news,

I'm suffering from Thyroid Cancer D: Ohwells, pity me then. That Stupid Nicholas Chew. Actually I wanted to type out his full name lor, but I dont know his chinese name -.- Whatever lah. I'm gonna dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ):
Okays, do you guys believe that it's true ? Okays, I'm just joking :P Lol. I hope I'm really not suffering from that thyroid cancer :/ I lied to Nicholas Chew on Msn that I suffered from cancer and he actually believed that. Hahs ! Then I was like zihigh-ing for a moment, thinking why he's so stupid. Lol-ness. Then he actually gave me info on the thyroid cancer. Then is what the neck area and thoart area. Then chuatio siaa ! I scared de yao si. Then he keep scaring me. Wth, then in the end keep asking me to go for checkup, but I dont want. Then in the end, he told me that cancer whld have some lumps growing at the neck there. Then I faster check my neck, huat ah, dont have :P Okays, I think I'm just scaring myself. Haha. But I seriously hope that I'm not suffering from any stupid illness lor. Zzz.

Wellwellwell, so I will treasure my life more then :D I very scared will lose all my family and friends ard me lor :/ Because I'll be sooooo lonely D: Haha. But I know you guys wont leave me de right ! Okays, I'm BHB :P

TAGS REPLY ;

Zoe` Haha ! Thankyou ! :D Takecare too(: Next time must join us for basketball alr hor :P
Jasreen` Replied ? Lol :S
Yishiuan` Lol. I hope I can. You too okay ! :D Dont zi-high so easily eh :X
Guanjie` Lol ! You got ! Got ear witness lor ! But I cant rmb who. Maybe Weijie ? Hahs. Your Amaths also die mehs ? I tot you very strong in it o.o Nehmind lah. Not O'lvl yet.



I think I'm dieing. Maybe I'm diagnosed with cancer or something ? :/
Labour day night, I'm like vomited blood. While this morning, I sneezed and blood came out. Scary siaa. Gosh I have a weak heart D: I dont want to die so young. I havent found my Mr. Right ): Lol-ness. Whatever lah. It's destined isnt it ? God want me die, I jiu will die lor. What else can I do.
My throat was so itchy. But I cant scratch it :O Lol. Whatever.

This is so like a random post ? :/

Three more papers to go ! :D Monday Emaths P2, Wednesday Amaths P2, Thursday POA P1. Woohooooooo~ I'm so look forward to Thursday ! :D But I'm not looking forward to Friday. Cos Friday is Chinese Intensive ): Chinese O'lvl coming ! 26th May. Which means 23 more days ? Minus all the days until Thursday, which means I only have 18 more days to really study for Chinese O'lvl. Oh-gosh. I'm so afraid. I wanna get A1 for my Chinese. I will retake if I didnt get A1 the first time round lor. Okay, actions speaks louder than words.

Yesterday I was thinking about so many things. Then suddenly I realise how foolish I am, to let go. But, it's okays. That's the way I chose anyway. I shldnt regret. So, yeah.

Okays, I dont knw what this post is really about. But who cares, at least I updated :P


It seems like I always tell people to cheerup and not worry about things, but I tends to be the one who cant cheerup and worried about lots of things.

Ahhhhhhh. I'm so bored. Dont feel like studying now. Not feeling very well.
Had Chemistry Paper just now. It was rather easy lah. But because I didnt really study so I dont think I will pass lor. Zzz. I'm so angry with myself that I was sick ytd lah. Wahlaos, or else I really think I can score well for this paper de lor. Sux lah.

Yesterday was horrible. I felt so sick that my whole body was aching and darn weak. Slept till ard 2pm in the afternoon. Of course, in between got wake up awhile and rot on my bed lah. First time I sleep till so late lor. Then Weijie called, and said stupid things, and I sort of woke up. But was still very tired. Had slight fever, flu and sore throat. Then Gwen, Weijie, and Chinrong came my house and study. I think I wasted their time lor. Cos I didnt really studied, and was like going to sleep alr. Head very giddy eh. Then at 5pm they left the house, and I went back to sleep again :/ Woke up at 8pm plus. Was sweating all over even though I on the fan. Then was like thinking die alr, my chemistry. Didnt eat for the whole day as I had no appetite. But in the end, managed to eat one pear, and fell asleep again. Was damn sick afterwards. Fever was rising and felt like vomiting. I really felt like dieing leh. I think it's much worst when I'm sick during Sec3 camp lor :/ Then keep cant managed to get to sleep. Very very xinku. Went toilet wanted to vomit but nothing came out, then I was like crying alr. Somemore that time is ard 11plus le lor. Then finally vomited out. I felt so disgusted, and keep crying. Then keep coughing and vomiting and saw lil bit of blood. Chuatio sia, was so scared that I was dieing eh. But after vomited was feeling much better alr, so went back to sleep. Asked my mother to wake me up at 5am today morning so I can sort of revise Chemistry.
But I was very tired eh, only woke up at 6.05am. Dont feel like going school to take exams de lor, then thought of Weijie said that they will take my CA1 marks for this MYE. Wahsiao, my CA1 marks was straight F9 lor, so decided to go school take Chemistry Paper :/ And revised abit for Chemistry. Was so giddy when going to school. Siao lah, seriously very regret that didnt study lor. Hais. So wasted. So angry with myself that I fall sick at the crucial part, my F9 grades paper -.- Sianz, and thus I wasted my labour day away, and sort of slept for the whole day :/ Sianzation.


TAGS REPLY ;

Yingpei` Haha. I no motivation lah. Not like you. So hardworking nowadays. So next time if i have doubts you must teach me arhs ! :P Haha, thankyou angggggg :D And dont become a twit o.o Lol-ness..
Yiqian` Lol. No, you're daoooo :P You seemed to be my regular tagger(?). Lol !