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Monday, March 30, 2009 ; 5:48 PM

Dont knw what to blog. Out of topic. So sad, my blog gonna be boring and dead liao. Sian.

I wanna go alot of places. Places of interest in Singapore, haha.
Feel like going to the Zoo. Okays, random.

I went online shopping again. Killer. How I wish I live in Taiwan. Oh, my father says wanna go Taiwan for holiday. But I doubt so, cos both of my bro are having National exams -.- Hope end of the year lor. There's so many places I wanna go... Maybe I can see LZX there, haha.


Okays, I seriously dont knw what to blog about.
Oh, Xiaoyu going back to BBT le. I shld be happy abt this. And Xiaole got gf le, sad sad. 《愛到底》, airing in Spore soon, excited excited. Okay, actually I dont really feel anything right now. I'm like rotting, w no gan jue. Going be statue liao.


You bastard.
What about me?

Sunday, March 29, 2009 ; 12:53 PM

如果你爱我, 你会来找我.
What else can I say.

Saturday, March 28, 2009 ; 3:01 PM

Deleted the previous post. You shld feel happy that you didnt read it, cos you wont be able to see the bad side of me. Haha! Whatever.

Thankyou Weijie for trying to cheer me up! Haha, funny sia you. Goodgood friend, seeyou next next week hor! Sorry for not wishing you ah. I admit I forgot abt it, lol.
Happy super belated birthday!



Okays 4e5 people, outing again. This will most probably the last one since we, the poly students are starting school the next day alr. 12 APRIL 2009. Watch movie 《愛到底》, and celebrate Guanjie's bday or whoever bday's is ard that date la! :D Most likely is to AMKhub as only Cathay is airing that movie. Time most prob 1/2pm. Okays, watching 《愛到底》, cos personally I wanna watch it. Lol, believe me la, it's gonna be a nice show! (: Comeone, we watch that movie okay! Free to suggest/comment. Thankyou ah. HAHAHA!



What's up, bitch.

Friday, March 27, 2009 ; 2:29 PM

Today is Friday. It'd been 65days to be exact. What's the problem w this relationship?



I think my pet(pet society) is very stylo milo now, haha. Played Guess the Sketch w Gwen just now. At first I kept losing but in the end I kept winning. I think I draw very nice lor, plus it's so easy to guess! Hahaha, lame whatever.




Anyway, just wanna say ppl open blog and if you didnt lock your blog means it's open to public right. Means I also can read what. So if you dont want others to read your blog jiu kindly lock it lor. Or else it's as if I'm the one in fault for viewing your blog, like diaoness.



School is starting very soon. School of business camp on 3-5april. Orientation on13-17april. And school starts on 20april. Abit dont want school to start alr, havent relax and explore enough. Haha! Packed and busy w stuffs.


Those girls, you knw who you are. Wednesday go Kbox and shopping afterwards. Tell me if you're going oh.

Shld I cut back my bangs?! :/

Thursday, March 26, 2009 ; 12:06 PM


Hello, Zoe is beside me. And she ignored me during MSN. I said damn her, and she beat me twice! Asss, hello zoe! :D We're at Sunplaza mac now. And she's like those typical aunty waiting for the 12nn mac value lunch! And now it's past 12nn but she's lazy to go and buy. She said she wanted to pee. One aunty came and cleared my tray. Lol. I'm crappingggggggg.



I finally dyed my hair ytd! It's so weird ): Eeee, I dont want to look like ONG YINGPEI ahhhhhhhh. Please do not laugh at my hair when you see me. Esp NEOH GUANJIE okay! :D I hope I dont look like one typical ahlian hor, haha!


Went to Sharmaine's house and dyed with Sharon. While others waiting for us. Haha, pasiseh made you all wait for 4hours plus doing almost nothing, lol. We chose the same colour but mine is more bright. For I dont really know what reason though. Dont really like the colour ): No more bangs, and my fringe looks veryyyyy weird! Boo.



My batt is dying shall stop, hohoho. Byebye! Miss me and zoe. Hahahaha.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009 ; 10:35 AM

I think I'll be down w depression sooner or later. Keep imaging things. Damn.

Today is Wednesday. So fast.. but it doesnt matter anymore.



I hate soccer/football. Aiya, dont knw the difference between them. Then, my father loves it. He watched it every weekend, that's why I hate weekends. Cos there's no interesting show on Singapore's channel, and I normally watch Taiwan's shows on SCV. Then on weekedns he'll snatch the remote away from me and switch to those sports channel. I forgot it was Saturday/Sunday. Got a match is the goalkeeper kana red card then I'm like, lol, like this also can, cos I never seen goalkeeper get red card before. Then I like the Liverpool Gerrad(?), so handsome and so many goals! HAHAHA. Whatever. Okay, I dont knw why I'm blogging about this.


Dont understand why some ppl like to fake that she got bf and create a/c on facebook/friendster for her so-called bf, then the'll write comments to each other everyday. Lol, not tired acting meh. Frankly speaking la, dont understand why those kind of girls can find bf la. Or rather what that guy sees in her. I'm not trying to say I very good hor, I'm not good I knw ok. I'm only referring to one person here actually. Haha. Okay la, entertainments for me also :D Weird ppl to entertain me for free, why not? Ah, what a bitch sial.


Makeups seriously make alot of difference lor. But I'm lazy to put, lol. And I dont like those super thick kind of makeup which makes you look like barbie dolls. So act cute, haha! Those w super thick eyeliner, mascara is alright w me except those coloured ones, bright coloured/thick eye shadows, thick foundation, super red blushes, super glossy/red lips. It's.. omg. Lol. That's what I saw during bloghop okay, not anyhow say de hor. Different taste maybe.


Super look forward to School of business camp! Can make more friends before orientation starts. At least I wont be having my period during that point of time. Or else also no mood de, lol.

I dont knw why I keep blogging...

Tuesday, March 24, 2009 ; 8:05 PM


Went out w Gwen, Zoe and Valerie just now. Unlucky lor, my belt and necklace sort of spoilt. And one very diao de aunty. HAHA! So damn freaking lame.

I was the first to reach while others were late. As usual, lol! Then there was this aunty came and approached me. I think she noticed that I stood there very long liao, haha. Conversation in chinese but I translate into English okay ;

Aunty : (Walking towards me) Eh Xiaojie(!), can lend me some moeny, cos I forgot to bring money, but I wanna go Kranji. (-.- !)
Me : Huh, how much.
Aunty : Few cents la.
Me : Oh okay. (Passed her the money)

Aunty : Thankyou ah girl. If we got fate I'll return you the money de.
Me : Nevermind la, dont need.
Aunty : I live at... My phone number is.. You can call/find me to ask back for the money. If got fate I'll return you de.
Me : Nevermind la, dont need.
Aunty : I old liao, memory poor, forget to bring wallet out.
Me : (Nods my head) Orh.
Aunty : (Stares at me) You live nearby?
Me : (Nods my head) Ya.
Aunty : (Stares at me)
Me : (Stares at aunty)
Aunty : You can help me buy the card anot.
Me : Okay, can, kranji right?
Aunty : Ya. (passed me $1.70).
Me : (Tried to buy the card) Eh, aunty, buy card needs $2.40 lei.
Aunty : But I no money alr lei, how ah. I very lazy to walk home and take lei. Actually I live very near de. (Hinting me to lend her money again)
Me : But I no money alr lei, left $2 in my wallet. (Really hor, cos I havent withdraw money)

Gwen and Zoe reached, and Gwen came over. Zoe still called her aunty when she doesnt even knw her! Lol, think she thinks is my who la. Lol! Funny. Gwen still passed her some money -.- Which I think she shldnt. Whatever, end this.


Trained to Marsiling then bused to Salvation Army. Nth much there la. Then cabbed to Sim Lim Square to look for laptop sleeve. KIV and went Bali and Haji Lane. Went to LJS and have our lunch. Gossip provider, I told alot of gossips/stories! Haha, me alot of info de okay. HAHAHA! Went Bugis Junction and then Bugis Street. I'm the only one who bought stuffs okay, dont why what the others are there for. HOR ZOE?! Lol. Then went back to Sim Lim Square to bought really plain laptop sleeve. It's in black, so sad, cos I was looking for pink colours de. Legs were going to break. Haha. Trained to Marina and saw Wangfeng, that unfriendly girl. Hahaha. Nth much la, then I'm home.

I withdrew $100 out today. Intially, my wallet has $2. Now it's left w $32. Lol! And a few cents la. Patheticcccccccccc.

As expected. My mother's first sentence : " Buy things again ah! " Lol! Cute hor. Like me, lol! :D Whatever.



Today is my last day of black hair. I shall kiss it goodbye tmr once I sat down and prepare to dye my hair. Going to cut new fringe also! No more pomelo hor Guanjie! LOL! Happpyyyyyy.
我 , 不 懂 得 如 何 更 爱 你 .



Lame Guanjie, feel like slapping you!

; 9:54 AM

I think my mother really knows me sia. Ytd I guai guai stayed at home never go out. Then she never says anything, except keep screaming at me to ask me tidy up my room. My room is seriously in a mess you see. Haha. Then just now she called home and said: " Ltr going out right, rmb help me keep the clothes in before going out". In chinese of course. Diaoness, hate to do houseworks, so tiring! But cool manszxz, I didnt even tell her I'm going out. Lol!


Okay the kitchen floor now is super wet. I forgot to close the window after keeping the clothes in. Ahh, idiot. Big big rain. Why you must rain today! Lighting and thunder scares me sia. Bye, going out. Rushing!

Monday, March 23, 2009 ; 1:12 PM

EDITED! In {}

I'm very tired. So long since I have a afternoon nap(ytd). Then dont knw why got ppl so childish one -.- Haha, idotic msg. Whatever. And yea, you knw I'm referring to you hor. HAHA!



Going out tmr. To Salvation army and then Bugis. I'm super broke recently, so sad. Online shopping kills. My father asked me ytd night when to transfer me money. But I just replied when you free lor. He dont even knw my a/c please. Ahh, life's bad w/o money. Need entertainments which needs money. There's a saying, Money cant buy happiness. Lol, bullshit sia.

Going back to YTSS on wed to collect testi. Who wanna go as well? Lol. 1pm!

I need a haircut. I wanna dye my hair before camp/orientation starts.
{Yea, I'm going to dye my hair w Sharon on wed! So excited, haha. Surprising too!}



I bet what Cheehao did is more retarded and lame than me ok! Need justice, haha. Must tag and tell me who is more lame and retarded hor. Where got ppl so lame de. Well, the first pic I exclaimed he's lame and retarded. While the second pic he exclaimed I'm lame and retarded. We'll see what others think la hor. Lol! Click to enlarge.
{The lame person still counted the score. Now is 1vs1. We'll see who wins at the end, lol}





The lights are blinking, it's vibrating, your name and number appeared. And yet, I chose not to answer that call. Although I did hesitate whether to slide up my phone and answer it. What's the problem w me, I really dont knw. And then so what if I picked up. What can I still say to you? It makes no difference la seriously. After so many days then you called. What does this means? And then, maybe I'm 10th girl you called right. I dont knw how many girls you had called before me la duh. But I'm not waiting for any of your calls/sms by the way. What's the point when afterall there's so many ppl you can call, to talk to. It doesnt make any difference to you la. But to me, there's something different okay. Okay la, I admit I'm feeling all this crap bcos I thought I like you before. Which is quite ridiculous cos we dont even really knw each other -.- But you went in, life still goes on for me(like duh). No, nth changed. I think I'm even more happy w my friends ard me. Those comments, made me feel as though you're playing w me. I dont believe you dont knw how I actually feel back then. Maybe I shall go MIA onwards huh. Can I choose to rmb only the best part of you? Can you?

Sunday, March 22, 2009 ; 10:21 AM

I've been smiling to myself out of the sudden these few days. And I realised friends are verrrry impt to me oh. Hah, cos everything I laughed at are about those retarded things happened when we went out.
  • Zoe retarded actions at CCK mrt station.
  • I "kicked a bucket".
  • Chinrong scared me and Sherlyn.
  • Yongli's laughters and stories.
  • I fell down.
  • Cheehao mistaken some strangers as Weijie.
  • Weijie's and Sharon's oranges at Sumo.
  • Guanjie, you are a joke personally. Haha!
  • Yanhan's labelled gf, Cassandra -.-
  • I cried watching Coming Soon.
Still got alot actually, but haha.. everything is funny to me la! My "laugh point" very low you see. Haha. Translate that directly to chinese and you'll knw what I mean.


Ytd I watched HarryPotter and the Chambers of Secrets on Channel5! Miracle okay, cos I hate this kind of movie/shows. Eg, Superman all those as well. Feel so like boy watching those kind of shows. But whatever, I still watched it ytd, cos I dont feel like onlining and thus I've nth else to do. Then I tio shocked thrice sia. My whole body jerked, lol. I cant believe while watching HarryPotter also can tio shocked, freaking lame. Okay la, I cant really understand the story, cos their english got slang la. Lol!


Was MSNing w Rezhong ytd. And he on his webcam o.o Hah, just showing some retarded things he's doing. Click to enlarge.

Saturday, March 21, 2009 ; 10:27 AM

EDITED!

I realised I'd not been blogging everyday. You.. had forgotten about me.



Went out ytd. Supposed to meet Weiyee they all 1pm at Yishun Mrt. Then suddenly changed to 130pm at Safra. But gonna meet Cheehao they all nearly 2pm at Northpoint. Then I 1230pm alr met Weijie alr, cos accompanying him to fix his spects. Then too early so went to his house. Haha! His fishes all very beautiful lor, so coulourful, but looks like ikan bilis. Then the goldfishes also not gold in colour one, got in pink lei! And their eyes pop out one. Lol! Then his mother came home, so dont knw what to do. Lol, Weijie I dont understand your hand signals -.-! Slacked ard half an hour at his house then went to meet the others.



Ate and waited for Raymond. Then I dont want take bus go Safra but they all keep want to take bus! Damn it. So in the end we still bused there, and find Weiyee and Tina at bowling there. Started to play. Damn la, the first game I was the lousiest(41), the second game I also the lousiest(65). At least got improve can. Then those guys damn irritating keep saying "Aiya, wo yao ying Jessica jiu ke yi liao". ASSS. At least I got improve ok! Haha! Two of my nails broke, and I cut away all my nails. So sad. Then off to eat(again) at the Jap foodcourt w those guys while Weiyee and Tina left. Then off to meet Sherlyn they all at AMKhub, but Raymond and Houmun didnt want to go..

So got me, Zoe, Sherlyn, Sharon, Weijie, Cheehao, Yanhan, Guanjie, Yongli and Chinrong. Caught Coming Soon. The movie was super scary lor. Dont knw why Cheehao says not scary one o.o Sat in between of Zoe and Cheehao. Haha! I keep grab Zoe 's hand and hide behind her hand. LOL! And keep screaming. Sorry Zoe, hope your ears not affected. Haha! Cheehao, lucky I never grab you lei. Lol! Got one part so scary, the guy suddenly went inside the "movie". Then my OS was like omg, he went inside alr. But I didnt realised I exclaimed loudly and ppl ard me were laughing at me. So paiseh la! Then the last part I thought it ended alr, but it didnt! Suddenly the ghost appeared and I chuatio! I jumped and my legs were up on the chair, lol. And I started crying.. Damn retarded la. Zzz.

Then went to Sumo and eat(again!). The oranges part were funny, damn retarded. Lazy to elaborate. After eating, wanted to go the AMK park for I dont knw why, aiya then walk here and there in the end also bus to Yishun. Then took photos! :D Then mrt home. Haha.
Thankyou Zoe, Weijie and Chinrong for walking me to my doorstep ah! Haha, but also bcos Chinrong needs water la. Lol.









Sigh, dont knw when's the next outing. Everybody is like busy w their own things alr. Cant just come out as a class for just one day meh. Keep saying very busy and all sorts of excuses. You have to manage your own time one what. Forget it, move on.
Miss those times in school. We can like talk everyday make fun of each other, running ard, gossips and all sorts of things.

P.s Sherlyn learnt my special magic trick! HAHA!
P.ss I realised my eyes are freaking small, lol.

Thursday, March 19, 2009 ; 12:36 PM

EDITED!






P.s My shoulders suffered from sunburnt, pic tgt w Zoe.
P.ss Cheehao, your photography skills sux. Lol.
P.sss Zoe, I just realised that the colour at the back of our not the same. Lol!



Retarded post la, ass.

Class outing was ytd, even though only like quarter of the class appeared. Me, Zoe, Shermaine, Yingpei, Sherlyn, Shuyan, Weiqi, Weijie, Cheehao, Chinrong and Yanhan. Ahh, whatever. So met and went to EastCoast. Had jokes, and stories. Reached there, rent bike. Off to cycle. Haha, Me, Yingpei, Weiqi and Chinrong were the ones cycling infront, and the other half dont knw cycle till where la. Then Zoe and Shermaine dont knw how come not w the other and went missing. Damn stupid, lol. I think we only cycled like 2hrs instead of the given time 3hrs. Shermaine and Yingpei left first.

Went to sort of bath, and well, sort of unpleasant things happened. We were walking on the cycling/skating path. Then got one uncle w his kids cycling and then scolded us for walking on the cycling/skating path. Then of course didnt say back anything what, what's there to comment about, and thus cont walking. Then the uncle super lame lor, shouted to us : " Ni men ya ba ah, mei you ting dao shi bu shi". No link, if we cant hear what he's saying it shld be deaf instead of mute, lamer. The uncle still act cute somemore, tie a ponytail, wth. Then he dont knw say what want settle things, like duh, as if it's a big deal. Weijie, comon' dont need be angry over this kind of ppl.

Shuyan and Weiqi went home. Bused to Suntec and walked to Mrt to meet w Yongli for dinner. Weijie left. And then we went to Pennisula and Funan. Nth much, Sherlyn and Guanjie bought things at Pennisula while we went to have dinner at Funan. There was an event about computer games la, then alot of ppl playing Dota, then I exclaimed(loudly), "wahlao, this game so lame de". Lol, then the guy turned back and looked at me -.- Paiseh siol. Went to have dinner at foodcourt.

While eating, Yongli told alot of interesting stories from his school and stuffs which made us laughed like mad and Guanjie's face still turned red sia. The impact very power, haha!
Then suddenly start to talk about those horror things and stories la. When suddenly I felt as though there's someone pulling my hair, thus I turned behind and saw nobody and my body jumped a lil. Seriously got ppl pulling my hair lor! They all keep saying dont have, zzz. But I can feel it la, super real okay. Then Chinrong started to scare me, as well as the other guys. Damn idiotic. I seriously chuatio and move towards Cheehao side when Chinrong tried to scare me from another side. The timing is seriously fuck one lor, if I knew it I wont even want to see where Chinrong went. Zzz. Sherlyn also chuatio, funny, lol! Then slacked ard the foodcourt till ard 1030, which we reached there from 7plus. Haha, we were so noisy over there lor, Laughed and screamed as though it was our house.

Went to toilet, cos I need it -.- Then Chinrong scare us again. Like wth, so childish! Me and Sherlyn were hooking each other hands, then suddenly Chinrong jumped out and scare us. Then you knw normal reaction jiu will grab the person beside you right. Thus, Sherlyn tried to pull me over to her while I tried to pull her towards me. Then, hoseh la, both of our head hit tgt. Damn freaking pain, Chinrong's fault. Hope no baluku on your head ah Sherlyn. Lol. Very scared to go in alone and thus asked Zoe to accompany and keep talking to me! Hahahah.

Trained home, and those guys were damn irritating. Esp Yongli, Yanhan and Cheehao. Diaoness, stupid msg and scared the hell out of me. And their eyes is seriously damn ass la, like looking on top of me as though there's something. Thankyou Chinrong for walking me back home although you're very tired. Haha!

You may think that I'm acting big out of small lil things but is seriously very scary can. Really got ppl pull my hair la, plus those stupid horror stories. Zzz. But it's been awhile since I laughed so hard. Still think Yongli's stories super entertaining. Haha! Ahh, miss those times in school.



Reached home and I was so scared, I dare not look into any mirrors cos of Yongli's stupid msg. I mean you never knw what will happen right? Lol. Thus I quickly off my phone to silent. And so sorry Zoe, I didnt dare to look at my phone the whole night and thus never reply you.
I keep tossing ard and chldnt get to sleep. I was in pain sia, those sunburnts and from cycling. Once my leg bend then will be super pain lor. Then cannot sleep jiu will think about things right. Then I keep thinking abt tahose things they said earlier on, like wth. Had a bad night, scaring myself for no shitty reason.

My legs feel very jelly now, my shoulders ached and I feel sick. Ahh, must be too long never exercise liao. Thinking of whether to still go out tmr, zzz.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009 ; 10:46 PM

Life's bored. I've no life. I think some of my friends have no life too. Bored bored bored. Msn seems to be interesting nowadays, haha. Thankyou ah. Dont so BHB think I'm referring to you okay. Lol, whatever. Ahh, sianzation.



Went out w the fucker. Last min had to go work in late afternoon. But we still managed to shop a lil. Haha, actually forgot what exactly happen. Lazy to think also la, lol. Oh, there's one very retarded thing that we did. I wanted to buy MoguMogu from ColdStorage, and wanted it cold. But it's not. And guess what, that fucker go put at those fruit juices there, to cool it and we walked one round and went back to collect it. Damn, no use one, waste my energy walking one round. Haha, was very retarded. Felt so paiseh doing such aunty things, lol! Retarded fuckers.
Then slacked ard there, and chatted abit w Bob the builder. Lol! He exclaimed that I'm not the fucker, cos I'm a girl then I'm suppose to be the one to get f. Haha, damn vulgar. Whatever.
Then pei the fucker awhile and accompany Bob to Fareast to get his things. He promsied me awhile only, which we even gougou-shou! But it took like ard one hour! Lol, liar liar pants on fire. Hah, I told him alot of jokes, but he exclaimed that it's not funny. Ahh, whatever. At least I never feel weird going out w him alone. Oh, he's very funny, I mean his reaction and whatsoever. Made me laughed.



Post w pics soon, miss me.

Honesty. Betrayed trust.
Your voice, sigh.

; 9:42 AM

Finished each and every episode of 心星的淚光! It's not fully uploaded in Youtube but I have my ways to find out, haha! Clever clever Jessica! HAHA! Whatever. The show is seriously way nice, which has a super sad ending though. Super touching lorrrr, will cry one can! Dont encourage guys to watch or else you all cry then will be so funny! Haha, joking, must watch okay :D Teaches how you can look at different angles of life, and to make ppl happy. It's like what you do will affect others, aiya dont knw how to explain la! Love is such a chim word in there. Totally unexpected and different from those Taiwan dramas!



Some fucker asked me out and yet for a short time only. That fucker must be missing me alot right! Hey fucker, I knw you want to have "two person world" w me hor! Lol, unique Jessica language. You'll be so outdated if you dont knw what I meant! Haha! Eh, dont be angry ah, you knw I'm just kidding abt the "fucker". Okay la, chng chng elephant :D



Realise that I dont really rmb how my friends look. Haha, only rmb by characteristic. If one day I were to choose those eyes and such to identify my friends, confirm gone case sia. I'm talking abt this cos Weijie said he didnt realise I got rosy cheeks until I wrote on my blog, which actually we took bus home everyday tgt then! Kao, what a friend. But then thinking back I seriously also cant rmb how each and every person looks like. It's like I'll knw who are you when I saw you face-to-face la. But now not even one person face appear in my mind. Lol! What a funny reaction though. Maybe my brain old liao, need to take a rest and stop thinking.

Haha, ytd I spent my day at home. Then I was actually thinking abt somethings, then I gave up, cos I lazy to think. Lol, what a funny brain. It gave up. Okays, lame and retarded :p



It'd been raining these few days, dampens the mood. Ah, oh well. Hope it dont rains tmr, rain all you want today! Please confirm w me, will be going for dinner as well. At least a yes or a no, you knw the worse answer are dont knw and anything. Irritating. Dont ask me what if it rains tmr. I dont knw, we'll see and it depends. I cant predict the future what. Maybe it'll stop rainning there :D

TMR TO EAST COAST PARK! MEETING 1030AM AT YISHUN MRT LIFT PLATFORM. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DONT BE LATE.

Those who are going (up till now)
Me, Zoe, Shermaine, Sharon, Weiqi, Shuyan, Sherlyn, Shereen, Weijie, Cheehao, Guanjie, Yanhan, Chinrong.
Yongli and Clarence joining at night.

Those who are not going
Gwen, Tina, Michelle, Wendy, Vivien, Valerie, Samuel.

Havent confirm
Yingpei, Peiying, Zurain, Guangyi, Kangjing, Louis, Khair, George, Dinesh, Sarhan, Goutham, Danial, Ken.



Eh, am I suppose to ask those girls? Sherlyn?! I dont have their contacts oh. Haha. Sherlyn once you got the YJC-4E5 ppl's decision then tell me agn oh, tyvm!




How I miss those times, sigh.

Sunday, March 15, 2009 ; 2:20 PM

Long post, but it's very funny okay. To me la, cos it's very retarded! Lol.


Thursday, 12March


Met Eleanor and waited for Emma to end work. Trained to CityHall and went to Suntec City for the BodyShop warehouse and IT fair. The BodyShop warehouse was crowded w ppl and we have to squeeze through them like those typical aunties. I almost tripped/fell down when trying to squeeze my way out. Emma's fault of wanting to go to the warehouse sales. Haha! Bought things and to the IT fair. Was damn irritated by walking ard the IT fair. Crowded w ppl and those ppl screaming into those microphones/speakers promoting their items pissed me off. I hate noisy sound la. Didnt buy anything there la,wasted trip. Cant find any nice laptop bags.
Dined at Mac, after that went to RafflesCity shopping center, had Ben&Jerry's cos I got $10 voucher! Haha! Was so crazy la. Emma kept argue w me, and we had vulgarities fight. Keep scolding eh you fucker ah, nabei and such. Seriously went crazy and I was laughing like a crazy woman. Then we were like eh fuck you and fuck me no baby again and again. Damn lame. Eleanor was the no vulgar one. Haha! Reached home at 11pm plus, damn tired.









Friday, 13March

Friday the 13th, but nothing bad happened? Went back to YTSS to collect cert, and wanted to collect testi but wasnt out yet. Wasted trip I can say. Nothing much at school la. Saw sexayee and passed her the present! :D Went to Northpoint to configure my laptop at Mac, w Michelle and Valerie. We were talking about the hack in facebook, then there's an ITE guy suddenly cut into our conversation and told us cannot use hack and such anymore le. I was like o.o, lol. And those girls w him are like why you bother so much and felt paiseh. Waited for Eleanor, and meanwhile meet w Weiyee and Yuding to pass Yuding her present! Eleanor came, Valerie left, Michelle went, Yuding &Weiyee back to school and left w me and Eleanor only. Haha, waited for Guojie to end his lessons, and passed him his and Jinqiang's presents. Talked while standing and slacked around. Spent my day hanging ard Yishun area aimlessly. Lol.



Saturday, 14March
Heard it's white valentine's, but do ppl celebrate? Haha, whatever.
Met Weijie and Guangyi at Yishun to go for YJC carnival. The only girl, as Michelle and Valerie last min never go -.- Okays, then on the way met Guanjie and friends, and went back to Northpoint to eat. Saw the pushcart guy working a t Sakura! Haha, damn qiao lor. Then we were like shocked to see each other also. Aiya, he asked for my name but I didnt ask for his, he thought I was in YJC as I was w big grp of YJC ppl, lol. Wasted. Eh, thinking back I think I knw his name, haha! Whatever. Went to YJC, it was damn hot. Saw Tina and alot of ppl! Haha, shocked to see Zoe there and screamed once we saw each other. Retarded. Tina drew a ugly bomb on my hand, haha. Not artistic one de, lousy. Walked ard and played basketball awhile, and I only managed to shoot one ball in -.- I nearly sprained my hand cos Chinrong passed me the ball too violently alr, thus I stopped playing. After awhile rained, then we slacked at one corner and talked crap. Wanted to catch coming soon but then Weiyee cant make it and Weijie doesnt wanna watch. Zzz, nevermind on Friday then!
Weijie exclaimed that my face grew rounder, well others also got la -.- Then he keep wanting to pinch my cheeks. Damn you Weijie, haha! Damn sad that ppl say I grew fatter, assholes. And haha, I'd became more violent and vulgar. After Weiyee left, Me, Weijie, Cheehao, Houmun and Raymond went slacked around as I didnt want to go home that early. Went two arcades and played, was retarded. PhotoHunt was retarded while Housofthedead4 was crazy. Haha. Thankyou guys for slacking ard w me, lol. Bused w Weijie till home. Realised my cap is still w Weijie even though he brought it out. Lame shit! Oh, knw a new friend called Raymond. Haha, he over friendly alr. As if I knw him very long ago or what. Lol!



Today, I'm gonna stay at home and be a good girl as I'd been going out for the past few days. Haha, thankyou ppl for entertaining me when I'm bored! Lol. Thankyou Jinqiang for helping me to solve the internet connection thingy(sort of). Lol, I knw I very stupid and you have to explain till very jialat. At least better than Guojie, didnt even want to help me, still must charge me money. Go die la! Lol.

Saturday, March 14, 2009 ; 9:27 PM

Veryyyyy busy these few days. Hardly have enough time to make full usage on the computer, had been going out everyday. Yes, everyday.
Gonna blog more detailed ones tmr provided w pictures, or Monday once I've got the time. I wanna watch finish my Taiwan dramas first! Hees.


Went out on Thursday w Eleanor &Emma to IT fair, Bodyshop warehouse sales and Raffles City.
Went out on Friday to school w Michelle, Wendy, Vivien, Valerie, Jiaqi and Zhiyun. Afternoon w Eleanor at Northpoint.
Went out just now, which is today to YJC carnival w Weijie and Guangyi. Alot of things happened.
Blog tmr again. The main thing I wanna blog now is about outings next week! Ahhh, alot of things happening at one go, made me so irritated and pissed off. Busy bumble beeeee.



To 4e5. Wednesday, 18March meeting 10.30am at Yishun Mrt lift platform! Will be going EastCoast Park, hopefully it doesnt rain that day though. Please take note and do inform me if you're going, or I'll just ignore your existence and will not wait for you on that day.


To Weiyee and gang. Who are Christina, Weiyee, Yuding, Weijie, Cheehao, Guanjie. And the newly made friend Raymond today at YJC. Haha, somebody please inform him, thanks. Friday, 20March, meeting 1pm at Yishun Mrt. Going bowling at safra first while waiting for Cheehao. Then after that off to Amk for movie and dinner. Attendance complusory! Haha, whatever.

To Michelle, decide when you wanna go Gym again? Sorry, got alot of things happened and I forgot about the dates.


Bye, buzz off.

Friday, March 13, 2009 ; 9:38 AM

Gonna hang ard Yishun area ltr. Gotta meet Guojie, Jinqiang, Eleanor, Yuding and Peimei to pass them their present. Updates ltr in the day. Who miss me can go find me! (:

Thursday, March 12, 2009 ; 10:37 PM

Hello Andrew, reading this? I dont knw if you'll be reading this but whatever!

It'd been 3months since I know you. Actually also very short only la. Still rmb that time I seriously go crazy over you for no particular reason. Haha, lame I know. Please dont go "wth" okay.
Then suddenly I thought that working at GWC isnt that bad afterall, since I managed to knw a new friend. Which is like so damn funny and sudden. Lol! Anw, I want to clarify again and again. I'm not the one who wants your number, and I had never thought of wanting your number. Cos I dont take number from ppl -.- Got something in between la. But since Annie took your number so, I was thinking like "bu na bai bu na". You get what I mean? Lol, it's in chinese anyway. Then w your short answers sms, made me feel like "woah, what a guy so dao". Lol, then the next day you called I was like super duper shocked. I dont have caller-id then, you also knw that. And I was thinking woah, so fast jiu call ppl, when I dont even really know you. Different mindset maybe. And then I also labelled you as "cute" ,which you dont like it, or maybe dont agree w me. Haha!
And then, almost everyday you'll call, and gradually I seemed to turn on the night mode, when I'm not that kind of person. And with the problem of no caller-id, I always have problem of knowing who call me when I missed that call. Thus, I go apply for caller-id, which I dont knw if you knw it till now cos I didnt tell you at all. Whatever.
Then still got once when you played piano thru the phone, I was.. Hmm, dont knw what's the word to describe. Forget it.
Then those visits from you at the pushcart at Raffles was idiotic. But well, I'm entertained anw, haha. Ohya, anw, my boss saw you that time.


Everytime your phone rings, do you wish that I'm the one calling you?


Aiya, dont knw what to say la. Dont knw how to type it out here. Just... goodluck tmr ah. Hope you wont wake up late to report to your camp. Hah, hope you survive healthily during the two weeks. Lol! And dont be sad of going botak, it's okay. Just that if next time I see your botak head I'll laugh only, haha! Yea, if only there's next time though.


To love or to be loved.

; 1:28 PM

I'm getting veryyyyyyyyyyyyyy pissed off w the stupid damn laptop. Okay la, shldnt not blame the laptop shld blame myself! -.- I dont knw how to connect to Internet using the laptop. Damn all those connections, damn confusing -.- Irritating. Somebody please teach meeeee. I dont mind you come my house and solve the problems for me! :D Lol!


Thinking, wondering, hesitating.

; 10:32 AM

Happy belated bday Guojie!
Hope you enjoyed the last min of your bday ytd. Hha!



Ytd went out w Eleanor to visit Emma at work and eat tgt. Then went Bugis after that, I suffered from leg(toes) cramps twice out of the sudden. Super omg, and my shoulders ached like crazy, super pain. Anw, saw Annie over at Bugis! Haha, super got fate sia. Second time saw her w/o planning to go out, lol. Bad Annie, bad bad Annie! Quit that ah. Lol, tell me what happened when you're free! :D



Going out ltr again! Ahh, expenses shooting up in a fast speed. Lol, going to IT fair w Emma and Eleanor. Gotta wait till Emma end work, which is 4pm. Shall kill my time at computer.


Tmr going out also! -.- Omg, I think I'm crazy. Going back YTSS to take those certs and stuffs. And try to book the indoor sports hall and stuffs.
To 4e5 ppl, we're trying to book the indoor sports hall, maybe BBQ pit if possible, so we can go back school to play and stuffs. Cut down our expenses lei! HAHA! Most prob on next Sat, issit okayyyyyy?


Prob going out on Sat also, so maybe I shall be a good girl to stay at home on Sunday. Haha, but it still depends.


12hrs to go.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009 ; 11:42 AM

Ohya, I wanted to say I got rosy cheeks! :D

Haha, ppl thought that I got put on blushes but I didnt. Then there's once I went w my mother to facial at someone's house. Btw, there got one very hot shuaige, SP somemore, haha! Then the aunty keep asking me if I got put makeup, then I keep replying no. Then she exclaimed aiya you dont bluff me la, dont need be shy one. I'm like, I didnt put makeup la -.- Then she said, huh, but you seems like you got put blushes! HAHA. So happy. Dont jealous okay. But my mother exclaimed that I since young jiu got angkukueh cheeks. What a comparison -.-!


Okays, bye! Hope it wont rain ltr, dont wanna bring ella eh eh eh. Lol!

; 10:57 AM

My blog very lame meh. Whatever, shall not bother. Anw, I think there's something wrong w my ears. Cant hear clearly what ppl are saying, and keep asking ppl to repeat. Haha! Paiseh la, dont blame me.


I'm just going to blog abt what happened.
So ytd went to SP for enrolment. We stayed in SP for 6.5hrs, how ridiculous. Haha! Was supposed to meet Michelle, Zoe and Ong Ruyi at 9am. Michelle was early, I was late for few mins, Zoe was late for 10mins. The most ridiculous thing is OngRuyi appeared in SP at 12.32pm! She was late for like 3.5hrs lor, wth. Somemore, she still got the time to go Ahyi's shop and eat breakfast! -.- Stupid kuku.

So the whole thing for Me, Zoe and michelle took ard 2hrs. Then accompany that stupid damn kuku to go for the whole process again, super lame. We saw Wendy, Jiaqi and Zhiyun! So all of us go thru the whole process together. Kao, the SP pass is damn ugly lor. The pictures of us, all damn zoom in, and my face is superb round. Ass.

And then we bought our laptops! Bought the pink fujitsu one, pretty pretty. Michelle too :D Went to configure the laptops, which is so damn boring and troublesome. And I got a free Giraffee pen cos I'm the slowest to configure and such. Ahh, whatever. I swear the laptops and all the SP freshman things is damn heavy lor! My shoulders are aching now from carrying all those things and one of my finger got blister carrying the super heavy laptop ):

Ohya, I wanted to join Cheerleading as a CCA, but haha, seems very funny to me though. We signed up for cylcing! Damn lame, lol!



After that went to BoonLay, Jurong Point w Michelle and Zoe! Haha, somebody thought that Jurong Point is at Jurong East hor, lol! Went to eat as I was starvingggggg. I didnt eat for the whole day, and the previous night I also didnt eat my dinner. By the time we settled down and had our food was 4.30pm or so. Ahh, food was nice just bcos I'm starving, haha! Was dieing to carry those stuffs ard, finding for presents, and talking on the phone -.- Can die like seriously. Went off after awhile back to Sembawang w Zoe while Michelle went off to work.

The stupid train terminates at YeeTee, so Zoe suggested to alight at CCK so dont have to squeeze in at YeeTee. Then we cant squeeze in the next train -.- And we were afraid the next train will terminate at YeeTee again, lol! Aiya, very stupid la. Zoe did retarded things.

Went to explore ard Sunplaza, cos it's beeen ages since I went there. So many shops closed down and many new shops up but yet I dont knw abt it. Haha! Mountain turtle. Homed!




It seems like I'll be spending so much time outside this week. So many things never do! Forget it. Ohya, who wants to watch movie w me.
Going out to townnnn, bye!


P/s Guanjie! Go book the indoor sports hall and BBQ pit(if can) at YTSS! Pleaseeee. Or anyone who lives near the school. Eg. Sherlyn and Cheehao, haha!

Monday, March 09, 2009 ; 5:28 PM

I wanted to delete my friendster profile since I'm no longer active over there. But I didnt.

I was finding out when did the person spammed me 1000comments. And before I reached the pages of those comments, I stopped and read alot of comments (A bit confusing?).

And then I found out, I was seriously crazying over a person like as if he was the only guy in this world. Did a lot of foolish things thinking back now. But, haha. At least it's funny now. And I seriously cant believe I was such a bitch, being such "good friends" w so many guys. And I didnt realise how others were feeling or rather those coloured-spectacles-ppl are looking at me. Wonder what my friends think about me back then. Lol, guess I'm really huachi sial. Can do so many baichi things -.- Well, at least it's memorable. Hmm, miss those times back then. And now it made me realise, it wasnt really that important of being labelled as bfgf. So what if we're a couple when we have no feelings towards each other. As compare to those who like each others, but not labelled as bfgf? Ahh, unreasonable. Get flared up out of the sudden. Stupid. The most impt thing is just being tgt, happily.

Okay, actually I get that point cos I watch a Taiwan drama. Haha! 败犬女王. I watched a lot of Taiwan dramas, haha!
Yea, shall find a guy that I really like. Chemistry exists! Haha. Shall not go for looks, criterias, talents or whatsoever anymore. Although looks is still verrrrr impt. But well, ppl will grow old, shagged. Lol. Whatever. Shall not go crazy over guys anymore. Well, except for Taiwan's guys. Hha, my handsome boy!



Okay, enough of that. A very busy week for me! Driving me crazy and get irritated cos I cant think properly -.- Tmr 9AM SHARP, semb mrt lift platform. Zoe, Michelle and ONG RUYI! I'll kill the one who is late. HAHA!

Gonna buy laptop soon. Woohooo, gonna get that Futjisu in pink! Since VAIO is not that good as suggested.


Toodles.
(Not being emo at any part of the post here! :D)

Sunday, March 08, 2009 ; 2:17 AM

The drama that I'm crazying or chasing now! (心星的淚光 / Starlit) Have to wait every Saturday for 2ep!

It's about the high-profile pianoist broke his arm(Jerry Yan!), bcos saving a girl from an accident. Then he cant play piano anymore, cannot join concert and such. But during the main actress(the girl who he saved) bday he played for her. Just for her okay! Love how he plays the piano, super charminggggggg! Then obviously also have those romance de la, cos it's Taiwan drama. Lol! But this is not the same w those typical Taiwan drama sial. First episode climax alr, lol. This drama is touching okay. Haha, love Taiwan dramas!!! Can spend 12hours at the computer just watching Taiwan dramas, haha!

If only there's a guy in real life, who will always appear suddenly right there for you, when you need a helping hand.


This is the preview. Dont knw why the sub is in that language, but well, for those who are interested, you can understand what is it all about cos it's in Chinese :D

Saturday, March 07, 2009 ; 2:08 PM

I just found out that...
He has a girlfriend! Like omg, was so.. D:

Ohman, I'm like so sad now. Sigh, no more crazying over him alr. Haha.

Two down, last one left.
LZX<3>



Run.

; 12:40 PM

Distance = Speed x Time.
More than just equations. It means way much more.
The problems are surfacing, and yet I'm forcing myself to close one eye about it.
The speed that it's happening and the time we are spending, tells me how far we are drifting apart.



Head town w Eleanor ytd. I told myself I shldnt spend money anymore on clthes as I spent it on online shopping ard $200. But yet, I still spent quite an amnt on things which I dont need. Those were all want, but not need. Ah, Emma, control me. Haha.



Had been sneezing out of the sudden and woke up w blocked nose these few days. Miserable. Need to exercise to be healthy. Been a long time since I exercised. Going to Gym, haha! Unexpected right, laughs. Expect the unexpected :D

Thursday, March 05, 2009 ; 4:29 PM

I'm still blogging everyday although I said I wont. Bcos I seriously have nth better to do and blogging chld kill my time. At least I'm not blogging abt my daily life, like going out and do whatsoever anymore. Not interesting, and why shall I let ppl knw what I'm doing everyday? Lol, ironic of having a blog. Well, I'm trying to keep my post short and sweet. If you can see, haha.


Those who watch Hot shot/籃球火 shld watch this MV(video below). Cos it's lame and well, entertaining to me. Most imptly, kill time! HAHA!

Wednesday, March 04, 2009 ; 8:52 AM

And now, it's left w single digits.
What else more can I do, for you?

; 8:12 AM

Show Luo is coming to spore 【簽唱會】! Who wants to go w me! This Fridayyyyyyy. Anybody?!
P.s Guojie, I still found out w/o you telling me :P

Tuesday, March 03, 2009 ; 8:41 AM

I swear that this is hilarious. The second baby made me laughed like a crazy woman. Sigh, so good of being a baby.


Comon Weijie and Shermaine, I'm still friends w you all! Just that forget you all in NYJC &SAJC. Haha! Like this say means you all will turn up for outings liao hor? Lol.



I didnt call, doesnt mean that I chldnt bother/dont care abt you anymore.

Monday, March 02, 2009 ; 1:11 PM

So in the end also never go out. Cos Gwen's boss ask her to go back and help till they find full-timer. Hate this kind of boss. Ask you to help out when they lack of ppl, then when they had enough ppl, off you go. They just cant be bothered about you at all, only concerned about their own business. Ahh, whatever.


I think I shldnt be blogging everyday. My blog is like so wordy and blahblahblah.
I had been falling asleep on the sofa/bed these few days while I'm watching TV. Boohoo.


Happy 17th birthday Wendy!
Love you! Seeyou soon! :D

Sunday, March 01, 2009 ; 1:56 PM

Yea, JC is having holiday on 13march! Well, YJC that is. (If Guanjie never give me wrong info) But since all of my friends who are in JC are in YJC, I shall not bother abt other JC. Haha! We can go out, alot of outings alr! Happyyyyyyyyy! :D I'll have alot of plans till school starts, haha!


Happening 13march.
Few years ago, it was the first breakup.

; 11:29 AM

Yea, going out tmr.
Gwen, it's a wise choice that you're not working alr. Hahaha!


I wanna go Kbox. I got Kbox voucher, $10per person. Who wants to go, please tell me again. Available on weekdays 2pm-7pm only. Plan now is either on thurs/fri. Now only got me, Gwen and Michelle(again).

Emma, when you want go medical checkup w me?! Wed/thurs? Choose one day uh, haha! Eat Aston(s). Haha!



I wanna go out w rifle people.

I wanna go Sentosa. Anybody?

I wanna go East Coast Park. Anybody?

I wanna play pool, somebody please teach me.

I wanna play bowling, although I sux at that, as the ball always went into the drain. Lol.



I wanna watch movie. Wanna watch "Coming soon", lol. It's a horror movie!

Rmb that time watch 4bia w Weijie they all made me screamed like crazy. I kept covering my eyes and grabbing ppl. Haha. Anybody? Okay, I promise I wont grab you out of the sudden and scream like a crazy person. Lol!
Ohya, Samuel I still rmb you keep wanting to get out of the cinema and exclaiming that it was a stupid movie. I knw you're scared right! HAHA!



I just played a disc, and found out it's the Graduation Video -.- Okays, slow me. The disc was lying in my room for very long alr. Then till just now I wonder what disc was that and decided to play it. Ahh, lame. Miss those times. Miss those gossipings, crazing ard the canteen, class and library.