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Wednesday, April 30, 2008 ; 7:52 PM

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Guanjie` You did ! I said I finished my mother tongue paper before ard 20mins then you said, people who tends to finish fast will fail -.- Lol. I also will flunk my POA lah. Wahlaos, darn difficult cans. Wth. Jiayous for the rest of papers(:
Yiqian` Lol. Gotgot ! End of the year one. Hahs. Very fun de eh :P
Yongkeat` Lol ! You read my blog ! And you tagged ! Lol. I'm like so surprised and abit touched ? Lol. I thought you all angry with me when I left early that day eh. Sorry eh :X Maybe because of your dressing bahs. Not those brightly-coloured skinnies anymore and became more mature. Hahs. Yeah, only ABIT :P Zhenying become more shuai lor. Shuaige eh. Hahs !
Winny` Lol. Man man lai. Cannot hurry nicenice things one eh. Esp food :P Lol ! I smack ur face arhs ! Smack my butt >:( Lol-ness. Loves too ! x3s I love Chococake manymany(:
YiShiuan` HELLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOO ;D

; 7:07 PM

A boring post -.-

I felt so darn stressed up nowadays. I dont want to flunk my MYE. I dont want flunk any subjects again and again. It's so demoralizing lah. It's so saddening to see lots of underlined marks on your report books, so jealous to see your friends scored better and higher marks then you, so angry with yourself that you are so stupid and cant do well, so irritating when yours parents nag. It's just so.. Hais. Sometimes feelings just cant easily being expressed out by words, know. You know you want to do well, you think you can do well, you studied so hard for it, however, results doesnt show it. These few days studied after I rested awhile once I reached home and from 7plus to ard 11. Was so difficult to get to sleep as I was so afraid I would forget everything once I woke up. I kept studying and studying as I was so scared if I left out any notes or formulas. I just wanted to do well for this MYE, which seems so difficult. I felt like crying when studying and when about to sleep. I dont understand why I'm doing so hard for. For my future ? Whereby I dont want go University ? But O'lvl is so impt. It's so ironic, know. I dont want to let my future decides me, but rather I decide my own future. I wanted to cry out, but just cant cry.

This few days everyday exams, excepts for weekends. Yesterday and today's papers were horrible. Yesterday was Emaths P1 in the morning and POA P1 in the afternoon. I really dont understand why this school want to put two papers in one day lah. Want to kill our brain cells huh ? Thus on yesterday de yesterday I studied for only Emaths. Emaths P1 was rather easy to me, which I hope I could do well this time. Had a long lunch break, so after eating went to look for Ms Goh to clarify our doubts, then studied and practiced in class as of revision. But the paper was disasters lah ! It's the first time I think POA is so darn difficult lor. I studied de all got come out, but it's like all the phrasing made those questions so complicating, that I dont know how to apply my knowledge into it -.- I felt so stressed eh ! I felt so much of crying out lah. Studied so hard for it, but in the end... Wahlaos. I really dont understand why I studied so hard for, you know. As the hard work doesnt paid off at all.

Today was Geography in the morning and Amaths P1 in the afternoon. Yesterday night did lots of notes on Geography. Keep reading thru it so as to prevent of forgetting. But I dont understand the concepts ! So it's very easy for me to forget -.- Then reached school at ard 7.10am today, although it's flexi Wednesday. Studied and revised before Geography paper starts. Went to banded classroom, took the paper. Phew, at least for once I think my hard work finally paid off lah. But I did one question wrongly ! I think is I misread the question or what lah. Ask for dont know what variations of impacts(?) which is points like ; Obesity and Malnutrition. But I wrote points like Affordability and Assessibility. Hence, 7marks gone into the drain. Sigh. I think I wont do well for the paper. Maybe just border line marks lor. So, there goes my humanities :/
Amaths P1 in the afternoon. Was wthhhhhh. Okays, I didnt really studied for it. Only memorised those formulas. Somemore I picked to rmb some formulas only :X I memorised the Trigo identities and R-formula only. And wth, R-formula didnt came out at all ! Trigo identities doesnt do much help. And was discussing about the Circle formula during the long break. They keep repeating the formula, but I chose not to rmb as I thought it would come out at P2. Then it came out in P1 -.- Only one Trigo question, which is so saddening as I only understand Trigo -.- Came out alot of rubbish questions. And I only know how to do like 2questions ? The simultaneous and the drawing of straight line graph, which total up to 7marks. And the whole paper is upon 80marks. Wahlaos, darn pathetic cans. And I'm like finished it in like half an hour when it's given 2hrs ? Omg, I think I'm seriously very pathetic lor. Then I slacked the 1.5hrs away. Fan-ing myself as it's damn hot and look at people doing their work. Even those not so strong in Amaths right, I see them like writing so many solutions down and I felt so sad ! I dont understand why I can be so pathetic leh. I think I'm seriously very pathetic eh. And during the 1.5hrs I thought about my future and O'lvl. I wanted to give up on Amaths during O'lvl. But it's like, studied for 1year plus alr. Aiya, I dont know how to describe the feeling lah. Hais. I dont know what to say lah. I'm hopeless.

Friday Chemistry Paper. I want to do my very very very best for this paper. For at least a pass grade will do instead of F9s -.- Tmr's Labour Day. Which means work day. Which means I will work hard for my Chemistry D: Please, for at least once, encourage me to study further.

Saturday, April 26, 2008 ; 7:15 PM

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Just now went out with Wembley's people :D Stupid Dino, bluffed me that almost everybody going and I'll be like the only one not going. Then it turned out that including me only Ten people. Pathetic. And it's so bored. We slacked hours away. I felt so regret of going, as it's such a waste of my time. I'm alr beginning to worry for my Science now :/ But, since go le also cant do anything :S At least YongKeat wont keep saying I went MIA for 4months = = Please lah, I da mang ren de okays ! :P
And Zhenying became so handsome le cans ! So man also, although his voice still sort of funny. Lol ! YongKeat also more good-looking a bit lah. ONLY A BIT :P Lol. Then Zhenying&YongKeat both are gay lor ! They wore same shirt, jeans and shoes. Wahlao, somemore didnt say first one de eh. So xin ling xiang tong. Gay-ness ! Zhenying very cute ! He gave us flying kiss when we leaving. Hahs ! And Bernyce&Sandra are so skinny ! I felt so fat standing beside them. And I think I'd grown fat alr ): So many shorts unable to fit in. Omg, I'm so sad D: Lol-ness. Wanting, Dino, Bobby and Iaindrick not much changes. Lol. I'll miss you people ! We'll meet again in ard 6months time ? Hahs. Miss me people x3 I hope we can work tgt at the end of the year. Christmas, that's when those happy memories lies within my heart(:


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Yiqian` Lol. Yeah. Stupid loser. I lamer whld rule that person. Hahs. Lol. Time management eh ! Manage well ur time. Meetup soon then we go spend our big money away. Lol ! Loveeesx3 Jiayous(:
Ruyi` Lol. What SA1 ? I only know it's called MYE. LOL :x No, You're a busy KUKU ! ;P
Yingpei` Lol. I know Jessica rocks right :P Study hard too(:
Christina` Cheena your head ! Dont too stress. Or else you'll end up eating a lot of desserts then you will become ur younger sister. Lol ! No offence eh :X Rmb to read someone's blog eh. LOL !
Winny` I'll score distinction instead of just passes lah ! Lol. Okays, I'm just joking. I'm not tht pro. Hahs. Best luck x3

; 8:41 AM

ENGLISH PAPER

Paper One
I dont know if I wrote out of point for my composition anot o.o Cos the storyline can go under ques1 (changes) and ques 3 (write about a time an unexpected accident that cause a turning point in your life ). Cos I wrote about my fater died when I'm young, then I thought it's my mother's fault, so I become defiant, then my mother work hard to give me allowance, then she fell sick, then i regret, then i became good again. Lol ! Darn common storyline. Zzz. At first I put ques 3, then think ques1 suits more so put ques 1. Urghhs. But my storyline is based on ques3 eh. Hope I didnt made the wrong decision :/ I NEVER PASSED MY COMPOSITION IN MY WHOLE SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE EH ! Omg. Please let me pass.
Letter writing was okay okay lah. Wanted to elaborate more out about the unchosen point but rmb Mr Siau said dont focus too much on unchosen point. So my letter writing is quite short ? Wrote 3pages which normally I wrote ard 5pages. Arghhs. I dont want fail my English ):

Paper Two
Omg. The passage B I dont understand the story at all lah ! So many chim chim vocabulary :/ Got one sentence got three super chim vocab lor. I dont understand what shit it's talking. So I anyhow did Passage B's question. Lucky summary is on Passage A, and I at least understand Passage A. Lol !Then I still remember got one vocabulary word. Then I saw infront got the doorstep thingy, so the first word which came into my mind is CARPET ! Lol. Then who know check dictionary and it's dead corpse. Lol. I'm really bad at guessing words eh. Lol. But nehmind, Louis also put carpet :P So, this time I dont think I will pass my English lor. Zzz.


Social Studies
WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! I went do two SEQ questions when only need do ONE ! Then I have no time for my SBQ leh. Fuck lah. Then my SBQ anyhow scribble down. WAHLAOS ! You know how hard I studied for this Social Studies anot. It's my first time studied till so hard eh. Tuesday I alr started studying SS le lor. I studied for 4hrs plus. Then Wednesday studied for ard 7hrs leh. And Chinrong they all still went played basketball, at first I dont want go, but aiyah, then Chinrong keep zzz, then go lor. Then when playing I darn scared what I studied all forget you know. Then reached home studied 2hrs plus till ard 12am. Then so hard to sleep lah ! Then morning wake up still revised abit. And wth, how can I be so stupid to answer two questions instead of one ?! My effort all go into the drain lah. I'm very very frustrated of what stupid acts I did you know. I still dont know when exmas even when exams ended eh. Until when Michelle asked me what ques I did. So I said 1,2 and 4. 2 & 4 are SEQ. 1 is compulsory for SBQ. Then she laughlaugh and said, why you do two SEQ. Then she always bluff people one mah. So I though she was joking with me, then I answered back, Correct what, two SEQ mahs. Then she scolded me stupid and said only need do ONE SEQ. I was like OMG. Then I wanted to kill people you know. My SBQ ! Wth. Of course I cried lah. Gekxim de yao si lah. Studied so hard, then because that I'm so stupid that cause my SS to fail ): WTHHHHHHHHHHHH. Fuck lahhhhhhhh. Urghhhs. Forget it.



Mother Tongue

Paper One
Was quite easy, nothing much. Finished before ard 20mins.
Paper Two
I think it was easy leh. But a lot of people said it's difficult. And I still left about 2omins also before stop writing, but a lot of people havent finished ? Guanjie said people who tends to do fast sure will fail. Omg. I dont want to fail ): I think I left some ques out eh. But I checked is all filled in eh ! Zzz. Where does the problem lies.


Okays, I'm going back to school now for POA. I'm a guai student :P Byeeeee.

Thanks Jinqiang, for talking to me. At least, I wont feel that guilty anymore(: And serious, you're a nice guy. And take good care of your health and think about you future. Maybe, you wont see this, but who cares.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008 ; 1:25 PM

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Yiqian` Lol. Yeah. Corner with love is darn nice (: I finished Devil beside you damn long ago lor. Lol. You got watch Hei Tang Ma Qi Duo ? If havent, go and watch ! Darn darn nice. Wei Xiao Pasta also ! Yeah, study hard now & play hard later ! :D Study Hard x3
Guanjie` Lol. That time Saturday, I went after you went for your tuition lor :P The cake is your present ! :X Lol. I'm hardworking, but I dont think I'm able to reach my targets. I didnt aim for distinctions eh. Just at least C5. Hahs.
Frederick` Wahlaos. Kan bu qi wo huh. Lol. I tyco shoot in de lah ! Lol ! :X Anw, I'm not MuTou anymore :P
Ruyi` You eat shit lah. Stupid Kuku darn busy seh. Lol !
Peimei` Lol ! I'm here to reply your tag :D *ELMO'S songg~ Lol. Takecare&Study Hard x3



Okays, actually I'm not supposed to use the computer. But, I just need some entertainments lah. No show on teevee now :/ Maybe school shldnt really dismiss us this early. Lol. Nonono, they should. Because I'm lack of time. Okays, it's ironic -.-

Had Science practical just now ! Phew. 1paper gone :D Physics was easy ! But Chemistry was rather confusing. Everyone gets all sort of answers for Cations formula. Like Lead, Aluminum, Zinc and Calcium. And they said only Lead and Aluminum is possible. And I answered Calcium ! I still redid the experiment THRICE eh. I just dont know what's the observations lah. All got white ppt. So difficult to distinguish. Urghhs. I dont want funk my Chemistry ): I studied so hard for it, know. Zzz.

And I seriously hate it when people look down on me lor. Ytd I was on the verge of crying out in class cans. I shall not mention who. Maybe the person is unintentionally or what, I dont know. But it doesnt seem to me. People still scolding me stupid, no common sense. Eh, you all very clever meh ? Very clever wont in the same class as me le lor. I'm not saying that 4e5 is not a good class, but rather, you shld know what I mean -.- I also no intention of scolding people in the class stupid eh.
I asked teacher when in doubt, teacher asked me to read my notes. Nehmind, because I didnt revise, so I dont know how to answer the question, so I shldnt blame teacher. So I tried to ask you, why is it that answer. You just said that because is this answer lah. And gave a look. As if I'm that stupid, or maybe I am, and I'm super irritating to you. But please lah, shld help each other in doubt one what. It's not that I didnt help lor. I tried, just I dont know. I tried very very hard to study nowadays, know. And still, you tried to ask me how to do, and you immediately said, Aiya, Ask you also no use. Have some respect towards me please. You're not that clever either lor. If you're that clever, you whldnt need to ask teachers answers also right ? People tell you the answer, you asked why is it that answer. People explained to you, and you carried on with your work. It's the same thing when I asked you questions, isnt it ? Then would you like people to just say because it's this answer lor to you. It's seriously wth one k. I wldnt feel so upset when you said that to me if I dont treat you as my friend lor. You always want things to suit it your way. Aiya, I'm wasting my time to say all this. Dont bother to ask me who, but no offence intended by any means. Thanks to you-know-who of telling me that it'll be okay(: Although you will never see this.

Tomorrow is English P1&P2 plus Social Studies in the afternoon. I'm very afraid of my English P1 and Social Studies. I want to prove others wrong, those who look down on me.
Going study again. Bye.

Sunday, April 20, 2008 ; 11:08 AM

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Ruyi` Lol ! You serious anot ?! Omg lah. FATTTTTTT ! I long time never weigh liaos :P Lol. Dont want ! The accessibility to your house is very not good ! So isolated :P Come my house better (: Or go out study ? Hahs.
Peimei` Lol. Yeah, tag&tag ! Make my tags more :P Jiayous as welllllllll x3
Yingpei` Aww. I sadden le lah. Ytd Weijie seriously got go ur house ? o.o Lol. Got so many people want give you motivation eh. Is whether you want anot :P
Jason` Lol. Believe in me for once lor. Hahs. Yeah, I will(: Cya ard too, takecare :D
Guanjie` Lol. Paiseh lah :X Lol. You then dumbdumb lah ! I very clever de ok :P Lol. Next week I thought exams alr ? I think wont have Dc eh.


Okays, blogging mood is about to go, and study mood is about to come ! :D So motivated out of the sudden :P

Ytd was supposed to study at home. Then suddenly, Weiqi msged me and asked if want to go out and watch movie. Thought she sent wrong msg, but it was not. So, got chuatio lah. Lol. Then she wanted go Vivo City and I dont know anywhere. But I dont really wanna go lah. Cos I think it's very weird after what had happened ? :/ So tried calling Gwen, but she didnt answer my phone. But Wejie's there for me ! :D Lol. Weijie's a super nice guy ytd. Not only ytd, EVERYDAY lahhhhhhhhhhhh(: I'll treat him very good from today onwards ! LOL. So in the end, went out to study at Yishun. But ended up playing basketball -.- Lol. Had been playing basketball recently, a bit sianz lah, cos I'm not those pros lah. Lol. Then ytd I managed to shot quite a number of balls in eh ! Felt so proud suddenly :P But only at that one position of that court then the ball will go in lah. Maybe that's my lucky place. Lol ! And Weijie treated me Cheese Fries even though I said I dont want. He's a darn nice guy ! And I felt so guilty of resulting him to delete all his inbox msg :/ Zzz. Sorry Weijie. Then after awhile, jiu go our own ways and went home, while I went out with my family to eatttttttt. Maybe, it's a good start afterall.

I'm going out study ! Sunday routine :D Study and after that basketball ! Healthy lifestyle eh :P LOL. Motivated ! Later I'll try not to talk as much as possible :X Even though, that will be very hard on me. Lol !

Toodles~~~~~~~

Saturday, April 19, 2008 ; 10:30 AM

Supposing-ly, I'm supposed to do my homework now according to my revision timetable. But, I dont have composition paper for my Chinese composition, I left my vocab book in school although I had all the words after copied from Yingpei, and I left my revision material all in school, except for Chemistry. So I guess, I can only find something to do with Chemistry huh. Hahs. Ohwells.

It's been a failure lah. I'm watching Corner With Love on Youtube since this few days this show keep airing on teevee. So sweet, or rather so touching. Of able to let go, even though there's so much love among each other. I guess, I cant do that de lor. Lol. Yeah, whatever.
I want to finish all episode first before studying. Okays, excuses again. I'm afraid after this I'll want to watch It Started With A Kiss 2 & Ying Ye 3+1 :/ Arghhhs. Time management ! ):
Days after days, time passed away. Ard 1more months and 6days to Chinese O'lvl alr. My Chinese grades are dropping like shit nowadays. Complacent maybe, thinking that I'll never fail my Chinese.


I'm so so so stressed up. I can like scold a number of vulgarities out to whoever or whatever. But, I'm all alone at home -.- I want time to go back to Secondary Two. And maybe that few months of Secondary Three. Give me time machine people ? Sigh.
It doesnt matter anymore.

; 10:26 AM

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Jason` Lol. I know C5 isnt enough. But it still depends on how much efforts I put in, considering the state I'm in now :/ Lol. But I'll strive hard for my O'lvl de(: Thanks anyway. Linked, link me too :D
Jasreen` Lol. Later she come scold me sia :x
Yingpei` ): Lol. I'm not moticated to study sia. Hais.
Winny` Lol. Hello winner ! Take good care of yourself eh (:

Friday, April 18, 2008 ; 5:23 PM

Okays, I hadnt been updating my blog. Cos I'm studyingggggggggggg. Or rather I also dont have the mood to blog. Aiyah. Mid-year is coming. Classmates all chiong-ing as if it's O'lvl. Yeah I know, I should take all my tests&exams seriously. I also wish I can what. But, aiyah. No motivation le lah -.- I will revise everyday, which i seriously hope I can. Ask teachers when in doubt. And never ever online to use computer unless on Fridays, Weekends and Public Holiday. I hope I can do these till after O'lvl .I dont want any distractions lahhhhhhh. I'm so easily distracted and so hard to concentrate or rather focus on one thing and get it done.

I must look for Poa teacher.
I must look for Amaths teacher.
I must look for Emaths teacher.
I must look for Physic teacher.
I must look for Chemistry teacher.
I must start reading up Social studies textbook.
I must start reading up Geography textbook.
I must start reading up Chemistry textbook.


I must pass all my exams with at least a C5 !
Pleaseeeeeeeeeee. I must seriously work hard alr. I cannot lack behind. I cannot slack.
I believe I can, Do it.
Today's effort, Tomorrow's success(:


And I dont like that Ivan alr lor. Aiyah. It's so foolish lah. What for, in the beginning -.- Nehmind lah. At least, I know there's what kinda person in this world. Eh, I didnt say anything bad about him here hor. Mind my and your words. So what if I say behind his back. Yes, SO ?! In the first place, I alr dont understand why it's so hard of being friends liao lor. Which you actually said you are friendly, which is so ironic -.- But I never gave up. Till now, which I hope it's not too late -.- No more him. Only studies and friends ! :D

Had been going home with Weijie instead of Huiyuan this few days. Sorry Huiyuan ! :S Reached home quite early this few days as well. Haha. Today reached home at ard 1.30pm, which is like darn early. Dont knw how darn long ago so early reach home le lor. Since sec1 (?). Lol.

Talked on Msn with Yongkeat just now. Gonna have MonoYono outing soon ! Or rather Wembley's lah. Haha. Dont have much difference. Worked under both company anyway. Lol. I missed them eh ! Esp Sandra, Bernyce, Regina, Bernice and Wanting ! Of cos those guys as well like, Yongkeat, Dino, Bob ! :D Heard Dino's voice during the past few days. Called me and asked me who am I -.- Stupid lah. And I accidentally forget quite a no. of names just now. Lol. Like, Zhenying's :X Haha ! Dont blame me eh. But I still rmb your face leh :P Hahs. I hope those exams thingy wont turn me off of meeting up with them :/ And I hope, no more conflicts after that gathering(:

Okays, boring post. Not gonna update about my week. Cos there's nothing much. Had a bad week which turns me off of studying. Stomach cramps sucks like hell. And I seriously hate coming those reddy thing -.- So pain lah. I dont understand why girls had to undergo this thingy while the guys do not. I wonder why some girls like Yingpei and Gwen's stomach wont hurt when coming that :/ I'm unhealthy ): Okays, no excuses for slacking. At least I'm like finishing up my homework alr :D When now is like only Friday. Hahs ! :P



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Guanjie` Lol ! I got reply you lor. The tag is replied at date 12042008. But, you also didnt go for Dc in the end right. Haha. Wont cheat de lah. Then go hire lawyer and sue them ! :X
Ruyi` Lol. Contradicting :/ Yeah, I'm not slacking alr lah ! :P
Winny` Lol. You know people always show the L sign when scold Loser ? Then the Loser will show back two L sign which means W stands for Winner ? Then as both Yiqians are Lamer, which coincidently stand for L. Then ur Winny stand for W. And therefore, Lamer+Lamer=Winny instead of Loser+Loser=Winner. Understand ? :X Dont go emo lah ! You smile bigbig so pretty :D Loveesssss x3
Louis` Lol ! Sorry eh. Now then see ur post :X Too late.Sing K~
Jiaqi` You can see got my name below my that pic at the profile there ? Scroll ur mouse over then got my email le what. And somemore now I also only use that email what. WOLS eh you. Aiyah, yiqian_gal92@hotmail.com INVITE HOR ! :P
Yiqian` Lol, just now explain to you on msn alr lah(: Thankyou for the chocolate ! Lovveeees x3
Xianghui` Lol. Why like so free one you. Haha. Confirm will ask you out de lah ! :D Hmms. Maybe June holidays ? Cos now MYE. Sorry eh :/ Yeaps. He got blog, but he put on private -.- Lol. Lovees&Misses x33.
Jasreen` Lol. Then go scold her lah. Or spam her blog ? :X Lol. Joking lah :P

Sunday, April 13, 2008 ; 10:03 AM

Eh, I dont know what to blog about ? Sigh. I'd just wasted one whole day ytd by rotting at home. Actually not rot lah, just watch tv, sleep and use computer lor. Zzz. Saw quite a no. of ppl's blog and can see so many ppl are like studying. Zzz. Somehow, I felt useless. I hate O'levels. Okays, who doesnt -.- So stressful. Gees. I'm like blogging for the sake of blogging. Ohwells.
Somehow, I love schooling, but hate studying. Is there any differences ? Gahs.
PANJIAQI ! INVITE ME TO UR BLOG EH. Bias de yao si, invite yiqian didnt invite me. So many years of friends liaos eh ! -.-

It's such an irony to say that I dont care about you anymore, when I'm wondering what you're doing.

; 9:46 AM

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Peimei` Then I'm glad you're entertained ! :D Cos people are seldom entertained by me :X
Yiqian` LOL ! You tagged till so many which seems as if I got alot of ppl tag me :S Haha. I'm not rich eh. I gekxim de yao si when I spent so much. Hahs. Yeah, I get what you mean. Aiyah. My English is like so wrong de lah. Only border line passes or just fail :X Paiseh. Lol. What surprise ? You get me exciteddddd :P Lol.
Lamer + Lamer =Winny ! Lol. The Loser + Loser= Winner thingy. Lol ! Loveeees<3
Yingpei` Lol ! I dont knw how to spell leh. I think I spelled till the building or what issit ? :X
Frederick` Lol. No lah. Just everytime see you with those ex-ytzens also niaa. Lol. Friendly meh ? Then why that time keep saying me Mu Tou -.- Lol.

Saturday, April 12, 2008 ; 1:19 PM

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Xinyi` Lol. Welcome(: Then are you happy that you've been praised ? :P
Yiqian` Lol. I also very lame one what. That's why we're TWIN ! :D Lol. Hi, Sexayes<3
Guanjie` Lol. Aiyah, it's like that one de lah. Being students for so many years alr, also must xi guan. Dont quarrel with them lor, waste ur precious time only. Hahs. It's the same thing like customers are always right what. Which is so not true lah -.- Hahs. Then you must score like with flying colours then when people interview you as a top scholar then you say things bad about the school or teachers lah :X Cheerup birthday boy ! :D
Peimei` Lol. I didnt really blog about you what. Lol. Are you entertained more then ? :X
Frederick` Lol. I know you're Hongxing's friend -.- And you've graduated. I'm not that forgetful eh. Hahs. I still got smile to you whenever I see you lor. But sometimes you like didnt see me ? o.o Lol.
Xianghui` YESSSSSSSSS. Misses&lovees<3 Meetup soon k ? (:
Winny` Har-lo-oh(: My nicenice qiao ke li dan gao :D Lovveeees<3

; 11:30 AM

Okays, my health appointment had been postponed. Actually is my parents lazy, say go postpone. So in the end didnt go alr -.- Arghs. I shld have go to school and study today, wasting my time now. I'm motivated ! :D

Yesterday
Life's had been so boring except for ytd ! I've spent ard $76 in just one day T.T And so, because went shopping with Yingpei ytd. Bought alot of cheapcheap things :D Average for us like $11 lor. Hahs. So after school accompany(?) her home then waited for her to change and bath at her house's void-deck. Lol. Waited for like 20mins ? Lol. So fast lor. Then went KFC and eat. Okays, I'm the one eating only. Because I'm hungryyyyy :X Eateateat and went Bugis. Hahs.

Reached there few minutes and I bought some thing alr. Lol. Darn fast. But is I confirm need to buy de lah, Ear Studs. Cos I kept losing my ear studs :S Lol. Then walkwalkwalk again, came to a shop. Then got a necklace darn cool lah. It's a necklace, with functions of a lighter and torchlight ! Darn cool right. Haha. But of cos didnt buy that lah. Very expensive. Then at the same shop saw cute wallets ! :D Yingpei bought one $8, whereby she's very lucky as she got two secret compartments instead of one out of all the wallets there. Funnaye ass. The salesgirl is very friendly and funny lah(: Then at the same shop she also bought 3badges for $5, then I bought an Elmo tee. Actually was $12, and I didnt ask for any discount, but she ownself gave me discounts till $10 :P Lol. Then I like ran out of money alr, so walked back to Mrt station there to withdraw money. $.$ Lol. Sorry Yingpei eh. Hah. Got money didnt tell me earlier, then dont need walk back le what :P So withdrew, and went back Bugis Street again. Haha. Then walked rounds and rounds, finding for nice shorts&tops. Lol. Then Yingpei walked till a shop, and found a short to her liking. Haha ! With flower designs somemore, two ways of wearing plus a free belt. Cheap like sai lah ! Lol $10 only leh. She hor, LOL lah :X Then went another shop, I bought a top and a short. Lol. $12 each. Cheapcheap okays :P Then went to buy belt, $5. Cheapo lor. Lol. Then dont think still got buy anything at the Bugis Street liaos. Hahs.

Went Bugis Junction there. Passed by Bossini, and Yingpei bought two Lego shirts w/o much consideration. Hahs. Rich girl sehs. $13.30 each after 30% off discount. Then walked round and round of Bugis Junction. Saw two Sec4s people with their girlfriend and boyfriend. Lol, it's like suite erm, funny ? :X Then passed by Mickey Mouse shop. At first didnt go in one, think Yingpei saw got discounts or what then went in. It's super crazy lah ! Everything 50% off for first item, then I think second item is 60% off. Cheap like mad. But I didnt buy anything. Yingpei also didnt buy any clothings out of the 50%sales, but she bought two tops out of the $9 sales. Lol ! One top actually is $44.90 then after that discounted till $9 leh. Crazy sales lor. Haha. She zhuan dao cans :X Then another one I think is $30++ bucks, cant really rmb. Then went Messy to buy her mother's clothes. Haha. Funny also. Then I bought a wallet :D Red eh. So chio ! But I think doesnt really suits me :/ Ahh, whatever :P
Then went over to Yishun to meet Guanjie, Weijie, Cheehao, Jermyn and Darren to celebrate Guanjie's advanced birthday. Actually they shld be train-ing over to Bugis one lor. But they are too slow -.- Then reached there, Darren still havent reach. Dont knw what's he doing. So went Popular look for English TYS first, but I think it's OOS. Zzz. Then went Sembawang that shop seesee. Then Weijie, Cheehao and Jermynn went buy presents for Guanjie in the mean time. Lol. I nearly po huai their surprise. Lol :X They gave him a thing look like him. A poopoo ! :D Lol. Darn funny and cute lor. Looks like Guanjie :X I think Guanjie likes it alot cos he keeps playing with it :X Went Sakura and eat. About to sit down and Darren appeared. Such a good timing. Lol. Eateateat, and I went home first while they went play basketball.


And so,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUANJIE !
Thanks for being there for me(: Hope you'll enjoy your day. Strive towards your goals for MYE, Prelims and O's yeah. And dont be so bad-tempered alr lah. Smile more so I can see you ! :D No offence eh :P Lovees<3
Surprises on Monday(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN !
Sorry eh, no presents :X Didnt know you well, untill that time went to the church and, sort of got talk alil bit lah. Then that time Sunday go and study tgt and play. Hahs. Although now I still dont really know you :X Enjoy ur day ! :D Jiayous for studies(:

Thursday, April 10, 2008 ; 6:52 PM

TAGS REPLY ;

Yingpei` Lol ! Joker leh you. SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGGGGG ):
Peimin` Nonono, cannot lazy :P Updated. With boring post. Lol.
Louis` Lol. Yeah ! Singsingsing ! :X How i wished no o'lvl this year :/
Yiqian` Lol. Eyedonut eh. Lol. Next time show me :P
Guanjie` Lol. Where got high. Gerge's then is high okays., You also not bad what ! Myabe carless mistakes mahs. At least you understand dont you(: Dont care her lah. People are jealous you know. Lol. And dont be unhappy for what happened today eh. Cheerup uh :D
Nat` Haha. Welcome :D

Ahemahem. I know MANY people view my blog and didnt tag. How chld you do this people ! Very saddening you know :X Those graduated, you know what I meant. Hahs. Increase the no. of tags people :P

; 5:49 PM

Okays, I'm back. Sometimes, I seriously hate blogging. Zzz.

Sunday
Went out and study. With Chinrong, Jonathan, Nicholas and Nathanael at Sunplaza's MB. Only finished my Chinese paper and revise some Chemistry, as it's so distracting studying with them. Or rather only Nicholas. Keep talking and talking, and keep wanting me to do Maths with him together instead of my homework. And they eat like nobody business -.- Keep ordering and ordering. I didnt oder any food at all, even though I'm hungry. Because, I dont eat Mos Burger -.- Andand Burger King. Zzz. Back to topic. Hmms. So Nicholas then left first cos he eating dinner with his sister(?), and Nathanael left awhile later to i-forgot-where :X Lol. So left with Me, Chinrong and Jonathan. Was getting bored, and dont feel like studying. So only left Chinrong doing his Chinese. Haha. Then dont knw who came up with the idea of prank calling people. Lol. Hello, can I speak to Mr Chai ?! Lol ! Those who we, or rather they pranked call, DONT BE OFFENDED EH ! :X It's so funny to hear those people's reactions though :P Prank call a few people and get bored again. Lol. So decided to play basketball. But Chinrong dont want, as he wanted to do his Chinese homework. So we just anyhow talktalk while waiting for Chinrong to finish up his homework lor :/ But at least, he agreed to play basketball in the end, although he said he wanted to go home do A-maths TYS -.- Lol. So we walked to my house. I went back home and took basketball, while two of them waited for me at the void deck. Took basketball and went down. When I was about to walked out of the lift, I chuatio-ed. Cos both of them are like hiding and wanted to scare me -.- Lol. Stupid. Then, we went and play basketball at Canberra Sec opp there. Playplayplay. Then my two brother suddenly came down and play as well. So they joined us and played match. Noob lah okays. Lost to them thrice out of three match -.- Duh. Nehmind. And Jonathan very funny lah ! He tried to scare my lil brother by acting like a dinosaur. Lol ! :X Was so sweaty afterwards. Then after another match, went home alr(: Had lots of fun lah :D

Monday
Blahblahblah. Lessons and lessons. Had interclass games. Captain's ball. Played for awhile, and change for substitute. Lol. But it was fun eh :P Though our class lost during the first match against 4e6 :/ And the last match of 4n1 between 5n1/2 was damn exciting. Or rather, scary. Darn violent. People keep pushing each other and people fell. Is to celebrate International Friendship Day what. So rough ! Zzz. And I was like keep shouting and shouting instead of cheering even though it's not my class.Then Vip we had board games and talked about some class things. And Mrs Ong say about the Snake&Ladder thing. Zzz.Then she said to us, It's okay to play Snake&Ladder, but you know arhs, VP is like that one..... Lol. So that time play Snake&Ladder people volunteered to play, except for Ken. But ! The game was darn boring. No entertainment values at all -.- Bored. No Pe, but cant release early. So sort of self-study. Went buy presents and home.

Tuesday
Forget what happen alr. I think shld be nothing much bahs. I only remember Yongli keep hitting for stupid no reasons -.-

Wednesday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATHANAEL !
Nothing much ? Got back Chemistry Test. For once, I like FINALLY pass my Chemistry le lah ! I'm darn happy cans. Okays, I sort of shouted at that moment. Lol. It's because I studied lah. I seriously studied so I passed. Those man zhu gan, is like omg de lah. Lol. So now I'm so motivated to study eh. Okays, maybe not that motivated to study. Rather, just motivated :P Lol. Not very high marks. But at least I passed. Darn happy :D Had alot of test for that day. Was like very stress up for the Geography and Social Studies test. Cos I didnt study the day before that AT ALL. And I'm so regret for not studying lah. Confirm plus chop FAIL lah ): But was darn relieved when it's like finally over :X

Today
Lessons. Quite alot of self-study. Maybe because I didnt go for recess these few days :/ So revised and do a number of things. Happyhappy(: Nothing much lor.


HELLO SEXAYES :P I wanna go shopping ! :X It's 7.58 now. See how long I take to post this post :S
Because of keep talking to that AH LOY, and that Twin of mine lah. Esp that AH LOY. Lol ! I managed to entertain her leh. Okays, maybe only a lil bit :X

Monday, April 07, 2008 ; 5:39 PM

Andand, yesterday happened alot of things damn funny :X Shall blog tmr maybe(?). Lol. Today as well. Haha !
Anws, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHUYAN & HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIYING ! :D

; 5:27 PM

Lol. Today is Monday, but I'm using the computer :X I cant resist the temptation of using computer lah :/ It's saying, Jessica come, use me, I'm so lonely~ D: Lol. Okays, I'm crapping. Just wanna reply tags :D

TAGS REPLY ;


Xinyi` Lol. No lor, I'm still as clever. But not clever-er then you lah :P Yes, retard girl ? :X
Guanjie` Lol. But I really think I become more guai liaos lor :P Lol. No lah, dont bluff urself ! I so darn got skills okays :P Lol. Yeah, she's pregnant, and now she teaches maths/amths with some careless mistakes. Lol. Baby is innocent ! Lol. So dramatic :X
Shaunice` Go where ?! o.o
Yiqian` Lol. I see. Help me then. Lol. Ur new eyecandy is who ? That time you showed me that guy ? Or rather told me in Msn one. Lol :X Only few of my posts are touching. Hahs. At least I didnt blog about him that much alr :/
Peimei` So next time see you shout AH LOY want ? Instead of just smiling so retardely. Lol. I smile damn retarded one lah. Zzz. That's why I say I'm wu xim, in a good way. Or even kpo, in a bad way :X Lol ! Lovees<3 style="font-weight: bold;">Yuding` Lol. Yao gen ni da jia lah ! :P Lol. Who's the ahem ahem you referring to ? o.o Lol.

Sunday, April 06, 2008 ; 12:20 PM

I dont know why you keep appearing in my mind for these few days. I felt guilty of what I had done. Looking back of what I had posted months ago, maybe it's my fault. I'm sorry.
Things just happened too quickly,
before I chld even know what's happening.

You said you wanted jie guo,
You said I'm ur one and only,
You said you'll always be here for me,
You said having me, there's no need of anyone else,
You said you'll make damn sure you'll not leave, never ever lose me, even for a minute,
And, you said you love me.


Yes, you said that, but it's over.

I still remember the first time I'm so crazy about you, 27th July.
I still remember the first time you msged me, 3rd August 6.58pm.
I still remember the first time you said you love me, 7th August 10.30pm.
I still remember the first time we went out, 9th August AMK Hub.
I still remember the first time we went to watch a movie, 25th August Secret.
I still remember the first time you gave me things, 31st August.
I still remember the first time we went and played basketball, 2nd September.
I still remember the first time you sent me home, 19th September.
I still remember the first time you used sparkles to form a heart just for me, 25th September.
I still remember that you were once mine.


And yet, I choose only to remember the best parts of the memories just between you and me.
Some people go through their life searching and never find their soul mates. But I did, but just happened to have you for a shorter period of time then I hoped for.

Saturday, April 05, 2008 ; 12:37 PM

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Jiaqi`
Lol. Dont knw lah. But something from her blog make me linked to ur blog :P
Peimei` Lol. Yeah. I da mang ren leh :P Joking. Hha. Loveesssss<3 :D
Yiqian` Updated le. Long enough ? Lol :D
Guanjie` Lol. Yeah, I'm chionging alr. I cut down my usage on computers le leh ! Super great achievements okays :P Lol. What skills ? I won you during the recent gamr eh :P Why dont you say that, he's trying to get my attention ? Lol. Joking ! :X The complacement thing right. Hha. Nehmind lah ! PROVE HER WRONG ! :D Jiayous(:
Shermaine` Hha. I'm super honoured lah cans. I know you love me lah. I ren jian ren ai cans :X Joking. Haha. But it's sad to see you love him more D: Lol ! :X
Baoyi` Relinked(: Takecare&Lovees too<3

; 11:29 AM

I'm so sorry blog and people, for not updating. Actually I did online for the past few days. Just didnt update only. Cos I'm limited to few minutes of computer T.T Pathetic right. So I promise I'll blog on every Saturdays, and maybe some Tuesdays and Thursdays and also Sundays(: So, these are the days that I'll probably online lor. Haha :D I know you people miss me, about my life ! :P

And let me talk about my week then. Days passed seriously very very passed. And I think like few hours later school again. Ohwells.

MONDAY
Went to school as per normal. Tina sort on pon school -.- Cos she thought she was sick, BUT she's not. Haha. So had morning assembly, blahblahblah. Then had news that Mrs Ong was on MC. Lol. We're like so happy lah. Cos got two periods of her lessons that day, Amaths and Emaths. Lol. So after morning assembly went back to class. First period Amaths, no teacher came. Wanted to do my homework, buy Yongli was seating at my seat and alot of people were talking. So sort of dont wanna do alr. Lol :X So decided to play Snake&Ladder again. I was like keep losing and losing, maintaining the bottom position -,- So I'm like not in the mood to play lah. So also didnt make much noise. Then I saw Mr Tan C.H walking pass. So I chuatio and asked Yongli faster keep it under the desk. Lol. But too late, Mr Tan C.H alr saw it. He came inside our class, took the Snake&Ladder and scolded the class. But he kept looking at Weijie. Cos I think he though is Weijie wanted to play the Snake&Ladder or something lah. Lol. Damn funny. Sorry Weijie :P Then he scolded that Snake&Ladder is his son or whoever play one, say what we dont have childhood or what lah. Lol. Then say we shld be mature in this age, blahblahblah. Lol. Then I was like try not to laugh lah :X Then he said he's going to throw away the Snake&Ladder game. So he walked off. Lol. Then he came back again, and sort of told Weijie, Boy, I throw away alr, dont come and look for me for it. Lol ! But it was mine ! Lol. But it's okay lah.It's torn alr, doesnt even worth 10cents, I think. Haha. Was very scared our form teacher will scold us about it. I felt quite guilty of lian lei Weijie, although he also got play lah. So decided to tell teacher it was me, IF THEY ASK :X But, nth happened. Lol. Somemore during recess we still play UNO. Lol ! Emaths lesson was 3pm-4pm. No teacher. But didnt play any games. Went toilet with Yingpei. And saw 4n1 students in PE attire. Was like thinking they having the same Pe lesson as us ? Lol. Saw Winny and asked her. She said they having Pe now. Then I was like NOW ?! WE ALSO LEH ! Then thinkthink, no leh. Now shld be Emaths just that no teacher -.- So their Pe lesson was 1hr before us lah. No fate maybe. Then during Emaths lesson was doing my homework ! :D Guai kia okays :P Lol. Then after that went down for Pe.
Keep seeing people. Maybe I keep want to see people lah. Lol. Then when having Pe, people keep sitting and slacking there. So I played games near there so can see people. Lol ! So people went for Dnt after awhile. Then nothing alr. Lol. Then ended Pe lesson, walked to Northpoint with Huiyuan. Was very tired, so decided to take bus instead of train. Was thinking if I'm that lucky to be in the same bus as people anot. But aiya, I only saw people walking towards the bus-stop when I boarded the bus. No fate ): But it's okays.

TUESDAY
Mrs Ong came to school alr. Tina as well. Lol. Okays, so she know about the Snake&Ladder thing alr, and asked Louis about it. So sorry Louis :X Lol. Lucky that day dont have her lessons, so never kana scolding :P Nothing much that day. Had NAPFA after school. Tired like hell T.T

WEDNESDAY
Had Mrs Ong's lessons. But seems she forget about Snake&Ladder thing alr :P So never got scolding :D Then she said, Since you all are my form class, I have something to tell you all. Then Ken said jokingly, What ? You pregnant arhs. Lol. Then she replied YES. We all HUH ?! very loudly. Lol. Damn shocking news lah. She like just gave birth last year or what ? Lol. Pro lehs :X Haha ! But she said, she will be here with us till our O'lvl (: Then I was like wondering how many more months Mrs Ong would give birth. I was like thinking, 8mnths ? So asked Weijie. Then, okays. I'm stupid. Then keep laughing and laughing. Weijie joker lar cans. Lol. Then he told me a joke. Guess the thing.
What thing is bigger than the world, larger than the universe.
The rich needs it, the poor has it.
When you eat it, you will die.
Then I'm like dont knw lah. So gave up, then he told me the answer. I was like, duh -.- Lol. So decided to share with Shereen the joke. But I just cant seem to say out and keep laughing lor. Then in the end still got say out lah. She also gave up and we told her the answer. Lol .The answer does make sense one okays ! Haha. Then our area there was like keep chatting and laughing, and Mrs Ong scolded us and said maybe shld change our seats. Lol ! Dont want lah. Must have entertainments then can have the energy to stay awake what :P Then I was like thinking, what thing can bigger than the world. Then I finally had the answer ! So told Weijie, but the Earth is bigger than the world what. Then they keep laughing at me alr -.- Lol. Okays, I'm stupid. I think hor, I seriously lack of common sense. But Yongli, Chinrong and Ken ! Carbon also GAS hor :P Answer to that riddle at the bottom of this post ! :D

THURSDAY
Nothing much lor. Lessons again and again :/ Bored like mad. Had Chemistry test. And I'm like so happpyyyy ! Cos I know how to do ! :D But, I dont knw my answers correct anot lah :/ Lol. But at least I understand ! (: Finally, for that few minutes I love chemistry :P Chemistry does makes sense to Jessica ! :D

FRIDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHINRONG ! :D
Weijie didnt come to school today. Then Yongli sit at his seat, and keep bullying me -.- Keep hitting me like nobody business. Then he suddenly asked, aye you like Jethro arhs. I was like NO -.- Then he say, dont lie, I what also know alr. Omg, such a big misunderstanding. No, that's not the truth people. Zzz. Then he said, or you still like the people. But I just ignored. Lol. Then nothing much lah. Zzz. Went training. Wah siao. Bored and tired like shit. I think we got dry-fire for 2hrs lah. Leg damn sour. Although I keep slacking. Haha ! Gossiped alot, and laughed like a mad woman when walking back home. Lol. Then reached home, received a msg from Weijie. Lol. He told me a joke again. Lol. Cos he say maybe I'll miss him due to the absence of him joking. Of cos he's kidding lah. LOL. He's a big joker. Damn funny. The joke is damn lame. So I'll not share with people. Haha :X

And alot of people misunderstand of me and Weijie are tgt -.- Duhhhhhh. NOOOOOOOOOOO ! It's not true lah. You dont misunderstand leh. Yes you ! Or else I'll be feeling so guilty :/ Me and Wejie only good friends hor people ! Dont anyhow say okays. Zzz.

And the answer to the joke is...
NOTHING ! :x