Saturday, May 26, 2007 ; 9:19 AM
hais.
okays ppl.
my handphone didnt kana confiscate.
ii dont knw why.
ii felt so guilty instead of happy.
hais.
dont knw laa.
t have this phone ,
ii had t bear w a huge problem.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
parents want me go tuition.
ii dont want t go laa.
damn busy one cans.
hais.
ndd yes ,
ii cried when they scolded me.
no ,
they just say only.
but ,
ii dont knw why.
ii felt tears rolling dwn my cheek.
ndd thn ii knew ,
ii was crying.
hais.
ii told myself must ren.
stop crying jessica.
it will be over soon.
but in fact ,
ii cried even harder.
even aft they stopped scolding me.
ii just thought about it ,
ndd emotions came into me.
hais.
stop being a cry baby jessica toh.
ii will grow up.
ii hope.
thn how ii wished ue were by my side ,
but ue arent there for me.
at all.
okays ppl.
my handphone didnt kana confiscate.
ii dont knw why.
ii felt so guilty instead of happy.
hais.
dont knw laa.
t have this phone ,
ii had t bear w a huge problem.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
parents want me go tuition.
ii dont want t go laa.
damn busy one cans.
hais.
ndd yes ,
ii cried when they scolded me.
no ,
they just say only.
but ,
ii dont knw why.
ii felt tears rolling dwn my cheek.
ndd thn ii knew ,
ii was crying.
hais.
ii told myself must ren.
stop crying jessica.
it will be over soon.
but in fact ,
ii cried even harder.
even aft they stopped scolding me.
ii just thought about it ,
ndd emotions came into me.
hais.
stop being a cry baby jessica toh.
ii will grow up.
ii hope.
thn how ii wished ue were by my side ,
but ue arent there for me.
at all.