Saturday, September 01, 2007 ; 8:02 AM
hais.
no mood lahh.
ytd teacher's celebration.
was quite high during the performance.
but after tht went back t class everything chnged.
took back report books.
corrections,
touch report book.
ms goh wanna see my parents this time round.
cos ii failed three subjects.
and the most irritating is ii failed my science by pathetic ONE mark.
yeayea ,
so many ppl so happy w their result.
UE CNT EXPECT ME T CRY OUT LOUD LYK JOANNA DID RIGHT.
so all ii have t do is hold back , laughsmile and go back home.
was kana shoot by ms goh.
zzz.
UE GOT BOYFRIEND ISSIT.
kns.
such a irrelevant and sudden question.
arghs.
super no mood.
was super dissappointed w my results.
but ii dont express it out.
cos ii dont want HER sympaty.
was quite down lahh.
dont knw wht i'm doing.
hais.
went home.
reached home.
rmbed mazi.
msg her.
hais.
too late.
all ii chld say is sorry right.
wht else chld ii do.
ii also didnt purposely walk away.
and still kana ms goh scolding.
see parents confirm die.
dont knw wht ii doing.
thn after tht still lyddat.
wht must ii do thn everybody can be happy.
forget it.
and mazi ,
seriously ii rly didnt purposely pangseh ue one.
and i'm not in the sense pity ue when ue and him break.
ii mean is lyk friends thn we show our concerns.
dont keep thinking ue dont have friends.
ue have.
ue have ME.
but if tht's not wht ue think ,
hais.
so be it.
really sorry !
maybe more problems will be up after i've post this.
hais.
went out w them.
was high at the beginning.
thn suddenly went quiet.
ii dont knw wht i'm thinking.
those guys dont walk away hafway as ue all think it's bored lahh.
why must blame lyk everything towards us.
at least ue three bothered t msg us.
ii made so many ppl upset ytd.
andand ,
ue dont need everything give in t me.
and dont keep buying things for me.
yes ,
i'll paiseh .
but tht's not the main point.
ltr i'll go crazy over ue agn.
and many problems caused.
ltr those girls will agn say ii zhong se qing you.
seiously ,
ii cnt see the point lah.
everybody seems t find fault w me.
ii rly dont knw wht ii must do cans.
everybody everytime see me happyhappy thn jiu can tease me issit.
since everybody not happy thn why live in this world.
since the earth is dieing anw.
so ii musnt save the earth anymore.
cos nobody needs me.
this seems lyk an emo post.
but i'm not emo.
i'm just wanna say out how ii felt.
if ppl bushuang me.
there's also nth ii can do.
i'm tired of putting put on a happy face just t please ppl.
just ,
hais.
be it.
LAI HONGXING !
i'm super sorry abt ytd.
i'm so sorry.
it's not ii dont want talk t ue or angry w ue.
and sure i'm not emo -.-
aiyahh.
alot of things in my mind lahh.
*results , msgoh , parents , mazi*
and yes ,
ii made ue bored agn.
and my attitude rly sux.
but ue still tired ur best t cheer me up.
ii rolled my eyes , turned and walked away.
ii dont knw how ue felt.
but if it's me i'll go super emo.
hais.
but yet ,
ue just quietly followed behind and still tried t talk t me.
ii rly dont knw wht's into me.
lucky tht movie saved us.
at least we bothered t talk right ? (:
and dont keep eating or else ue will be the tracey int tht movie =X
and gwen ,
we're not holding hands. -.-
it's destinated.
isnt it ?
so ii cnt chng anything.
and lastly ,
BE IT.
no mood lahh.
ytd teacher's celebration.
was quite high during the performance.
but after tht went back t class everything chnged.
took back report books.
corrections,
touch report book.
ms goh wanna see my parents this time round.
cos ii failed three subjects.
and the most irritating is ii failed my science by pathetic ONE mark.
yeayea ,
so many ppl so happy w their result.
UE CNT EXPECT ME T CRY OUT LOUD LYK JOANNA DID RIGHT.
so all ii have t do is hold back , laughsmile and go back home.
was kana shoot by ms goh.
zzz.
UE GOT BOYFRIEND ISSIT.
kns.
such a irrelevant and sudden question.
arghs.
super no mood.
was super dissappointed w my results.
but ii dont express it out.
cos ii dont want HER sympaty.
was quite down lahh.
dont knw wht i'm doing.
hais.
went home.
reached home.
rmbed mazi.
msg her.
hais.
too late.
all ii chld say is sorry right.
wht else chld ii do.
ii also didnt purposely walk away.
and still kana ms goh scolding.
see parents confirm die.
dont knw wht ii doing.
thn after tht still lyddat.
wht must ii do thn everybody can be happy.
forget it.
and mazi ,
seriously ii rly didnt purposely pangseh ue one.
and i'm not in the sense pity ue when ue and him break.
ii mean is lyk friends thn we show our concerns.
dont keep thinking ue dont have friends.
ue have.
ue have ME.
but if tht's not wht ue think ,
hais.
so be it.
really sorry !
maybe more problems will be up after i've post this.
hais.
went out w them.
was high at the beginning.
thn suddenly went quiet.
ii dont knw wht i'm thinking.
those guys dont walk away hafway as ue all think it's bored lahh.
why must blame lyk everything towards us.
at least ue three bothered t msg us.
ii made so many ppl upset ytd.
andand ,
ue dont need everything give in t me.
and dont keep buying things for me.
yes ,
i'll paiseh .
but tht's not the main point.
ltr i'll go crazy over ue agn.
and many problems caused.
ltr those girls will agn say ii zhong se qing you.
seiously ,
ii cnt see the point lah.
everybody seems t find fault w me.
ii rly dont knw wht ii must do cans.
everybody everytime see me happyhappy thn jiu can tease me issit.
since everybody not happy thn why live in this world.
since the earth is dieing anw.
so ii musnt save the earth anymore.
cos nobody needs me.
this seems lyk an emo post.
but i'm not emo.
i'm just wanna say out how ii felt.
if ppl bushuang me.
there's also nth ii can do.
i'm tired of putting put on a happy face just t please ppl.
just ,
hais.
be it.
LAI HONGXING !
i'm super sorry abt ytd.
i'm so sorry.
it's not ii dont want talk t ue or angry w ue.
and sure i'm not emo -.-
aiyahh.
alot of things in my mind lahh.
*results , msgoh , parents , mazi*
and yes ,
ii made ue bored agn.
and my attitude rly sux.
but ue still tired ur best t cheer me up.
ii rolled my eyes , turned and walked away.
ii dont knw how ue felt.
but if it's me i'll go super emo.
hais.
but yet ,
ue just quietly followed behind and still tried t talk t me.
ii rly dont knw wht's into me.
lucky tht movie saved us.
at least we bothered t talk right ? (:
and dont keep eating or else ue will be the tracey int tht movie =X
and gwen ,
we're not holding hands. -.-
it's destinated.
isnt it ?
so ii cnt chng anything.
and lastly ,
BE IT.
date: 27June, 10.30pm.
mood: hen fan ahhhh!.
listening: You are not alone ; MJ
random: i dont wanna screw up my MST.