i've decided. there's nth else ii chld do but just take one step at a time. ue're not worth my tears anymore. ii shld just darn carry on w my life. ii felt so stress. how chld ii relieve my stress. can somebody volunteer t let me beat them up ? for goodness sake. hais. why am ii still able t live in this world ? this just plainly sux.

got back my results. failed three subj. failed my english and science by 2marks each. and my amaths only got 21marks.pathetic girl. nobody is gonna pity ue when ue didnt put in ENOUGH hardwork. hais. actually ii dont need see parents one luhs. even though of my so darn lousy results. but during at hall , message was passed dwn tht those who failed english must return report book and parents must see cher. wthhhh. nvrm lah. at least at first dont need see first -.- oh wells.

class position 39/41

level position 217/245

ii cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy le lah cans. wht stupid lousy results i've got. it's my first time ii got ADVANCED cans. ii want promoted ! ii dont want fail my english ! why my english results drop ! ii want t pass as usual ): dooomsdayyy.

ytd went fareast w mazi ! we were wondering where t alight. orchard or somerset. haha. cos we both are lu chi. ( directions idiots ) lolss. thn we alighted at orchard. hengheng alight at correct place. lolss. thn when look ard. shopshop and as well find jobs. thn got a shop ask us t go a place TAN BOON LIAT BUILDING. still say they want t hire alot of ppl and somemore the pay is $4.50 per hr. and asked for directions of how t go t tht place. thn took bus no. 5 t there. the place darn ulu cans ! lyk a factory lah. darn scary. stupid woman bluffed us. scarly ltr we went up into tht building tio rape -.- so we tried and went into tht building. went inside alot of those kinda man workers. wahlaos. dont knw wht stupid building lah -.- thn in the end decided not t go and wanted t go t bugis. and cos of when we bus-ed t tht place ii saw got a shopping centre the GREAT WALL/CITY SHOPPING CENTRE. cnt rly rmb. thn eleanor bain said wanted t walk there and see can go t anyplaces anot. so we walked lyk so darn longgg and the weather is lyk so darn hot and reached the place. the place super biggg cans. zzz. thn went t the info counter and asked got any shuttle bus tht took us t any other palces. there's three shuttle bus which go three different places. two entrance different stops. look at the time 4.28pm all three shuttle bus is leaving at 4.30pm. we ran lyk mad women lah. thn anyhow chiong t any entrance we chld see. thn choing t wrong entrance ! -.- ran one big round and went t the correct entrance. reached there 4.32pm alr. so we tot tht the bus must have left so we decided t cab t the nearest mrt as the next shuttle bus still got so darn long thn come. zzz. so flagged a cab and went t outram park mrt station. so stupid ! and so we trained t bugis. on the train ii saw eleanor's toes. and found out tht she removed her pedicure alr. so ii said EH NI MEI YOU LIAOS ARHS ? NA DIAO LIAOS ? lolss ! thn the aunty beside us keep looking at us. so funny. thn mazi said tht she must have though tht we are talking abt aborted a BABY ! lolss. darn funny lah. weird ppl in mrt ! lolss. thn reached bugis. bought a small sling bag ! in REDDDDD ! lolss. 18$ broke le lah. zzz. and we can considered as found a job ? but the aunty only want us try out first. so ltr gg try first bahs. zzz. but the pay is damn ridiculous. no basic salary ! only take from commission. zzz. ii dont think ii will want t go and do luhs -.- so if i'm not doing and ppl who are interested pls look for me ! haha. thn shopped awhile and bused back t sembawang. the bus trip damn long. and my head was darn pain thn. zzz. nvrm lah. had the most adventureous day in my whole life ! haha. actually it's quite good of getting lost lah. lolss. quite fun. lolss.

tht's all. toodles ~