FUCK.
ii knw they are teachers reading the blogs of the pupils -.- so i'll be more careful of wht i'm writing. but all this is just t vent all my angers and emotions ok. i'm not lyk gg t get a fight or wht. wth. you said until lyk is ii bully you or wht. pls laas. think of wht you've done. all those hurst you've brought it. and is it worth it ? my tears are not worth for all this things. but serious, for all this, those hurtful words, ii just cnt help my tears from falling down. afterall we're once so best pal. but must it ended in this way. ii dont knw wht's the prob here now. seems lyk all the faults will be pointing at me real soon, once sku reopens. since of those boys will root for you. but so, ii only need those girls. i'm not saying tht guys arent impt, but afterall can guys really be ur listening ear ? most of it is lyk got feelings in between de bahs. ii dont believe in hong fen zhi ji. ii seriously dont believe. those lies, it hurts. ii hate the way how you're trying t copy me. ii still rmb how you once told me my laughter is damn fake. but tht's how ii laugh. so ?! be it fake or wht, i'm just being myself and enjoying those crazy moments. and thn not long after you chnged ur laughter. chnged t those crazy laughs which is damn fake. pls, you have no rights t say me thn. and lyk ii buy this and you will buy something lyk this. ii dont knw, but ii knw outside those close pals will wear the same things. but ii think is they bought tgt or something de bahs. yours is always ii buy something for ard few weeks thn you'll go buy. be it selfish or wht. ii dont like. ii dont like t be the same as people. ii want t be the odd one out cans. whtevar. plsplspls. dont break others friendship. you whldnt want others t break yours right ? thn wht rights you have t break others ? saying t those guys tht someone snatch ur friends ? wht are you trying t do ? gain their pityness or make them hate tht someone. ii dont understand by the words snatching of friends. snatch ? HAHA. no link t me. now, ii seriously wonder, if you still even treat me as ur friend. after all this, and tht SOME KIND OF FRIEND thingy. zzz. ii have sources of everything. not only you. yes, maybe bcos ii hate the way you do things, and your atttitude towards people nowadays, i'll tell someone. but tht's wht friends are for isnt it ? hais. forget it. let nature take it course. but, dont you really feel tht you changed ALOT ? all bcos of guys ? is guys so damn impt t you ? so impt till we girls are lyk strangers. if so, be it thn. somehow ii feel childish of writing all this here and holding back my tears where ii shld be doing my last min homework.
forget abt the past jessica.

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE !
first post of the year. sorry for those things on top. zzz. must clear things up and have the energy t move ahead. ii knw some guys are reading so must be more careful not t write somethings :X anw, ytd went countdown w mono yono ppl. at first lyk got alot of ppl go de luhs. thn in the end only got me, yuding, regina, qien, steffi, shimin, chuwen, dino, baey, yongkeat, zhenying and raymond went for the countdown. at first also got sandra and annie. but both left before the countdown. went walkwalk and eateateat before bosses came. thn after tht went for steamboat. gang v good ! in the end treat us :D so ex cans. 200plusplus lehs. tsktsk. hao nan ren ! (: thn after tht me and regina was so stupid walk until bugis street just for a toilet which is dman far and nearly lost our way :X haha. thn after tht jiu went countdown at esplanade there ? not sure. too many ppl alr. the fireworks lasted for 8mins ! issit bcos of 2008 ? haha ! whtevar. actually also nth much de laas. but ii quite enjoyed(: ii love cai hong bcos of them ! and i'm addicted t the song alr :X when sku reopen people will scold me liaos. haha. zzz. ok laas. ii will miss them ! esp those who sang cai hong ! you-knw-who-you-are !


bye !