Tuesday, January 22, 2008 ; 8:30 PM
I dont know what to do, I really dont. Tell me, will you ?
Why are you not online ? I seem to have so much to talk about. But again, I just dont have that courage. Why do I everytime want to see you so much and want to talk with you ? But why I always ran away halfway. I felt so useless. What am I afraid about. The dao-ness of yours ? Or the ignorance of yours ? I just cant take that blow. I just cant. Tell me what am I suppose to do then please. Yes, tell me. Or even, do something ? If you think I'm a irritating fellow so just say it right at my face. So, I'll just probably get on with my life. Just at least talk to me :/ Please ?
I'm talking so much bcos I know you'll nvr know that I'm talking about you. Or even, you dont know I've a blog. Much worst, you dont even bother about me. Even worst, I dont even exist in your eyes at all.
I'm not emo or whatsoever. Maybe I just think too much. Wayy too much.
Wakeup, Jessica. Wake up.
But, I'm so crazy about you.
Give me some reactions will you ?
I'm Very Angry Now<3
Why are you not online ? I seem to have so much to talk about. But again, I just dont have that courage. Why do I everytime want to see you so much and want to talk with you ? But why I always ran away halfway. I felt so useless. What am I afraid about. The dao-ness of yours ? Or the ignorance of yours ? I just cant take that blow. I just cant. Tell me what am I suppose to do then please. Yes, tell me. Or even, do something ? If you think I'm a irritating fellow so just say it right at my face. So, I'll just probably get on with my life. Just at least talk to me :/ Please ?
I'm talking so much bcos I know you'll nvr know that I'm talking about you. Or even, you dont know I've a blog. Much worst, you dont even bother about me. Even worst, I dont even exist in your eyes at all.
I'm not emo or whatsoever. Maybe I just think too much. Wayy too much.
Wakeup, Jessica. Wake up.
But, I'm so crazy about you.
Give me some reactions will you ?
I'm Very Angry Now<3