I think alot of things had changed this few months. Or even within this few days. I cannot say that you'd change. As for what I think is everything ard me is changing. As concluded, I've changed. I dont know I've changed into what kinda person. Be it hua chi, zhong se qing you, bitch or whatever you name it. I dont knw, not until you tell me. Tell me, and maybe I will change for the better. But, not only for you, but for the benefits of everyone. I think it's wierd of me of typing all this :/ Anyway, that's how I felt. I felt that we are drifting apart. Those riflemates and buddies. All went for another group of friends. Of cos I cant force you to be with me lah. But dont you think you shld be informing what you'll be doing beforehand so I wont stupidly wait for you, and being alone. Yes, I hate being alone. Who doesnt ? You ? Haha. Lonely kid. Sad for you then. It's seems to be a routine then. But now, it'd all changed. Changed into something which I dont like it at all, and dont knw how to handle those situations. And you cant blame all the faults at me you know. Why cant you be at the fault as well ? Be in my shoes as well, whld you ?

Yes, I think I'm alr on my way of giving up. But seems like nobody believes in me lah -.- Believe in me once okay ? Today I also didnt crazy over him. Untill like he always appear insight of me, when I dont wanna see him. Cant blame me also right. Zzz. This is so sickening. Urghhs. Dont made me go crazy over you again please.