I mentioned that I wanna give up. But I know I cant, of what so much is happening. You always made my heart to skip a beat without fail. No, not a beat. Alot of beats. Whatever. I have so much to tell you. But I know, this is not the right time yet. Yes, I'll wait. Wait till you'll finally give me the most lovable answer.
All this are just one-sided of my thinking. I know. Yes, I know. I'm just so foolish and keep deciving myself that I have that chance. I dont knw if that's false hope or what. I dont, not until you tell me.
There's along way to go. But, I'll hold on tight and make it through.
Yin wei wo xiang xin, ai de qi ji.

I want to apologise to alot of people. Especially Yiqian. Seems like the presence of me made you miserable. Duibuqi. And sorry to winny, ken, guanjie and guojie for keep irritate all of you about him. Sorry to all my girls, for the zhong se qing you.

Maybe, you shld put yourself in my shoes someday.