Okays, people sort of open my mind about Ivan thingy. Plus, I think I'm too crazy alr. Actually, thinking back, I dont even know why I'm so crazy about him. Although I only said something about him once during sec3 camp. And plus this year then which caused me suddenly so crazy ? I'm out of my mind. And somemore, so many people are like also ADMIRE him ? ==
Huiyuan is like the one who talked facts into me. Shun qi zi ran ? Haha. Means I'm still waiting, arent I ? But why shld I be waiting which in the case, he chldnt be even at least bothered what I'm doing. All those attentions. Are attentions what you really want ? Then, you got them.

Seriously, I dont understand him at all. Of cos, he also dont understand me lah. Or even, why whld he want to understand me. Yeah, right. And so what if, I really got his attentions. For like those few mins or hours ? And what whld happen next. And maybe, I shld really focus on my studies alr bahs. Or, it whld be the end-of-world for me. But, I dont ask much. I really dont. I dont mind being only friends as well. But those excuses, seriously seems to tell me that I'm suppose to stop bothering you.

But, I just need that one chance from you.
And, I'll just prove you wrong.