This post is all about you, Lai HongXing.
I dont know if you're reading this anot. But I hope you will. Other people, if want kpo, then dont make stupid remarks or comments.


Received this MMS picture from you, my heart is like melting alr. I'm like so damn touched.

You're the first guy which made me so crazy over. I waited at Yishun Interchange for you for hours. Lucky, will get to see you. If not, just waste my time, and bus-ed home. Last year, school was still at Sembawang. I'm living at Sembawang, and bus-ed to Yishun just to wait so can see that few seconds of you. Friends scolded me stupid, and some were impatient while pei-ing me wait for you. But I'm like, nehmind, just another 10mins. 10mins passed, another 10mins. Minutes and minutes, it added up to hours. Of cos, I kept myself occupied with things. You dont tell me I'm playing with you boy. If that's the case, now thinking back, I think I'm super foolish by just waiting for you to appear. But it's not, seriously. Of cos, I'm not blaming you for what I did. Is I xin gan qing yuan. Yes, I agree.

We may quarrel for small little things, or even joked about one another for entertainments. You know, sometimes I just need those words out of ur mouth which can brighten up my day. But, only from msges. Yes, I'm happy. But of cos, what else can I expect. I caused problems between you and Youliang. You two quarreled bcos of me, or rather, we quarreled bcos of him. But thru that incident, I realised how much you care. You 'escort' me home, pangseh-ing ur brothers during night study. I'm touched and appreciated it. But, do you even know why I go for night study ? It's bcos of you. Yes, you.

Those feelings towards you are true. Or rather, at that point and those moments are true. Maybe I shld be using past tense now. You're a past tense to me. For, I dont know why. I felt so stupid of that cold-war(?). I dont really know what happened can. I only remember I went ZhuHai, and I bought presents for you. I know that time I told you I havent buy you birthday present. But, why cant it be like a surprise ? I bought little things for you, not really a proper one. So I told you, I havent bought ur present yet. And then, you were like angry(?). I was being honest cans. But the first present I bought from oversea was for YOU. Do you even know it. But then, you dont appreciate at all. You still told me it's too late. Too late ? Too late what ? Sweetie ? Stop being sickening then okay.
Then, after that, I went for work. I asked you if you wanted that job anot. I did, didnt I ? It's you dont want it lor. Then my job is like work till everyday most early is 10.30pm reach home. I wanted to msg you, but was afraid you were sleeping. And I was so tired of standing whole day long. And I was waiting for you to msg me. Days passed, no msg for you. I'm busy, maybe that's not an excuse. But why cant you msg me ? Dont tell me you're that busy okays. Then, we've stopped msging each other. I wanted to give you those presents, but, I'm seriously very busy.
The day when you came back to school to take O'lvl result. I wanted to give that present to you. I was like asking ard for your results and saw you damn happy at the other end. I was happy for you. But, those msg, dont you think it's a bit cruel to end things just like that ? Maybe, it's my fault.

Those surprises from you. Thinking back, I still feel happy. But maybe, afterall, things are not mine, are not meant to be mine. But I'll still remember what you did for me. But still, at here, I want to thank you for everything you did. Sincerely.