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Saturday, July 26, 2008 ; 10:01 PM

I was still wondering if I shld online tonight.
And then, here I am.
It's not that I cant resist the temptation of using the computer lah.
It's just that I feel weird without talking to you. I have like so many things to tell you :/ I want to share so much things with you instead of others bcos I... You shld know how I feel lah, right.


Okays, guess what people.
I'm supposed to buy my new phone today!
That LG RED KF510!
HOWEVER, dont knw why, I ended up didnt buy that stupid damn phone again -.-
Instead! I went to buy spectacles.
Okays, lame shit.
I actually wanted to buy the contact lens de lor!
But the stupid shop dont have enlarge the eyes kind de -.-
And my father say I very dirty and lazy, so he dont want me to wear contacts -.-
Thus, I went to order a pair of spectacles! Guess what's the colour? Lol.
It's ORANGE! ;D I wanted to be red, but dont have the design I want T.T
Anyway, I dont think school allows to wear orange spects, but whatever.
Shall see how it goes, haha.
But my father still promised me to buy me contact lens, but well, next year -.-
Aiyah! Better than nothing :P


SHOPPING TMR! (:
Tags reply, erm, when I feel like it.
I'm lazy lah hor :X

Friday, July 25, 2008 ; 8:30 PM

LIFE'S BORINGGGGGGGGGGGG.
So slacked during school this few days.


Alot of disagreement these few days as well.
All bcos of the stupid teacher's day dance thing.
I just dont understand at all lor.
What stupid period must the teacher's day performance be at, so near prelim and o'lvl.
Dont knw what to say lah.
I just wanna voice out how I really feel these few days. I seriously hate when people say dancing is a waste of time. But please lah, when everyone are supposed to dance alr, why dont even put in all your effort, just at least make the performance organised. It's also like our last time being tgt to do something tgt before graduating lor. Those keep saying wasting your time for dancing, did you all ever think of us? I'm not naming anyone here, unless you're guilty and you think it's you. Please lah, Me and Wendy think for so long for the songs thing can. Then the stupid laptop is just not helping by everytime going to finish cutting the music then something will just go wrong. I wasted like almost 3-4days just cutting the stupid music can. I'm not like want you all to thank me for cutting the music or whatever shit okays. But people keep complaining why is it so long just to cut a stupid damn music. You think so easy meh? You come cut lah. Complaining and doing not much help. It's not as if I dont need study also leh. Somemore my results is like so damn freaking poor le hor. People didnt help, but keep complaining. Tell me then, what's the use. It's not as if complaining will help lor. People must be thinking, then dont cut lah, then also dont need dance alr. But please lah -.- It's not as if like this you all dont need dance alr lor. Peiying and Zoe put in much more effort. They had to put in twice as much effort than us. They sacrificed their time just to think of dance steps and teaching us those dance steps and make sure we get it right. Of cos, we're not talented, we chldnt mastered those dance steps just within one freaking day. So of cos need practise what. Then some people just keep complaining why keep dancing, and ignored those practises and went to study. Please lah, then some ppl practise those dance then some ppl studying. Then Peiying have to teach the dance twice? In fact she spent so much time on us teaching those dance steps instead of studying leh. Then ppl just dont want to come to practise dance just bcos they dont want to dance. It's not as if you dont need to dance know. YOU STILL HAVE TO DANCE THAT DAY. Just cooperate lah. Peiying is putting much more effort of teaching the stupid damn dance steps lor. At least once and for all mah. Everybody just turn up during one or two or just even three freaking days then we'll try to learn the dance steps then we can cont' with our studies le what. It's like better then everybody practising at different timing and wasting each other time lah. Considerate please. Everybody needs time to study, it's just how you can manage your time. Just stop complaining and be cooperative and stop having ur small conversations during practise. It really will help alot by speeding things up. Then, we'll have more time to study what, isnt it? It's unavoidable lah these kinda things. Just as long, we helped and think of each other along the way.
I'm not being a nag here. And I'm just voicing out how I really feel. I seriously hope people can understand lah. Zzz.


I got back my English Prelim Oral results.
Lol, I'd freaking passed it like finally.
From a super broken English plus Singlish, whereby the teacher dont even understand what the hell I'm talking about, to a C5 English.
I really must thank Mr Jason Siau lor! I think he really helped me alot(:
THANK YOU!


I'm quite unhappy today.

Sunday, July 20, 2008 ; 12:02 PM

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Lol, for I dont know why also.
You lah!
You hor, better hor, DONT GIVE ME FALSE HOPE LEHHHHHHHH D:
Zzz, hohoho.
I'm crazy lah, just let me be.


I'm going SP later!
LOL.
I'm seriously going SP later lehhh.
Believe me lah you people.
Lol, just that it's SunPlaza not Singapore Poly.
HAHAHAH!
Somebody is just so funny worsxzsxz.
I'm entertained :P LOL.


}Till the day I love you.

Saturday, July 19, 2008 ; 11:44 AM

Back to blog.
I think my computer will be down sooner or later.
The connection oftenly kana dc, some webs dont knw what cookies disallowed, and I can't log in to nuffnang -.-
Those words and formats went crazy also.


I hate periods, so damn sickening.
I hate. I hate. I hate -.-
I cannot bear with the pain lah, then I'll get frustrated over small lil things.
Boohoo.


Ooh, went SP again on Monday with 4e6 and Zoe and Wendy.
Felt quite extra at the beginning cos only three of us are from 4e5.
But it's okays bcos after awhile jiu walk on our own alr.
Haha, saw quite a lot of ex-Ytzens.
Met with Dino, Baey, Zhenying and Yongkeat!
Oh, and the Yongkeat&Zhenying's friend, the Jiakang(?)/ Junkang(?).
Lol, cant really rmb his name, knew him during New Year night I supposed.
LOL, I have good photography skills de okays, hint*.
Lol. So coincident when I saw Zhenying walking by at the School of Business block.
ZHENYING! I didnt forget your name alr hor! :P No more Ziying. LOL! :P
And Dino&Baey's laughter is so funny, made me wanna laugh as well!
Walked ard with Zhenying and friends for awhile, as they bring us to the foodcourts. Haha.
Then Zhenying went for POA test(?), then we went off alr.
I saw YOU also leh! Lol.

Thanks Zoe&Wendy of pei-ing me go SP! :D
Thankyou alot alot alot okays!(: I won't forget that scene. LOL :P


Tmr Zoe's dance group please meet at 1pm at Sembawang MRT, for practise.
Please come, or else we dont have much time to practise alr -.-
Be considerate lah, it's not like so easy to ask people to cooperate okays.
And think of some dance steps please :P


I'm thinking of changing to LG Secret.
But, I think my father like not changing my phone alr ):
Lol, whatever.
I hope my phone die sooner so I can change like NOW :P


15more days.
I wonder if you still remember.
But I'm contented alr (:

Somebody made a promise.
Hello, reading this?
Actions speak louder than words worszxszx.
I kept repeating last night alr.
Actually I was just kidding about it, but since you didnt object to that idea anyway.
So, lol.
Remember what you owe me.
You better do it, or else...
HAHAHA!



TAGS REPLY ;


Frederick` LOL. Sadly, I didnt see any stars but I saw moon in the night. Haha.

Dydy` Lol. TMR PRACTISE! (: We must perform better than others! Lol.

Samuel` Lol. Miracle siaa, you tagged me. Haha. Lol, I did but I did not treat him so badly as usual le lor! You dont knw how good I treat him lor! :P My voice is loud, but you're louder than me. LOL.

Zoe` Lol. Of course my dear leader(:

Ruyi` It's because some KUKU dont want join DPA with me then I only put Business Admin de hor! Stupid Kuku. Lol. Too late le lor!

Yiqian` Lol. Maybe only :P

Sherlyn` Lol. Then do you feel honoured? Haha. It works, but you dont expect me to do it in school, most worst in public right. Lol. Next time you have flu, you do it in school okay? LOL.

Yingpei` Lol. Why, you finally love me so much huh? FRIENDS FOREVER! LOL!

Peimei` Lol. Updated(: LOVES! ;D

Gwen` Lol. You shld know I everytime have great taste in music lah hor :P

Sunday, July 13, 2008 ; 12:53 PM

I'm feeling sick! ):
My nose is like dropping out alr lor. Very pain.
Used like 2boxes plus of tissue alr :/
And I think I have a slight fever ):
But, it's okays.
I'm happy, because I know there's someone out there still care for me(:


Okays, I'd applied for the DPA thingy alr.
Only chose one choice, Business Administration in SP.
Dont ask me why, I dont want to explain.
Actually, I also dont really know why lah.
Just, aiya, also got future what! :/
Very confused if whether I shld put Accounting as my second choice in SP.
I think if I didnt get selected I'll go for the JPSAE thing thru CCA?
Whatever lah. If really no choice, then I'll go Innova JC. Haha.
Thus, only entered on course.
I hope I wont regret lor. Zzz.
Weijie, must assure me that I wont regrettttttttttttttttttt!
You are like influencing me! ):
That stupid Kuku also lah!


It's 1pm alr.
Suppose to meet them at Sunplaza Mac at 1.30pm.
I havent prepare anything at all yet. Zzz.
But I know those guys confirm late one, cos I'll go late this time round.


Msn again! (:

Saturday, July 12, 2008 ; 10:19 AM

HELLO! Lol.

School's boring as usual.
But time passed very fast bcos we're just keep doing self-revision, which whld have crap talks in between.
Lol. Sherlyn hor? :P

Had to stay back in school till 6.30pm on Mon, Tuesday, Thursday for self-study.
Wednesday teachers decided to give us one day off, so dont need stay back for self-study.
So Wednesday 5pm dismiss, the usual school dismiss timing.
Friday 6pm dismiss.
Oh, no life mansxzsxzs.
From like about half the class need to stay back for self-study then now cut down till only 8ppl which include me.
Sianzation. I got so dont have self-discipline meh?! ):

However, I have a super kind-hearted friend who is always willing to wait for me to go home tgt. Lol.
Thank you lah Weijie, although you wont see this.
I promise I wont give you black face, wont scold you, wont beat you, wont bully you, wont shout at you, and wont talk very loudly on the phone (when talking to you, that is). LOL!
But I still dont believe that my voice when I'm in toilet can hear from the class lor.
Which is like so farrrrrrrrrrrr! 3 classes away and a long corridor lor!
I dont believe that my voice got loud till like that eh -.-
Whatever lah!


And somebody went back to school on Wednesday w/o let me know beforehand, which I didnt get to see you!
You know who are you lor! Ytd I alr complained okay.
Okays, somebody sort of entertained me ytd for ard 3hrs on Msn wors. Lol.
Lamer lah, how come I got this kind of friend!
Kidding lah. But I know you wont see this anyway :/
Add oil to your whatever tests or exams! (:
Rmb ytd I helped you add till 100% oil le leh. Haha.
Whatever, I'm crapping :X
Why do you appear again whenever I'm trying to let go?
Maybe, I just need more time.




TAGS REPLY ;

Frederick` I wasnt looking for you -.-

Jason` Lol. Yeah. You have a very BHB friend sehs.

Eleanor` Lol. Thanks mazi! (:

Peimei` Haha. I will! :D Sexaye takecare too!

Yiqian` Lol! As if they will so good change a new one for you lor!

Peimin` Lol. Apologise? :/

Xianghui` You shld! If you still have that interests that is. Lol.

Sherlyn` Lol. I'm not angry alr lah! No fate only mahs, LOL. I'm okays! :D

Friday, July 11, 2008 ; 9:32 AM

I only can find the video for this song.
So... yeah. At least better than nth right! Lol.
I think this song is very nice lor, except for the quality of the video lah :X




zhen shi真实 - ah mei, zhang hui mei


你说的话在我心中生了根

爱得很深 所以心很疼

记忆在我的心中翻滚

是不是每一个人

都像我一样笨


只怕再问 对彼此都太残忍

我能感觉另外一个人

我等 等笑容换成泪痕

爱在崩溃的时候比较真


太多疑问 知道答案又如何

原来容忍不需要天份

只要爱错一个人


心痛比快乐更真实

爱为何这样的讽刺

我忘了这是第几次

一见你就无法坚持


孤独比拥抱更真实

爱让人失去了理智

会不会是我太自私

拒绝更寂寞的日子


放不开也看不见未来

难道这种不完美

才是爱情真实的样子





ZOE & WENDY!
GUESS WHAT I FOUND! LOL.


對你愛不完!



See this video from 7:15-7:30!



See this video! Esp 3:40-4:35!
This is what I mean by cutting the music by the lyrics to another songs! Lol.
Do you knw what I mean now?

Sunday, July 06, 2008 ; 11:33 AM

I'm here again!! I think tmr if I have time I'll also blog. Lol.
Okays whatever.

Ytd was the YTSS BIG BANG Concert!
Quite a number of graduated students came back.
I was looking out for you, know. But you didnt come. Whatelse more can I expect huh.
Quite enjoy lah, untill the voting part there.
I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY THEY HAVE TO PLAY THAT SONG WHICH IS LIKE SPOILT HALF OF MY MOOD.
Whatevar lah, it's over.
Enjoyed the first half of the performance!
I think the Combined Humanities, Languages departments teachers' performance damn funny lor.
I was like keep laughing lah. Super hilarious lor!
Those advertisement part damn damn funny and lame lor!
I wonder why they thought of those ideas. Lol.
Enjoyed in overall luh! (:

Performance ended and went LongJohn to eat.
Finally luh! How long had I last eaten fastfood! Lol.
Bus-ed home.




I dont know. I dont know how. I dont know how to. I dont know how to control. I dont know to control myself.
Tell me. Tell me how.
Explain to me. Explain to me why.
I hate myself, but life still have to go on.
I know, it's not up to me to decide about anything.
I know, I understand, after that incident struck me.
I seriously wish for a time machine, but I know there's no turning back for me.
Or even, for us.

Friday, July 04, 2008 ; 6:53 PM

I'm here to blog yoh! Lol.
Life had never been so busy.
I dont have enough time!
I felt as if I'm dieing ):


O'lvl MT oral was over! :D
But! I'm very sad and angry lor!
I cannot get my distinctions le lah!
I read like so many wrong words in the passage and pauses at the wrong timing when going to read finish.
I was damn nervous lor! Wahlaos.
Then the conversation is like omg lor.
Study de, NONE came out -.- How suay lah.
The question was something like : " Do you think government should allow the seller to sell goods outside the shop? "
Kns lah. I heard the government thing alr like sian diao le lor.
And then I think like ard 30sec lah. Which is damn long.
Then the examiner asked me THREE questions leh! Wth.
Then the old man examiner kept yawning and like going to sleep :/
NO HOPE LE LAH! T.T
I shall wave goodbye to my distinction lor!
Nehmind, still have MT listening! On 15July!
Jiayoussssss.


Only managed to leave school at 6pm plus these few days.
Ytd and today waited for Weijie to play basketball.
I felt like I was wasting my time doing nothing lor.
But.. aiya, forget it. Nehmind.
Oh, again we're nothing but friends.
DONT LET ME REPEAT MYSELF AGAIN AND AGAIN.
Back to what I was saying, was tired like shit when reached home lor.
Reached home ard 7pm liaos. Bathed till like 7.30pm.
Then ate dinner while watching teevee till 8pm.
Then study from 8pm to 10pm plus.
Sleep, next day go to school.
Then the same routine again.
I have no life lah! Felt so pathetic lor. Wth.
Tests and tests. And I seriously hate Maths&Chemistry revision.
Like completely waste of time, doing our own work -.-


Tmr BIGBANG Concert!
Lol. Sort of looking forward to it alr.
Like also last year in YTSS to watch concert.
Somemore our class like so many girls going. Haha.
Cannot miss out the fun you know! :P


I want to join the SP DPA thingy!
I want join the Accountancy/Business Admin!
But nobody joining with me.
EAT SHIT LAH!!!

I need entertainments !



TAGS REPLY ;
(EDITED)

Yeetat& Jason& Jasreen` Relinked! :D

Champion` Lol. Bullshit lah you. You shld like to sit with me one lor. Dont gei gei. I got provide juicy gossips okays! Lol. Okays, I knw I didnt. HAHA!

Yiqian` Lol. I'm going to change the phone LG Viewty! :D

Xinyi` Lol. NO help lah lor! Bye guess nothing. Lol.

Dydy` No more N76 lah. Lol. Yes! VERY SHUAI! (:

Peimei` Yah! So busy lor! Dont even have time to eat fastfood! LOL.

Yiqian` Huh? Got so cham arhs? Lol. Then you changing phone again?