I hate red.
No, I hate cramps.
Nonono, I hate menses! -.-


I'm seriously in great painnnnnnnnn.
Feel like vomiting and in cold sweat now.
Save meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Physics, Maths P2, Poa, Social Studies and Science MCQ and I'll be freeeeeeeeeee!
5more papersssssssssss.
Time really flies uh.

I want to go shopping!
I want to go out!
I WANT TO STOP STUDYING -.-!

Till that day.
Sorry, I was never clear about my own feelings.
So, if you know what I mean.
It's not impossible la, but I just need time.
More time, just not now.





O'levels craze!
Papers were manageable till now! (:
Super happy for my Chemistry paper!
I guess my hardwork will pay off huh, haha.
English, Amaths were okay la, nothing much.
Geography later, brain please dont leave me alone.
Tmr is Maths &Amaths, report at 7am?
Gosh la, super early -.-





Bye, off to prepare and study abit then meet Weijie to study in school!

I dont knw what's wrong with me today.
So wrong, so... not me.
I dont knw what I'm thinking.
I... think I'm crazy.


Sometimes, I hope I can play the button, rewind.
Sometimes, I hope I had never sent that msg.
Sometimes, I hope I had never agree to that.
Sometimes, I hope I had never made that decision.
Sometimes, I hope I dont have to grow up.
Sometimes, I hope... I can go back to you.


What if I said everyone deserves a second chance?
Including you.
Even though I had given up on you long ago?
Even though I said it's impossible?
Even though I said, it'll be the last time saying those eh, three words?


What's the use saying all this la!
I think you dont even know I'm referring to you lor.



Better off dead.
Since, I'm supposed to be.
Well, soon?
Maybe.
Maybe not.




I think I'd been sneezing for at least 70times today alr.
I'm not kidding.
Seriously sick, with super red nose now.
I wonder, are you thinking of me?
Joking la!
But I hope it's true, bcos somehow..
I dont knw la.



I guess I was never clear about my feelings.
So better keep it to myself and stop it here.



Stop it Jessica, it's enough.
Stop all these nonsense.
Ignore me.
And pardon me from my super weird mood this few days.



O'level here I comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Feeling so stressed up suddenly.
And I'm falling sick la, or maybe alr fell sick.
Zzz.
I'm dieing, will you miss me?
Hmm.
If you really know what I mean and how I feel.



I hate falling sick, somemore O'lvl is here.
Damn this stupid illness.



Weijie view my blog didnt tag!
Asshole huh?! LOL.
Eh, wahlaos.
Now I damn emo lei, feel like crying.
You say you super pro at emo de lor, then where are you now?!
Emo with me la ):
Haha?

{Edited}

And ya! Ytd had a super stupid conversation with Weijie on the way back home.
Lol, seems like got new topic to talk on alr. HAHA!
And how many more days can he accompany me home?
Lol, dare not to think anw.
But Weijie, reading this?
THANK YOU FOR ACCOMPANY BACK HOME, TAKING THE 856 BUS ALMOST EVERYDAY, except weekends obviously!
Lol, at least I wont be that lonely. Haha!

Back to topic, we were talking about the future gfs/bfs of ppl!
Haha, not bad lei him.
He said, he think I'll be able to find a bf the first year I go poly.
LOL! Not bad lei, means I'm also quite attractive right?!
Joking la! Haha!
Then began to think of how my future bf will be like, damn funny.
And he thinks that ... suits me. But why?! -.-
Unlike charges dont attract.
We also thought of others as well, super stupid.



I dont knw what to say anymore.
I can only sense my future blocked with darkness.



I dont want us to fall apart, understand?
I dont even know how I'm feeling right now.
Teach me how to face my real feelings, anyone?
I'm sorry.
You shld know I'm referring to you.

Let me briefly blog about things.
Boo la. I seriously cant resist the temptation of using the computer la.

O'lvl is here, and I'm slacking.
I am afraid, but actually I felt prepared lei.
For I dont knw why also, although I only studied Science, Geography and Maths only.
POA, small small la.
Lol, kidding, of course will study also la.
Dont want my A1 fly away lei.
I'm worried about my English, zzz.


Today was O'lvl science practical.
Boo la, stupid questions that never really encountered before, zzz.
But at least I wont fail lor.
I think, la. Lol.

1. I MUST STUDY!
2. I SHOULD STUDY!
3. I WILL STUDY!

Of course I know actions speak louder than words ):

End this misery please.

ONG RUYI! MY HOUSE! NOT YOURS ):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERMAINE!

Yea, I'm the second who wished you! (:


Ytd was the birthday celebration.
Alot of things happened la.
I had bruises on my hand!
Must be when kana throw into the Swimming pool -.-
My whole body was aching now T.T
Thankyou for all those presents &cards! <3>
Shall blog about it next time when I'd gotten all the pictures, so I can update once and for all(:
Come'on Sharon, Danial and Shermaine! Send me the photos!
Sharon, invite me to your blog la, then I can grab picture easily :x LOL.




Shall post pictures on Graduation Day!
Since I'd gotten all the pictures except the air rifle people one, with Eleanor.
Paiseh for the big-sized photo!
Cos I lazy upload twice, haha.


FRIENDSSSSS!





Yuding!



Yanni!



Chermaine!



Xinyi!



Junting!




TEAM-MATES!


ELEANOR!



WANGFENG!



KANGJING!





3e5'07 & 4e5'08









TINA!



SHERMAINE!





YINGPEI!



MICHELLE!



ZOE!



WENDY!



PEIYING!




SHERLYN!



SHEREEN!



WEIQI!



GUANJIE!



WEIJIE!



LOUIS!



YANHAN!



DANIAL!







Peimei, Jinqiang and Guojie!
You three are wanted by me!
Take pictureeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees(:

THIRD POST!

Today is graduation day!
Finally graduated from YTSS alr!
Time seriously flies la.
Seriously cant bear to leave the school la.
Of course not those lessons la, duh.
It's those laughters and crazy moments with friends! ):
I seriously very she bu de lor.
At least 2years of friendship lei.
How to let go just like that, zzz.


Thankyou those who gave me Graduation card.
Thankyou Tina, Gwen, Michelle, Zoe, Wendy, Valerie, Yuding, Shuyan, Sherlyn, Sheeren, Shermaine, Danial.
Some really touched me la.
I'll never forget those times we'd been thru tgt! (:
Will look back years later and still rmb you guys! :D



Shall post pictures with friends when I get all the pictures from others!
Post only with teachers for now!



Mrs G. Ong!
Take good care of your health and thankyou for teaching me Amaths& Maths! (:




Mr J. Siau!
Thankyou for willing to spend time and go thru with me those orals, compositions and everything luh!
I'm not an outsider in the photo! ):





Ms Chiang LN!
Thankyou for your wonderful Geography and Social Studies notes!
You're a super wonderful teacher!





Ms Tan TM!
Thankyou for all those chocolates you gave me (:




Ms Shirley Lim!
Thankyou for teaching me Physics and clear my doubts!

Second post!
Going blog about my Birthday uh!
Haha.


Thankyou everyone for those wishes and presents!
Although I received super little this year.
Hope tmr will can more! LOL.


Presentsssss~

Firstly, the air rifle people!
Thankyou Eleanor, Huiyuan, Wangfeng, Dengchao and Guojie for the mirror and sticker?
Haha.

Secondly, the air rifle people as well!
Thankyou Jinqiang and Guojie for those pinky and piggy stuff!
Aiseh Guojie, shared both lei, me very touched worsxzx.
But for this present, mostly thanks to Jinqiang uh.
And... ya.

I dont knw what to say to you la. I'm so... zzz. The things you did really touched me. You seem to do like so many things, while I'm like doing nothing.I'm guilty you know, I'm really dont knw how to say to you la. It seems like I'm the one being so damn selfish. Leaving you doing things behind my back, even though sometimes I still know it. And that's the point la! You dont have to do so many things for me la. I mean, ya. You can do, but it's way too much alr.

But still thankyou so much for what you had done for me. And we wont just stop here de, right? I believe we can still be good friends de(: I'm not asking you to forget what had happen and befriend again. I just want our relationship back to how it was during Sec2&3, even thought we're not tgt, even thought we're just friends.

I mean, I dont know what's waiting for me in the future also la. Maybe, who knows what might happen tmr and change our lives right? You said you alr planned out your path, but still unexpected things will occur one de what. Just, study hard. And I believe if you put in your effort, you'll be able to achieve what you want.

And I promise, I'll be there for you if you need me. I'm just a call or a message away. I'll try my very best to help. Bcos it's you. The one who had really brighten up my life.



And no more presents alr!
Super sad can, lol.



Thankyou those who keep singing birthday song for me!
Esp Danial and the girls, haha.


Thankyou those who messaged me Happy Birthday!
Esp those who stayed up to midnight eh, touched ok.
P.s Shermaine you're the first girl! But you're sixth! Although it's 12.01! Haha.

1. Mike
2. HongXing
3. Samuel
4. Weijie
5. Guojie
6. Shermaine
7. Eleanor
8. Yiqian
9. Tina
10. Huiyuan
11. Zoe
12. Michelle Lim
    
13. Yuding
14. Wendy Huin
15. Ruyi
16. Winny
17. Jasreen
18. Baoyi
19. Joey
20. Valerie
21. Gwen
22. Peiying
23. Kangjing
24. Sherlyn
25. Weiyee
26. Peimei
27. Jinqiang
28. Xianghui

Thankyou those who wishes me happy birthday!
Ms Goh CP, Shereen, Sharon, Najeer, Aidil, Danial, Chinrong, Clarence, Szexin &friends and alot alot more la! (Lazy, sorry)


Thankyou for those who tagged my board to wish me!
Peimei, Yiqian, Ruyi, Sherlyn, Yongqi.


Thankyou for those friendster comments as well!
(Lazy, sorry)


Thankyou Yongqi and Joey for still remembering my birthday!
Primary school friends lei, very unbelievable.
Goodluck for O'lvl!
Haha. Loveees <3>




A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU!

I appreciate it, I really do!
Thankyou alot alot.
It's the thought that counts(:

So many pictures to upload!
There's more to come tmr! I just hate uploading la.
But I love to take pictures! Lol.
First post for today!
Post overdued things!



ATTENTION !


Tmr please meet at Khatib Mrt station at 5.20pm!

Those late will not be forgiven and you'll find your way there! Haha.
Those coming to JSZ party!
Those who is coming late or something, please find your way there!
Address : 89 Yishun Street 81, Tower 7.
Or call either me, Shermaine or Zoe.
Please dont go MIA, no refund will be made hor! LOL.
P.s Bring present ok :p



Sherlyn nice nice birthday card that I made!
Written by me&gwen.
Sherlyn, dont shy shy~ LOL.




My bleeding ear.
LOL, dont knw why bleed also.
Maybe I'm going die or something la.
HAHA!




I'd spent so much time doing these cards!
Cut and write until my fingers breaking lor.
And do till midnight, sacrifised my study time luh!
Full with love ok!
Treasure it people, for those who had received it (:




Dont you think I suit the bagpack more than Shermaine? :P

Feel so tired and sick.
Hate this period of the month.
Sucks big time la.


Please, dont.
Dont make me feel guilty.
I'm sorry for what I had done.
Since I'm not the victim, I dont knw how bad was the damage I'd done la.
But I'm human, I have feelings too.
So, yah..
What you did is enough.
Seriously enough le, just stop here.
You want me to be happy, dont you?
I'm sorry for how selfish I am, but it's impossible between us afterall.





3 more days, do you remember what day is that?
Maybe, it's not important to you at all.
That day will let me realise how important I'm in your heart.
I shall just wait and see, since there's nothing else I can do.

It's the thought that counts.
Everyone knew this sentence.
But how exactly sincere are you?
Prove it to me.