Saturday, October 18, 2008 ; 9:11 PM
I dont knw what's wrong with me today.
So wrong, so... not me.
I dont knw what I'm thinking.
I... think I'm crazy.
Sometimes, I hope I can play the button, rewind.
Sometimes, I hope I had never sent that msg.
Sometimes, I hope I had never agree to that.
Sometimes, I hope I had never made that decision.
Sometimes, I hope I dont have to grow up.
Sometimes, I hope... I can go back to you.
What if I said everyone deserves a second chance?
Including you.
Even though I had given up on you long ago?
Even though I said it's impossible?
Even though I said, it'll be the last time saying those eh, three words?
What's the use saying all this la!
I think you dont even know I'm referring to you lor.
Better off dead.
Since, I'm supposed to be.
Well, soon?
Maybe.
Maybe not.
I think I'd been sneezing for at least 70times today alr.
I'm not kidding.
Seriously sick, with super red nose now.
I wonder, are you thinking of me?
Joking la!
But I hope it's true, bcos somehow..
I dont knw la.
I guess I was never clear about my feelings.
So better keep it to myself and stop it here.
Stop it Jessica, it's enough.
Stop all these nonsense.
Ignore me.
And pardon me from my super weird mood this few days.
O'level here I comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
So wrong, so... not me.
I dont knw what I'm thinking.
I... think I'm crazy.
Sometimes, I hope I can play the button, rewind.
Sometimes, I hope I had never sent that msg.
Sometimes, I hope I had never agree to that.
Sometimes, I hope I had never made that decision.
Sometimes, I hope I dont have to grow up.
Sometimes, I hope... I can go back to you.
What if I said everyone deserves a second chance?
Including you.
Even though I had given up on you long ago?
Even though I said it's impossible?
Even though I said, it'll be the last time saying those eh, three words?
What's the use saying all this la!
I think you dont even know I'm referring to you lor.
Better off dead.
Since, I'm supposed to be.
Well, soon?
Maybe.
Maybe not.
I think I'd been sneezing for at least 70times today alr.
I'm not kidding.
Seriously sick, with super red nose now.
I wonder, are you thinking of me?
Joking la!
But I hope it's true, bcos somehow..
I dont knw la.
I guess I was never clear about my feelings.
So better keep it to myself and stop it here.
Stop it Jessica, it's enough.
Stop all these nonsense.
Ignore me.
And pardon me from my super weird mood this few days.
O'level here I comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!