I hate it when there's no reception. Hate it when I cant talk to you. Meant to be like this? I've a feeling that all these are not true. But, what can I do? What's the problem w me. I shall try to refrain myself from going crazy over guys -.-




Back from class chalet. I'm sick, had a painful sore thoart, due to all those screamings. Haha. So I'm trying not to talk now, and I think my voice sounds weird. Boohoo. Headache, and I dont knw why my neck &forehead are hot. I hope I'm not seriously sick la. Haha, or else maybe Guiling will kill me? Lol. Lucky didnt go for work today, although Gang asked me to ytd.

So ytd met w friends and went to Downtown east. Reached there ard 1.15pm ba, then there was like nth to do. So keep playing cards, which made me keep screaming la. I think I'm crazy la, scream for the slightest things. Haha. Then ltr decided for very long, but still didnt go to escape. Lol, lame shit lor. Go the chalet like watch tv, play cards, talk and eat only -.- Then got scary things happen to the cards. Dont knw really is coincidence or what lei, but it's like wth la. Same place, same type of card which went missing somemore lei. Shall not elaborate. But anyway, I think Weijie &Cheehao's expression superb funny la. Lol!

What a long day, I thought it was like going 4am or something when it's only 1am plus. Lol! So a grp of them go explore the Redhouse thingy while I went back the room w Gwen they all. Aiya, very scary la! Somemore before that, there were talking abt ghost stories in a dark room. Super scared lor, I no guts to explore those things la. Lol.

So played cards w the guys agn. I think I play cards games very pro de can! Haha, dont underestimate me lor. Played till ard 5.30am. Time passed super fast then. Then after that decided to go Pasir Ris Park to watch sunrise. But omg, it's way too early -.- No sunrise la, sea breeze jiu have. Haha. Then I was too tiring, so I fell asleep sitting at the rocks there while waiting for the sunrise. Then w those impatient friends, we only waited for like 15mins and went back to the room -.- Haha, lame la! Maybe bcos it's seriously too cold and too early for the sun to rise or whatever reason that is.

Then went back the room and only one bed is available for so many ppl! Lol, then Ken was sleeping on the bed next to the available bed. Then Me, Yingpei, Gwen &Michelle squeezed at the one small available bed. Wahlao, damn cold can. The blanket dont knw is what blanket la, got holes de -.-! Lousy. I was seriously damn damn cold la, but too tired alr, so still slept. Haha. Then sleep till halfway I heard someone asking if I was having high fever or not. I was too lazy to open my eyes, so I was still like semi-sleeping, lol! Then I felt a hand touching my forehead. But dont knw is who lei! Gwen also heard it, but just dont knw is who. That point of time didnt think too far cos very tired. Now think back got abit scary, cos I dont knw who touched my forehead. Issit you, Yingpei? Haha. So from 6am plus slept till 9am plus! I slept for so short only lei! Tiredtired. I first time slept so short in my entire life lei, I feel so pathetic. Haha.


Now, I feel like sleeping. Trying very hard to open my eyes. But very scared ltr very lil chance to use compt, so trying to fight myself awake. So I'm not sleeping, taiwan dramas! (:




I'm always waiting for you to take the first step.
So when's the second step?