Monday, January 12, 2009 ; 8:08 AM
Finally, it's 12jan. Urghh, no matter how many ppl dread today, it still came. Zzz. I'm very scared.
I chldnt sleep ytd night. I turned off my phone, for the very very very first time. That time was ard 12 midnight. The reason I turned off my phone was bcos, I dont feel like talking on the phone, all I have in mind was results. Although I can just reject any calls instead of turning off my phone. But aiya, dont want any disruptions. Lol. I thought I chldnt sleep, but I fell asleep. Hah. But, I woke up ard 1plus. And then, I kept turning left and right. Chldnt sleep! I keep thinking abt my future lei! I was like trying to sleep, close my eyes super tightly, but still cannot sleep. Then the last timing I saw before I fell asleep was 4am plus le. The number 16 kept appearing in my mind! I dont want it to be my result! ): I'm not greedy la, just let me get into the course I want! Zzz. And then, I woke up at 7am plus, and I feel very very very nervous now! I had butterflies in my stomach, and feeling very jellied.
I cant imagine what my reaction will be when I receive that result on that sheet of paper. Bob consoled me by sneaking into my school to chng the results -.- Lol, thanks uh. Haha, this is your way to not make me feel gan jiong hor. I alr feel like crying now! Serious lei, I get PSLE also not this scared lor. I hope ltr I'll cry out loud, tears of joy. Just like how unexpected my MotherTongue result is. But, I sense that lady luck is not w me today! ):
I wonder will my luck use up if I keep wishing other ppl good luck? Lol, lame. K, whatever.
Pleaseplease, it's not as though I never studied lei! Okay, I admit I didnt really study for my Geography and Maths -.- But other subjects I studied and practised like crazy can. That point of time I seriously bang my head into those books ¬es lei. Ppl say you'll reap what you sow. But sometimes reality proves it wrong.
I'll blog abt my results only if I scored like super well, up to top scorer or something. Haha, kidding, cos it's impossible. Want to knw my results, you'll have to ask me. Dont ask my friends -.- I want to knw if you're really concern abt my results lei, haha.
I chldnt sleep ytd night. I turned off my phone, for the very very very first time. That time was ard 12 midnight. The reason I turned off my phone was bcos, I dont feel like talking on the phone, all I have in mind was results. Although I can just reject any calls instead of turning off my phone. But aiya, dont want any disruptions. Lol. I thought I chldnt sleep, but I fell asleep. Hah. But, I woke up ard 1plus. And then, I kept turning left and right. Chldnt sleep! I keep thinking abt my future lei! I was like trying to sleep, close my eyes super tightly, but still cannot sleep. Then the last timing I saw before I fell asleep was 4am plus le. The number 16 kept appearing in my mind! I dont want it to be my result! ): I'm not greedy la, just let me get into the course I want! Zzz. And then, I woke up at 7am plus, and I feel very very very nervous now! I had butterflies in my stomach, and feeling very jellied.
I cant imagine what my reaction will be when I receive that result on that sheet of paper. Bob consoled me by sneaking into my school to chng the results -.- Lol, thanks uh. Haha, this is your way to not make me feel gan jiong hor. I alr feel like crying now! Serious lei, I get PSLE also not this scared lor. I hope ltr I'll cry out loud, tears of joy. Just like how unexpected my MotherTongue result is. But, I sense that lady luck is not w me today! ):
I wonder will my luck use up if I keep wishing other ppl good luck? Lol, lame. K, whatever.
Pleaseplease, it's not as though I never studied lei! Okay, I admit I didnt really study for my Geography and Maths -.- But other subjects I studied and practised like crazy can. That point of time I seriously bang my head into those books ¬es lei. Ppl say you'll reap what you sow. But sometimes reality proves it wrong.
I'll blog abt my results only if I scored like super well, up to top scorer or something. Haha, kidding, cos it's impossible. Want to knw my results, you'll have to ask me. Dont ask my friends -.- I want to knw if you're really concern abt my results lei, haha.
date: 27June, 10.30pm.
mood: hen fan ahhhh!.
listening: You are not alone ; MJ
random: i dont wanna screw up my MST.