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Saturday, February 28, 2009 ; 2:04 PM

It's February 28! The last day of Feb, and tmr will be a new month, March.

So many months since I last studied. The last paper was on 11November if I didnt rmb wrongly. I started working two days after. 13Nov, until 13February. Exaclty 3months, excluding those breaks I took. And then now, I'm doing nothing but rotting everyday, waiting 13April to arrive. I guess there's alot of things happening on the 13th huh, lol. 13March, seems to indicating something. No, not that. Not what you're thinking.



I think I'm a very unreasonable person.

I want everything(almost) to go my way. I will often want others to do/follow what I want. I always need somebody there for/with me, no matter what. I hate to be alone, I dont like to be alone, I cant be alone. I get irritated/pissed off easily when I'm not in good mood, and began to dislike the person. I tend to badmouthed abt ppl I hate. I seems to be those happy-go-lucky type, but actually I'm not. At all. Alot of ppl think that I make friends easily, but actually I dont. I dont speak to strangers, cos I dont have the courage. But I can go ultra crazy w those girlfriends of mine. I love hanging out w friends, and sometimes I seriously think there's no need of a boyfriend. I always expect guys to have initiative, and keep myself waiting, doing nothing. Even though, most of the times I'm taking the first big step(quite ironic). I can go super crazy over guys, yes I'm those kind of hua-chi type which most ppl labelled as.
I'm the worst girl you whld ever met. Most prob the worst girl you ever want to hang out with. Haha, that's all.



Two pretty laptops (in pink)! Awww.

; 1:46 PM

TAGS REPLY


Ruyi` Lol, you're like working now. Haha, when you stop working? Like what thing meaningful? Lol.

Weijie` Is bcos everybody knows you wont come out, exclaiming you no money again and again. RIGHT?!

Guanjie` I replied those previous tags le la, lol. Kao, I knw I very cute la okay. I admit, so I wont blush. Haha! I wont blush de okay, lame shit. What thing I cry? Lol, omg, when did I praise you. I must be out of my mind. Haha! Knw your biggest secret la, what secre you still got. Hah, I clever de okay.

Yingpei` I very fat meh!? I decided to go on a diet before I go for my medical checkup, lol! I spent alot of money this few weeks le lor!

Xianghui` Haha, meetup soon! (:

Shereen` Haha, you all when holiday?! Faster holiday= faster meeetup! :D

Emma` Lol, I understand -.-

Passerby` Will okay, my video is nicer than yours. By the way, I didnt watch your 1min video. Lame la okay, haha!

Peimei` Then jiu must wait till I not lazy liao. Haha! :x

Annie` Very long never see you le. Miss gossiping! Haha.

Dinosor` Haha, what a cool name you got here. Whatever copyright it is, lol. Yea, chnged email. I got add you in MSN! Haha. You plan le then say lor. I where got everytime go msia -.-

Frederick` Lol, you ask her lor. No la, it's like wrong pronounciation or something. There's something wrong w her tongue you see, haha!

Sharon` Lol, you have to make sure every girls dont come menses on that day lor. HAHA! Eh, invite me to your blog lei. Lol.

Dydy` So sad la. But I knw you dont mind gg again one right, lol. Alot of things to see?! Does it includes shuai ge?! HAHA.

Yingpei's KB` YOU WHERE GOT CUTE!

Zoe` LOL! Serious, my bf is the best bf of all. Next time I secretly show you. You cannot tell others okay. Haha! Are you sure you can make it everyday?! Haha, we shall go exercise also :D

Gwen` REALLY?! Haha, I left you offline MSN msg, go see. Freaking irritating pissed off. Guanjie says my fringe looks like pomelo! -.- Lol, next week is when?!




I did something, so wrong. And I wonder why I did that.

Friday, February 27, 2009 ; 7:31 PM

I think my brother went crazy or something -.- Alfred that is. He's like shaking his head along w the music, while eating and studying/reading at the same time. Siao ginna.



NEED TO MEET W ALOT OF PPL!
Christina and Yuding, your bday present! Peimei sexayeee, Eleanor mazi, and Zoe, your vday present! Jinqiang, well I suppose your bday present? Guojie, your chocos (gonna be inside my stomach sooner or ltr :p)! AND TAN WEIJIE, MY CAP AND 99WAFFLES! >:(

Supposingly, there's another person. BUT, I guess it's not worth it anymore la. Waste my time, effort and everything that is.


I'm like so free but I'm so lazy to go out and meet ppl to pass them their presents. Haha, although Yishun is only one stop away. Although Tina and Zoe and TAN WEIJIE's house are some blocks away, but I hate walking la. Lol! I'm so sorry that I'm not sincere enough. Haha, had to kick off my bad habits yo.



Comeon, I'm so free everyday till 13April, which is the start of orientation. Why still got ppl working, stop working and go out w me! Refering to Zoe and Gwen! Yingpei faster come back from Genting! JC faster holiday, lol! And, faster have outings! :D

I wanna go Sentosaaaaaaaaaaa(random).



I'm gonna go IT fair and buy laptop, instead buying it at school. Cos I want a pretty laptop, even though it's heavy and it'll lag or whatsoever bad problems it'll give. I'm not practical de okay, and so? Comon Zoe, cannot forget our date! HAHA.



I'm bored, nobody entertaining me. I dont have ppl to spam w videos, and haolian abt my handsome bf. My bf's popping very nice de okay. HAHA. But some ppl dont knw how to appreciate one lor. Lol. Hello, you shld knw I'm refering to you! I got alot of nice videos alr, lol! Ahhh, sian 2/2.



My hair is very messy nowadays. Need a proper haircut. My bangs are getting longer, obstructing my view and thus everytime got performance(center partings and such). Need a new haircut, a new hairstyle. Wanna dye my hair. New look, haha! WHATEVER. Thinking of not having bangs liao, or else ppl keep saying I like so childish/nerdy or whatsoever! Haha.



Random, random, random. Sleeping past midnight everyday, dark circles and eye bags!


P.s My bf seriously very handsome de hor, super talented also. Aww, heart melts (gonna die soon). Mai siao siao. Haha!

; 3:17 PM

Fffffffffffffffff. Yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Not feeling anywhere better.
I feel like scolding hell lots of vulgarities, but I'm not going to. Civilised person okay. Whatever.

Just shut the f up.
My blog is boring, bye.
CLICK.



我会发着呆, 然后忘记你, 接着紧紧闭上眼.
想着那一天, 会有人代替, 让我不再想念你.

Thursday, February 26, 2009 ; 12:11 PM

Unlucky, unlucky.

Damnit, I'm not gonna give a damn what you think. And even what you said. You're nothing to me. Yes, nothing. Freaking asshole, who do you think you are to me in the first place?


Stay strong.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009 ; 9:59 AM

I had been sleeping at past midnight and waking up at 8am or so everyday. Somebody please teach me how to sleep longer. Although I think sleeping is a waste of time, zzz.



A guy will ask you out , if he's really interested.

He'll call you back, if he's really interested.

Anw, it's from He's just not that into you.
Yea, you're just not that into me huh.

There's nth wrong w my phone.
Rather, I think there's something wrong w me.


So wrong, everything is just so damn wrong.
It was a mistake from the start. Get over it.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009 ; 5:34 PM

THIS IS MY 501th POST. Hahaha, cant believe got so many.



Boredboredbored. Think there's something wrong w my phone, or not. Blah, whatever. Dont give a damn abt it. Gonna let it goooooooooooooooo.



Oh, sort of figured out what to do for the SP enrolment thing. Hate english, made me so irritated reading it, futhermore it's so boring. I mean there's interesting english also what! Like, storybook? Haha, whatever. Okay, broken english. Ahh, whatever.

Online enrol alr! Enrol at SP on 10march 9.45am. Early early, I signed up ltr than Michelle still earlier than, how funny. Michelle is 10march 10am. So still got anybody's timing is ard the same then we can go tgt! :D

So now still left w the fees and medical checkup. Urghhhh, money money money.




Went out w Yingpei ytd, Zoe joined us after her work. I'm very lazy to blog abt it, but I just wanna blog one main point!

ME AND YINGPEI SUPER GOT MO QI(dont deny)! Haha! We went to Robinsons, then was walking to Wisma. But I wanted to go to Taka to show her something cos she doesnt believe me(again!). Then she wanted to take MRT and trained to Orchard, which I dont want. So we walked there, although she complained very far, lol. Then infront got a Taka Jewelery shop, then we tgt said reached Taka liao. Haha! Something like that la, it's the same sentence and timing, just that I forgotten what is the actual sentence, lol.

And not bad, me and Zoe bought abt the same NUM top, just that the wordings are different. Haha! Cool man Zoe.

Oh, I nearly forgot. FREDERICK, Yingpei called you fregie(?). Haha!

I realised I'd been saying(not scolding, cos it just came out of my mouth) alot of vulgarities these few days. Haha. Ytd in Mrt was a lil bit too loud. Vulgar me. Kick me. Haha!




P.s Please feel honoured if I reply you at the tagboard. Still will reply at one go by blog post. But as I'm seriously super bored and whatsoever, will reply some at the tagboard. HAHA. Cos I'm super lazy to reply tags by blog post as the tags accumulate.

Monday, February 23, 2009 ; 2:50 PM

Strangers to friends, friends to lovers.
And then, lovers back to friends. (always have lame and stupid excuses)
Perhaps friends to strangers as well?


It was indicating the end when it started.
Back to square one, the old self.
Sick of hearing lame and stupid excuses, stop it.


One day I'll..



WHAT ARE YOU TRING TO HIGHLIGHT?!

There's nothing for you to see dear lovely reader (:

; 12:04 PM

Changed email, please take note. yiqiannn-@hotmail.com
Gonna chng my friendster, facebook and whatever thing I'm still using to the new email.
Yea, no more weird/unknown ppl talking to me. HAHA.

Just added 101 ppl in my new a/c in MSN, still have 200plus contacts. I think my fingers had exercised alot from ytd, haha. Added close friends, classmates, rifle peeps and mono yono peeps. Others if I didnt add you, please help by adding, cos I'm very lazy. Thankyou.
Havent sort it into grps, messy messy. Shall tidy up my MSN thingy tmr.


Life's boring as usual. Nothing entertaining. Well, right.

Received the Poly package. Damn it, it's freaking confusing and troublesome. Medical checkups, payment and enrolment. Kao, also dont knw what to do now. Huge sum of fees, lucky I'm not the one affording for it, lol! A lil bit regret didnt go JC, it whld have saved all these troubles. Sigh.



Going town ltr again! Haha, lame shit I knw. Gonna go w Yingpei first. She's losing weight now o.o Haha, and meet Zoe after her work. I hope the Guess shop has the wallet that I'm looking for, or esle I'll have to go back Vivo to buy it -.- Damn it, freak it.


WHO WANTS TO GO JURONG POINT?! Michelle?! Wendy?!
I knw Yingpei sure on one right, haha. Gonna rot like shit at home.


Phone faster ring, then I can get out of this house! Freaking bored.





寂 寞 很 吵 , 我 很 安 静.
情 绪 很 多 , 我 很 镇 静.


固 执 算 不 算 任 性 的 要 求,

付 出 也 可 能 看 不 到 结 果.



承 诺 算 不 算 任 性 的 要 求,

人 总 是 不 能 太 容 易 感 动.



当 爱 失 去 自 我 , 失 去 包 容.
只 想 要 , 从 混 乱 解 脱.

Sunday, February 22, 2009 ; 5:06 PM

I spent my whole day looking at this screen. Well, not really whole day la, but since morning. HAHA. Had been talking w Cheehao since 11am plus till now. Kao, ard 5hrs or so alr lor. Think he too pro alr, can talk so long. Okay la, mostly is I talking.

We were talking abt my handsome Xiaole at first! :D Cool, loveeeeeee Xiaole. Handsome, charming, cute, adorable, can sing and can dance! Searched alot of Xiaole's videos for him. Love Xiaole's popping, think guys who knw how to dance popping are handsome! But nobody can beats Xiaole, that's for sure. Haha!


Must watch all or you'll regret. Freaking handsome! HAHA.

; 9:29 AM

Happy birthday Goh Jinqiang! (:

P.s I'm not heartless. I'll treat you like how I treat my friends. I also can stay up just to wish you like how I did to others.



Knw the meaning of impossible?

Saturday, February 21, 2009 ; 11:18 AM

So thurs went out w Yingpei to town. We conquered ALMOST every part of town la. Yea la, I knw not all, thankyou for reminding me -.- We went to Fareast, Tangs, Wisma, Taka, Shaw House, Paragon, Wheelock, Hereen, Cineleisure, Pacific Plaza(only stepped inside, lol!). I found out that we didnt go Lucky Plaza. HAHA, and some other stupid places -.-

For the whole trip, I only spend money on food and a $1 thingy. HAHA. Pathetic I knw, zzz. Wasted trip.
Anw, Yingpei wanted to buy a watch, so we were like going into almost every watch shop or whatsoever. And then, I told her that the watch got discount which is $129(at Hereen) and she dont believe me! Cos at first we saw at Wisma is $188(?). Then we went to Cine, and then saw the same watch which is also $129! I told her again and she still dont believe me and want me to ask the salesgirl whereby I'm not the one who wanted to buy it! Lol, so in the end really is $129 la. Actual price was $285. It was like a steal! (learnt from Emma) Haha! So she bought it. And she wanted me to blog and bluff everyone that her watch cost $285, but people, she only bought it at $129 :D


Oh, and haha, we talked alot during the whole trip. While mostly is me! HAHA. Boo Yingpei, lousy.




Fri which is ytd went Vivo w Emma the elephant! Haha.

Went to watch Movie first, He's just not that into you. Boo the show, it's super confusing. Cant figure who is who in the show, cos most of them look alike -.- It's like no climax or anything, like some TV shows air on Channel5. Hahaha. But at least the movie let me knw what the guys actions really mean lor, at least now I understand a lil bit more why. Btw, the movie got alot of kissing scences so yea, funny. Then there was a bunch of Angmohs sitting beside us. And their reactions are damn funny and they made a lot of comments. HAHA. I thinking I was laughing at them more then laughing at the movie, lol.

Was damn hungry alr. So we went to eat Sakae buffet! Damn freaking full, big big round round tummy. HAHA! Was super full alr when I ate ard 3/4 plates. Wahlao, super bo hua. But in the end we still managed to cover the amount of plates we are supposed to eat. Lol.

Walked ard Vivo and HabourFront. Yea, I bought clthes. And I bought a wallet for my father. Burnt a hole in my bank. I spent hundred plus just ytd. Was quite irritated that the Guess shop closed alr, zzz. But on the other hand, means that my bank dont have another hole! HAHA. Woah, as compared to going out that day w Yingpei is omg lor. Nehmind.


Pictures.



Thursday, February 19, 2009 ; 7:47 AM

Dont ask why I made my blog private.

Yeahhhhhh. I got two dates! HAHA. Going out w Yingpei ltr to town. And going w Emma tmr to Vivo! Hohoho, hope I wont get lost eh. Lol.
I'm super excited. And happyyyyy. Haha, at least I dont have to rot at home.

P/s First time Yingpei jio me out eh. HAHA!




I woke up at 7.30am today -.- Cos the house phone is like ringing nonstop! I was thinking like, okay it's gonna stop soon, so just ignore it. But wahlao, stop and ring again. And I'm super lazy to crawl out of my bed to answer it. Moreover it's not for me! Kaoszxsz.

I mean nobody calls me to my house phone la, although the number is super easy to memorise. HAHA. Well, except for Weiyee sometimes. But urghh, hate to use the house phone, zzz. Maybe I shld pluck out the phone line before I sleep every night. HAHA.

Anw, I dont answer the house phone even though it's next to me. Cos I find it stupid to answer it when it's never for me, and then I have to pass it to my bro or mother(mostly) -.- Unless, I'm alone at home. But, haha, sometimes I'll ignore it cos it wont be for me anyway. Lazy you knw. You knw what handphones are for? :D

Wednesday, February 18, 2009 ; 11:19 AM





Dont bother highlighting.

我 想 要 说 , 我 那 天 没 说 的 那 句 话.

I was wondering why as time passed, the feelings fluctuate. I dont have the initiative, and I dont fight for what I want. There's so much I want to tell you. But words always stucked in my thoart. Super pissed off w myself sometimes. I wanted to say alot alot alot seriously alot of things. But I just seriously dont have the courage. One-sided. 是我想太多, 我也这样说.

I slept quite late last night as I was waiting. Then my phone rang(vibrate). It's just next to me, and yet I just stared at it. Once, twice and thrice. Then it stopped vibrating. One missed call. And I was wondering why I didnt pick up afterwards. I wanted to sms, but what's the point when it wont be replied? And then, I asked myself, so what if I picked up. There's actually nth that I can say lor. Instead of replying whatever and lame, maybe I rather ignore that call? There's always an awkward silence happening recently. Seems like there's nothing to talk about anymore. Except for rotrotrot? That's how I really feel la.

And do you ever wonder why I seldom call you.

3more weeks, to be more exact 23more days. How many more phone calls.

; 10:59 AM

Damn, Youtube is down. And it's only 11am now. How shld I spend my time today -.- Freaking bored.


I'm craving for chocos now. I mean since last night. Need chocos to make me happy laaaaaa. And I'm lazy to cross the road to 7-11, and lazy to walk to the nearby Shop &Save, even lazier to walk to Sunplaza.


I want to pierce my ear. Third earhole for my right ear! Haha, did I mention suddenly I have four earholes? Cos I just realised one of my earholes didnt close. Okays, whatever. I want a tataoo at my back. No, not ahlian.


Yingpei, let's go out. I'm rotting.


TAGS REPLY.

Ruyi` Why you dont wanna learn? ): I want to learn! Chocos are nice. Lol, thanks la. Let's go out again. I'm rotting.

NGJ` EXCUSE ME, I GOT CALLER ID ALR CAN! So I knw who's the boliao person lor, asshole. HAHA. Dont want give you chocos alr. Lol.

Sherlyn` LOVES!

Youwei` Welcome (:

Gwen` Lol, where got evil. I'm such a nice person, ahhahaha. I also want to watch bride wars!

Guanjie` Emo your head la. Stop accusing me and exclaimed I'm emo okay! I'm not, and I just want to write what I really feel what. I dint cry or what lei. Not bad, still got ppl want rape me de. HAHA. Then you ABNN lor. Lol. Dont have pomolo head ok! Ppl still says I look like foreigner when I tie up my hair w this kinda of fringe hor! Haha! Excuse me, I didnt blush at all okay. You keep say I blushing. Aiya, tell you la. I blushed cos I see you too handsome alr. Lol! NOT EMO AT ALL.

Jessica` Haha, why need to beware?

Weijie` The biggest problem is you la. You dont have the heart to meet up also -.- What never ask you go out, ask le you also wont go. How many times did you appear in the class outings? None hor? -.- Pot calling the kettle black. Who's the one who is always emo?

Michelle` Haha, you didnt entertained me at all lei. Moreover, you are like so quiet. What thing?

Dydy` My pet cutest. HAHA. No emo! Lol, I'm updating everyday. And not only one post. HAHA. Xiaoyu very cute right! I shall find Xiaole's de. Cos he's the besttttt. Lol, ai si ta le!

Peimei` Lol, thankyou! I shy can. You also got bangs right! HAHA. Havent meet you lei. So paiseh. When you freeeeee?

Jason` Which Jason are you? I think you tag at the wrong Jessica le issit? I dont think I'm close w any Jason at all lei? HAHA. But anw, I knw I rock. Lol!

Skinny` Hi, you're way too skinny.

Yingpei` Please feel honoured, lol.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009 ; 2:53 PM

Love XiaoYu to the max. Haha, bu yao ai shang wo.


Cute Xiaoyu!


Love his voiceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

; 12:44 PM

Went out w girls on Sun to PlazaSing. We planned to watch a movie, wanted to watch bride wars but no time slots alr. Then other movies timing is like 5pm plus, then most of them want to go home early, like 6pm plus? So in the end, just walked ard and did stupid things.

Lunched at BK, then went to toilet. And lol, played hide and seek! HAHA. No la, it's actually Wendy &Sharon went to another toilet, so we, decided to hide and not let them find us. Okays, it's super lame I knw. Then Wendy and Sharon started to call me as well as others, except Yingpei. Lol! While we were hiding, Gwen still managed to buy earphone while I managed to go MadeWithLove to buy papers. Haha! Actually we also not hiding lor, very guang ming zheng da walking ard. HAHA! Then my plan backfired(?), end up we looking for Wendy &Sharon cos they didnt manage to find us. So lame, but whatever! Hah.

Received Wendy's present! Thankyou, the Elmo cup will match w my Elmo lanyard! HAHA. Took some pictures, then trained back. Wendy, Yingpei and I walked ard Northpoint awhile, then Wendy left, and left me and Yingpei er ren shi jie. HAHA!

So we bused to Sembawang Shopping Centre. SSC is like nothing to walk one de la, but we spent like most of our time in Daiso. Haha, super funny. Keep buying lame things. Not bad Yingpei, time passed very fast when we're tgt! Lol. Cant believe we in Daiso for that long. Then Yingpei ate then then nth much, and I bused home. Hoho.




Ohya, I hate to drink. I think beer/wine taste super bitter. That time went Msia drank the Martell(?) or whatsoever then I think very erxin alr. Even though it was kept for 20plus years(?), which they exclaimed it whld taste better. Dont knw why ahyi they all love to drink. Lol, dont understand why guys love to drink also. Zzz.


P.s I'm not emo okay. Just wanna blog abt how I feel.
Eh, Weijie, knw what you still owe me? :D

Monday, February 16, 2009 ; 3:28 PM

I knew it.

I'm so gonna rot at home everyday from today onwards. I'm very bored. Countless times that I'd yawned. Somebody please ask me out. I hate planning outings and ask who's free and hate replying to sms of asking who's going. Urghhh. Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee, somebody have some plans and ask me go out as well. Forget about those working/studying. Lol -.-


And now, you made me miss those times we'd tgt. I shall be firm of my decision.
Just let go.

; 10:14 AM

Went out w Zoe, Yingpei, Sherlyn, Sharon, Shereen, Danial, Guanjie, Ken, Chinrong, Cheehao and Louis after work on Friday. Waited for Zoe for 2 solid hours! Haha, so in the meantime slacked at the choco booth there. Omg, alot of embarassing things happen. Shall not elaborare. Emma &Valerie, secret okay! Pleaseeeeeeee, cannot say it out! Went Cine w classmates to dine at Pastamania. Then went Taka, to look for gifts, and shop awhile, and ate again, then shops are mostly closed, then trained home. On the way to the Mrt, Chinrong bought those balloons(can turn one, into animals/flowers or whatsoever), then we trained to Marina Bay, bounce train, lol. Then Chinrong balloon burst, and left w the head part only. Funny, then he tried to give to the train person when he was walking towards our end. Then also dont knw what the person said la, super lame la. End this.




So went in msia early in the morning on Vday, when I thought it was supposed to be in the afternoon/evening. And thus I didnt... Yeaps, so quite regretted going in msia. The car trip was ard 3hrs or so la, and I slept along the way. Reached Da yi's house and ate buffet. Was boringggggggggg.

Then there's this lil boy(nephew) keep come and bully me lor. He was trying to snatch my things, his lil bro also. Then he was eating lollipop, and tried to rub the lollipop against my clthes, which he did it successfully twice. Lol. Then he was eating chocos, and tried to do the same thing too, but I keep avoid contact w the chocos. HAHA. He also keep chasing me, then I'm like, omg, I'm acting like a kid and playing w him. Haha, lame. So rot there awhile and off to the hotel.

Reached there, and nth much happened la. Then the lil boy(again) sat the table next to mine, then he keep coming and talk to me! Lol, guess I'm friendlier than Kuku. HAHA. Then he was trying to steal the chocos on my table, then I said cannot, than he was like pushing the blame to his lil bro and exclaimed is his bro wants it. HAHA, but I still dont allow him to take anyway. Then he and his friend keep wanting to sntach my phone. Siao lor, my phone suddenly sot awhile, scared me. Then ya, I bluffed him he spoilted the phone, and the phone went missing alr. LOL. Then he keep coming to me and Kuku and exclaimed, "NI MEN LIANG GE PIAN WO!" Cute sial, but I ignored him. So nth much, car-ed to waipo's house to sleep. Was very very tired alr, so I slept first. HAHA! It's alr 1am plus lei, moreover I woke up so early!




End the msia trip la, it's a boring post. HAHA!

Sunday, February 15, 2009 ; 11:53 AM

I actually wrote alot more, but I deleted. Cos since it doesnt matter, why shld I blog out for ppl to see. Moreover, you dont care abt it at all.

Back from msia. Sorry for not replying sms. And well, happy belated V.day. Guess I really spent V.day in malaysia huh. It doesnt matter anymore, seriously.


It doesnt matter anymore, seriously. I had been telling myself, yea, wait. Just wait. Just wait for tmr. And tmr. And tmr.. I dont knw how many tmr(s) I'd waited alr lor. I dont even knw what I'm waiting for la. And now I think that I'm such a fool of wanting to do something. Which ppl think I shldnt do it for you. Cos it's not worth it. But yea, whatever. Whatever. I'm gonna hate that word sooner or later. How many more days?



And to you. If you're asking me if I'm free, and why dont you wanna tell me the reason. I dont understand lei, it's just a small lil thing and yet you said nvrm, nth. Seriously, what's the problem w nvrm and nth when there's something going on. When you promised not to hide anything from me. I mean, although we're friends now, but what's the big deal w trying to tempt me of knwing something? I dont understand you, and maybe that's why.. you shld knw what la. Shall not elaborate here. Sorry ah, I knw it's just a small lil thing, but not in good mood, and maybe thus become a very big thing for me.


Hate ppl who give empty promises. If you cant compromise why even make that stupid promise at the first place. I shld knw that I cant trust this kind of ppl lor.



Going put w girls ltr. Wanted to go plaza sing to do something. And now, I'm hesitating if I shld do it. It's gonna take up alot of time. So, yea. Whatever.


My roses are dieing. Nth last luh. Anw, thankyou Samuel for the rose. Shall blog more tmr, or maybe tonight if I'm not home too late.

Friday, February 13, 2009 ; 8:01 AM

Not gonna blog much, morning shift today. As I need to have time to buy presents! I'm going broke.


Sorry Wendy and Vivien! Sorry that I'd to rush to work ytd and left you two alone. Sorry ya, shldnt have go out if time was so tight! But well, anw, must go on SUNDAY!

And now , the problem is, I'm not sure if I'm free on Sunday. Lol! Okays, girls pls dont kill me. But it's out of my control! Zzz.



CHRISTINA CHAN NO FACE!

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!
Yoohoooooooooooo. So long since we catch up! It's like since the chalet? Issit?! Not counting the Mrt that I met you and your sis! Haha. It's been 2mnths and 3days lei. Mygod. Cant believe it's been so long, lol! Whatever it is, hope to see you on Sunday, provided I'm free. Haha! I knw you sure miss me de, and I bet your YJC friends arent as good as me! HAHA, joking! Enjoy w your classmates or whoever. Maybe your sis and ahma! Haha. And find your rich angmoh bf real soon okay! :D XOXO.

Thursday, February 12, 2009 ; 10:36 AM

ONG YINGPEI!
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!


Haha, this is the fifth time I'm wishing you alr! Sms, your blog, facebook, friendster, and my blog! Cool man! Lol, may all your wishes come true. And yea, you can ask me along to exercise w you. HAHA! I'm such a good friend right! :D

Shall not blog anything else today. Please feel honoured OYP! Haha.
Go on Sunday alright! :D

Wednesday, February 11, 2009 ; 1:20 PM

VERY BOREDDDDDDDDD. Nobody entertaining me. Boo all of you. I blog everyday is a good thing what! Means got things for you people to read when you're bored can! Not like me, I see ppl's blog not everyday update one, then I also nth to read to kill my timeeeeee. Ah, sian sian. No much videos for me to watch also. I'm sicked of pet society. So lame la! Took me so long time to lvl up and earn money. Hate it.

Can somebody suggest me to do something to kill my time?! I'm freaking boredddddddddddddd. Freaking. Freaking. Yes, freakinggggggggggg.



Oh, anw, I thought I saw a ghost just now. Haha! Joking, I mean not the ghost part, it's a monster! LOL. It's super cmi, dont understand how come.. lol. Shit la, I cannot like this say ppl, cos I also kana scolded monster before. Those spammers in my blog early 2008. Hais, bored. Sian. Wu liao.



Wanna watch bridewars and inkheart. I want a puppy!
I dont want you to... zzz. Forget it, it's out of my control.

I wonder who shall I buy for.

; 11:28 AM

TWO MORE DAYS! Jessica shld just endure and stop complaining! :D


Super look forward to Sunday! But sad Sherlyn cant join us, but whyyyy! ): I still thought got one day all of us can meet and have fun lor. Then it's like everytime will have either one or two cant make it. Zzz, moreover Jc starts for you all liao. Wonder when will be the next time that all of us can really meet tgt.



Okays, I'm replying tags now! Stop complaining that I'm replying at a slow rate laaaaaaaaaaa. Haha, unless you can cure my laziness, lol! Super lazy nowadays. Had been sleeping up to 10am everyday. Omg, feel like a pig.



TAGS REPLY

Ruyi` Obviously you knew I'm not working at pushcart liao right! Haha, and your black tee is w me worsxz. Haha! Go learn reggae w me, lol! My post cute meh, I cutest! LOL. I watched Mygirl first ep alr, then I found out that I had watched it before. HAHA! Having me ard will be enough for you, you mean. Lol.

Shermaine` And your black hair. Dont be sad about your black hair okay, cos I'm very sure there will be white hair growing out very soon(: HAHA!

NGJ` Aiya, I want to let you choose the chocos one what. WHO ASK YOU TO LEAVE SO EARLY. Lol! Sad, I wake up at 10am one, lol. You shld use your own phone to spam me okay. It's more worth than tags? Hmm, buy me chocos. LOL!

Dydy` Haha, I wont forget you de la! We'll still be in the same school eh. Lol. Yea, I think my pet damn cute de lor. HAHA! I super lil money and I hate visiting, lol!

;D` You're lame. Shall ignore you.

Frederick` Haha, dont knw la. Just hope poly will start asap. Life's so boring.

Weijie` Haha, I knw you miss me right, dont deny. Lol! Ya, school w/o me is weird. Cos I'm sure you miss my screaming, jokes, shouting and bullying! HAHA. Msg you also very long then reply one -.- Hate your volleyball la. Dont kiss Yankai in my blog! Erxin!!

Yankai` Lol, what's your prob w weijie tagging me?

Ewgy` Haha, okays. Thanks uh.

Guanjie` Hahah, no emo la. I emo cos you stopped tagging me what. Lol. Btw, you studing in yjc anot? If yes, then why every morning you still online de? Haha. What pomelo, stupid bgl.

Champion` Lol, how you want it to entertain you? Lol, how can. I'm replying your tags now! W three different names! Lame lor, ahahaha. Why break w me, I'm oh-so-sad.

Peimei` Yohoo sexayeee! Haha, miss you too! Hope to seeyou soon. Maybe next time when I go back to school, haha! Eh, yeaps. Sp accounting(:

Jessica` Haha, really? You knw where selling alr?

Gwen` Lol, okays! But you're only free on Sunday excuse me -.- Quit your stupid lame and boring job la! Haha.

Yingpei` Lol, then you want to go exercise w me? :D

Chengyou` Lol, use your laptop to find out my blog ah? HAHA.

Emma` Lol, I love eating w you w the Takashimaya song playing at the backgrd. Haha. Seeyou ltr! (: Better eat w me hor, lol! But I dont knw your friend. You shall intro to me then! HAHA.

Your skinniest friend` Haha, do I knw you? Able to disclose your name please?

Michelle` Lol, want present ask from Yingpei. HAHA, cos she's so lame!

Zoe` Cannot compare me w you la. You have like millions dramas havent watch yet lor! Hah, no angry w me ok ): Lol. I still watch fatser then you lei, I mean the fullhouse! HAHA.




P.s Yingpei, you got three different names, very mafan to choose reply to which! Lol.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009 ; 1:24 PM

Cute uh


P/s. Yingpei, you cant do this to me. You also lazy reply my tag eh. Free on Sunday? Go out w the girls! And you shld be honoured that I'm replying your tags first lei. Lol.



Who said Valentine's day can only spent w your bf/gf. Gonna prove you so wrong. What's the big deal of being attached dei. I doubt any relationship will last lor(a few la). I mean, duh. How matured are you? Quarrels, tiffs and what? Attract attention. No, not jealous. Jealous for what. I dont need a bf. I also can survive being single what. It also had been, well, can say years I last had one alr lor. And I think there's no big deal of having a bf? -.- Cos, I only like to go crazy over guys, and I just cant last long w someone. Yea, what, not happy I like to look at guys issit. At least I also not despo for guys lor. Boo you if you think that I'm jealous. Because, hell no, I'm not jealous, at all. I bet, you'll break up w your bf(obviously realtionship wont last for you, as well). Soon, yes very soon. Pity him. Oh, so sad ):


Omg, what am I becoming to. Whatever, this is me. It's not too late to break ties w me. HAHA! Or are we even friends? Lol, I dont think you knw that I'm refering to you sia. Oh-so-sad. Hope you're not sneezing now. Well, if you are, sorry. Go see doc, and pay for it. If lucky can see handsome doc eh(: See, I so good can! Create opportunities for you to knw more guys. HAHA.



Ignore me, I've nth better to do.
We'll see. I'm very sure.

; 12:02 PM

I need chocolates. To cheer me up.


Tags, will be replied tmr.

Monday, February 09, 2009 ; 7:34 PM

Wanted to reply tags but I'm like so lazy. Tmr morning okay! Provided I'm not lazy also, which is well, haha!



I hate morning shifts. I had to wake up as early as 7am plus. It's like going to school can. Omg, hate to wake up so early! (Now got a lil bit dont wish poly to start, lol) Last time I always wake up latest 8am, earliest 6am plus, even though it's a weekend. Lol! But now it's like so different, I can sleep up till 10am lei! Omg la. Super lack of sleep today cannnnnn. My phone alarm rang at like 7.37am(cos i like the number 7! lol, esp 17, okays random), and I keep pressing snooze until it auto off liao. Then I still havent wake up, only woke up at ard 8.10am. Kaoz, rushed siaa. Hate rushing, urghhh.

Reached there then there's like no ppl at all. Dozing off alr la. Lucky Winnie came at 12nn! Wahlao, but it's like so long also can. There's like no ppl to talk to before she came. Love afternoon shifts, cos more ppl to talk to! And I can use the compt in the morning. HAHAHA. Okays, boo everything. Lucky only today morning shift. Lol.

Okay, I forgot what I wanted to say. Aiya, whatever. Okays, I rmb alr! HAHAHA. TAKASHIMAYA~ Lol, Emma knw what I mean? Haha, damn funny. Didnt knw that Takashimaya also have their own songs. Made me keep laughing. Like omg? LOL. Yeah, got Emma working at Taka w me as well(but not working tgt, sad), which means I got ppl to eat w me! Thanks Emma! Eh, except Fri? Zzz, Winnie also not working on fri. Ahhhh, kill me on Fri ):




I FINSIHED FULL HOUSE! Everybody is like saying I'm so outdated or something cos Fullhouse is such a long time ago drama. Haha, but I dont watch Korean drama what, how can you blame me lor. I think Taiwan dramas still better! Haha, but anw, still got any nice Korean dramas to intro me? Need to kill time lei. Nowadays, I hate going out. Expenses are rising, too many bdays, too many presents, too many events, so lil money! ): But, lol, I had been online shopping these few days. Sad la, also no difference, at home also can shop. Which means money in my bank is dropping. Hate ATM machine, lol! Sometimes hate the invention of internet. But it's so convenient also! Okays, ironic. Ahhh, miss english. But hate english also. Errr, whatever!

Sunday, February 08, 2009 ; 6:15 PM

Yea, I won money at night play blackjack and some card games! (: Haha. But I lost in Mahjong again -.- Damn it. Think I not talented in playing Mahjong la. Lol, but I feel like playing now. Michelle shall find one day we find ppl and play Mahjong right! Hahahahahah.


I'm going to finish Fullhouse soon. Thank Wendy! Love you la, haha! Such a nice show, and I cant believe I'm only watching it now, lol. So slowwwww. I spent my day watching Fullhouse today. I cant believe it. I just keep cont watching, and didnt get sian. Somemore it's in Korean lei! Lol, Kuku, watch from compt one language only eh. Haha! Feel like learning Korean. Yea, finished 20ep, 4more to go. Bye, shall finish it. Haha.


Guojie how can you stop tagging me just bcos I reply tags very slow?! What a friend huh. Our friendship just worth like this ah. Lol! Whatever, dont knw what I'm saying. Hhahahaha.

Saturday, February 07, 2009 ; 2:25 PM

Lol, so let me cont my story luh.

Okays, so ytd was working at Taka. And I reached like half an hour earlier -.- But whatever. Then on the train going to Orchard, there's a grp of guys. Got one guy sort of keep disiao me la. He sit beside me then stand up, sit and stand up and sit agn. Cannot stand him. Then from Newton to Orchard, he sat beside me, sort of in a diagonally position, then he keep try to rub his leg to mine. I'm like wth. Lucky reached Orchard alr. Then I alighted, then he keep follow me. Lame shit, then I enter the staff entrance then he also cannot come in alr. HAHA.

So reached there, and sales not bad la. As compared to the past few days. Haha. Got one customer still ask me if I was from Great World! Haha, funny. Not bad at least still got ppl rmb me, lol!


Okays, so Kuku came and accompany me to dinner. Then after eating went back. Then suddenly became super high liao, lol. Wanted to scare the guy(nat) using the frog card. Haha! But we keep dont dare to go and scare him. Then keep observe him, then haha. Very stupid la. Then Kuku sort of pushed me and I nearly fell down. Then that CD guy(another guy) saw, and laughed! WTH, super paiseh. Stupid guy. I super curious whether the guy(nat) is pure sporean anot lor, cos he super not look like sporean. Haha, funny. Then Cynthia said I like him, cos I keep asking abt him or whatsoever? Haha. Whatever la, anw, I'm not. Cos nth to do mah, need entertainments right. I think his(nat) email also very funny la, so cool, made us laughed so loud, embarrassing. Haha! Okay, I cut short alot. Lazy la!


I lost in mahjong and blackjack and some cards game. Haha! Boo.

Friday, February 06, 2009 ; 11:35 PM

Haha, today working at Taka is simply crazy. Went super high at night. Super happening. Shall blog about it tmr. Whenever I think of it I keep laughing sia, funnaye siol. Whatever. That guy is..lol. Eh, I'm not interested in him. Fullstop, haha! Blog abt more tmr! Lol, funny.

Still need ppl on 14feb, 9.30am-3pm! Please help.


Kuku at my house. Shall stop using the compt and join her watch Korean dramas. Mahjong tmr, hahahah! Byeeee.

; 1:39 PM

WHO'S FREE ON 14FEB?!
Mono Yono ppl pls help!
Anyone is free on 14feb, from 9.30am-3pm? Please help to work at Taka talking hall eh. PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE ): I knw is Valentine's Day la, but I bet not all ppl are attached right. Those who are not attached can help to work! Then those attached also can come help out(Yes dino I'm referring to you, lol), then after work you can accompany your gf/bf and do whatever you want laaaaaaaaaaaaa. Please tell me if you can work okay, thankyou very much. Tell me asap, owe you one if you help meeeeeeeeeeee.



BANG WO LA. ME AND ELEANOR CANNOT WORK. PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Even though we said before hand that we cant work.

; 9:27 AM

Have to buy more dull black clthes as selling fred&fluff products instead of chocos at Taka for the next whole week. Although both at Taka, but chocos got attire lei, means I dont need spend money on clthes! -.-

Any kind soul please visit me and have lunch/dinner w me. Haha! Mon morning shift, other days almost all afternoon shift except Friday full shift -.-. Kuku, I know you'll come one right. Lol! Okay, cool. Nope, not complaining.



It seems to be our responsibilies when it's supposed to be yours right now. And now, look who's unreasonable?

I want to see youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

Thursday, February 05, 2009 ; 2:55 PM

I want a laptop (chio one pls, lol).
I want a DS, the new one w camera function. (is it out in spore alr?)
I want a PSP. (instead of snatching w my bros -.-)


I want that red vaio flip phone!! (freaking pretty!)
Ytd I was serving a customer, in her hands was a red vaio flip phone. Damn super chio lor. I always wanted a red flip phone ): Now, mine is red slide phone, although also not bad. But, aiya I want that! ):

I want that Victoria secret bag (hope I wont regret).
I faster pay, capping faster reach, spree faster close, item faster reach, I faster use! (:


I want to understand everybody more (I knw it's impossible).
I want.. to know you better (seems funny).
I want(need) to have the courage to tell you how I feel (er...).
I want to learn guitar(lol), cool okay!
I want to buy roller blade, and learn how to roller blade (But I hate to fall down).
I want to meet(know) more handsome/cute guys. (LOL! :x)
I want poly to start asap!!!!! (Life's so damn boring when I'm aimlessly doing nth)
I want to eat Sakae Sushi (kuku!) ):
I want to play basketball (Weijie!).
I want to play badminton (Michelle!).
I want(must) to slim down (Yingpei, haha! Dont scold me :p).
I want to go out w friends(everybody busying w their own things -.-)!


So many things I want! But the most impt thing I want is.. everything to go my way! Heeeeeeee, I'm not greedy okay :p



Okay, crappy post. Seems like I'm talking to myself or something @.@ My post is so ugly/messy w lame things! Boo, bored. JESSICA NEEDS ENTERTAINMENTS! ):

; 10:11 AM


My bf, 吳思賢! ♥



电 话 响 起 了, 你 要 说 话 了.

还 以 为 你 心 里 对 我 又 想 念 了.

怎 么 你 声 音 变 得 冷 淡 了.

是 你 变 了, 是 你 变 了.

; 8:27 AM

I seriously have nth to do now. Bored w Facebook. Read others blog, very lil updates. Boo Friendster. No dramas for me to watch. Damn. I cant sleep last night. I watched TV till 1am, decided to sleep but cant get into sleep, think slept ard 2am lor. Then in the middle also like wake up then sleep then wakeup and sleep. And I woke up at 6plus this morning. Damn wth, I'm feeling so tired but yet I cant get into sleep mode. Wellwell.



So worked at Taka ytd. Ohya, btw working from 4-930, not 1030. And it's B1 talking hall, not B2. Lol, cant believe I still have to ask my way there, zzz.

Besides how sian and how I hate standing, actually now I whld perfer working at Taka lor. Made friends w the Promoter there. The Promoter beside mine, Winny/Winnie(?) is super friendly can, we're like crapping non-stop, looking things for entertainments. Lol. And we saw a group of ahguas. Haha, they dressed till quite hot can, but the moment they talked, it's... Haha. Then there's the new guy promoter, then I think he looked quite beng, while Winny/Winnie(?) thinks he look very blur. So funny. Then another promoter also very funny, come talked to us and complained abt the in-charge and all vulgarities came out. Is like every sentence at least got one vulgaraties one lor, lol. Girl somemore and so vulgar, damn funny.
Anw, I dont see the need of promoter when there's so lil sales, so lil ppl walking pass. It cant even cover our pay lor, I think no promoter also got sales la, zzz. Nah, this is not the main point. Dont want let ppl think I'm complaining that I dont want to work at Taka.

So, I quite enjoyed working at Taka la, not bad. At least it's better then they throw me one person at pushcart w nobody to talk to and I seriously can fall asleep cos there's nth for me to do, just sit down there and see ppl walking pass then serve them when they stopped by. And...yea. Plus I dont have to get irritated w things. Taka is super slacking, time passed quite fast(as compared to pushcart), got funny ppl. One bad thing is I have to stand. But well, at least it's better than rotting away at the pushcart -.-

So now does it seems that I'm complaining abt the pushcart? Not bad what, then like this I'll hate working at the pushcart then can stationed me at Taka, then I also wont complained alr right(:
Nobody asked anything, a wth attitude. Wash my hands off alr, since it's none of my business anw. Maybe you think that I'm acting like a child, immatured, but whatever it is, I dont give a damn.
I wish Poly starts right now. Whatever it is, I hope Poly starts asap, instead wasting my time out here rotting or right there working.

Wednesday, February 04, 2009 ; 1:06 PM

When you said nothing at all.
The answer lies in you.

As I waited, nothing happens.
As much as I wanted to tell you how much I feel, I didnt.
As every seconds ticked away, it seems to indicate we're drifting apart.

So much to say. If you can hear what I'm saying.
How I hope I knw what you're thinking.


A little too not over you.

Tuesday, February 03, 2009 ; 4:52 PM

Feeling so fat ever since after O'levels. Grr, had to slim down. Too many fats on my face and tummy! Lol.

Very very very long since I'd played basketball alr. Although cannot counted really play la, cos keep screaming and whatsoever! Haha, badminton also!

I miss PE period, miss school, miss canteen food(malay stall only), MISS CLASS ALOT, miss wearing uniform, miss crapping tgt w the girls, miss taking bus home w Weijie, miss bully Weijie, miss crapping in class, miss copying homework, and miss teachers(some only), and miss looking out for shuaige(although the school dont really have, I was blind to go crazy over him, lol.), miss playing audition in PSP(sec3), miss hanging out tgt as a whole w friends! And actually, I miss lessons, lol. Uh, feel like studying now. Feel so empty when there's nth for me to do. Need to study!!



Need to exercise alr! I want to play basketball and badminton. Well, basketball more, haha. Dont see small me okay, I got one hot spot which aim very zhun one okay. RIGHT WEIJIE! Lol, sad you studying alr and busy w your volleyball things. Tina also! Zzz, friends almost all working or studying. Boo this kind of life. I have to jog! Although I hate walking alot, not to mention running/jogging. I walked for 2.4km run, lol. Hope I got the determination.

Anyone wants to go exercise w meeeeeeeeeeeee. Burn fatssss okay!!!! Lol, crappy. But I'm serious here.




Heard that the starts of poly is..
NP : 10 April 2009
SP : 14 April 2009
TP : 20 April 2009
NYP : 20 April 2009
RP : 20 April 2009

Dont knw true anot hor, dont ask me. Just sharing. Aiya, all ard the same de la -.-! Bye.

; 1:07 PM


Yea, see my pet so cute. Got my name somemore, haha! Facebook noob. Teach me how to earn more money! I keep earning money from skipping only, lol!

; 11:56 AM

I sort of regretted not appealing for JC. Friends alr start school in JC, and I'm still out there working. So many friends in YJC lor, zzz, sian. But nevermind la, still got alot of friends in SP also! Haha, still got Zhenying right! (: Sad, no more Dino and Bobby.



Hate working. Ytd sales was seriously damn bad. I dont knw what to say la. Worked alone at pushcart. It's not the problem of working alone at Taka anot, if that's the case, I wont even agree at working alone at the pushcart le. Forget it.


Working at Taka, B2, Talking Hall on Wednesday(tmr) and Friday, 4pm-10.30pm. Anyone wanted to have dinner w me, cos I'll be working alone.
Dont tell me I cant even have dinner w others.

I guess I'll be stationed at Taka to sell chocos for V.day alr. No more Raffles place. So yea, that's all.

To whoever who is seeing this, just keep this to yourself. I just want to say how I really feel here. Guiling, I really dont knw how to talk abt these things to you face to face alr. I knw you're also pissed off w our attitude and the planning of schedues. But sometimes, it's very one-sided. Dont be angry if you happened to read this, I seriously just want to voice it out. There's nobody I can talk to at work alr, last time was you. But now, I guess it changed.

Now it's all beating ard the bush and say I'm very troublesome and unreasonable of not wanting to work at Taka. I knw, and I admit. I knw what you're trying to say. Telling me what Gang told you. And it's the same reaction, it's like how you replied Gang. I mean, what you expect me to say? I wanted to quit bcos I was really very tired alr. Then the Taka thing occured and made me hate working even more. And now whenever I said I dont want to work, I think you whld think that bcos I dont want work at Taka. If that's the case, I whldnt even go buy attire and going to work at Taka on Wed and Fri alr right. Forget it, I dont think anyone gets my point.

Ytd was told that to work at Taka to sell chocos alr, I was like.... But I still laughed instead of flaring up. Obviously I also knw how to zhuo ren one right. I kept all to myself le lei, I didnt said I dont want to work. I only asked for off on weekends, and asked who's working at other places, and it made me felt that I was troublesome. I also have to rest since I'm working at Taka. I didnt ask for much, I didnt resist of working at Taka alr, I only asked abt the attire. And everytime just bcos of Taka this thing it made me felt very... I dont knw how to say. Mixed feelings. Everybody is tired of working, I knw you are as well. You'll also be tired of planning schedues, pissed w ppl's attitude, so many display to chng, so many things to settle, and complaining why your pay is the same as mine even though you did more things and I worked for a shorter period. Yes, this is what I'm trying to show. Everybody also can complain, then it seems like it's very unreasonable of me to complain what I dont like. You complained but still cont working cos you'll feel bad to leave halfway. I complained, but still cont to work cos there's nth to do at home and it's irresponsible of me to leave just bcos I hate working at Taka(which most ppl will think this way, which is partially correct), and bcos there's not enough ppl. Along the way ppl will also feel like quiting de what. And it's like I dont even knw when I'm working alr. When I'm schedued off, when not enough ppl, ask if I want to work. When I dont want off, then I'm schedued off. It made me felt as though I'm just a sub lei. Then when I'm schedued off alr, I might have plans alr, then cant blame me when I cant go back to work right. Then it seems that I'm unwilling to help out. I mean, aiya, I seriously dont knw how to explain la.

Btw, I didnt make up excuses. Ytd when you exclaimed that ignore me, I'm just giving excuses, I'm actually very... But I dont see the point when you asked if I want to work, and I said I'll consider. Then ltr I said I want to go out and buy the attire for tmr, then you said I'm giving excuses. Then might as well dont put me at Taka la, then I dont need buy then can work today le what. If today I was schedued to work, you dont have to ask me, and obviously I'll turn up for work. But you asked me if I want to work anot. Okay, chill.

I knw these kind of things is unexpected. Maybe to you, I'm complaining agn. But I'll not, I just want to let you knw how I feel only. I dont want work to be such a irritating thing to me alr. There's too much things inside me and I get easily pissed off when things dont go my way. That's all.

That's why I dont really like to work w friends. Different feelings. You'll never knw what whld happen and end this friendship just bcos of different mindset.

So, here I'll make my stand. I agree to work at Taka now. Also bcos of working w Emma partially, I dont deny. I'll cont to work until there's no event or whatever happens. But please schedue me off on weekends, if that's possible w your planning of schedues. Is this okay alr? Dont tell me that I'm asking alot.

Anw, I seriously hope we chld still be like last time still talk abt alot of things. Cos now dont you think we didnt really talked?

I dont knw what will happen once I clicked publish post ltr.




Sometimes I seriously wonder whose words to trust.

Sunday, February 01, 2009 ; 4:10 PM

I'm not at home now, sort of friend's house, lol. Shldnt explain the relationship, cos it's always very complicated, too many connections, haha. Whatever. Boring luhhhhh. Guojie dont want entertain me and went gaming. Stupid asshole.


I havent buy black shoes for working at taka on thurs and fri. I bought the top alr, super hope the security wont catch my attire -.- Damn them if them catch me. Super bo hua lor, have to buy clthes to be able to work, moreover I dont want work there. Zzz, forget it. No point complaining when I cant change that fact. Urghhh.



I'd changed my blogsong. Love the first song, and the second is well, not bad. Emo song, lol.



Tags reply.

Xianghui` Haha, got receive la. Sorry that I didnt reply, but aiya, Eleanor got reply you mah. Save my msg eh, lol :x

Gwen` Lol, still working la. I didnt lie abt not working lei, highlight that post and you'll know. Lol, not emo crew hor. I'm always smiling! Haha.

Guanjie` I lazy reply tags what! So many and so troublesome! Haha, together w me no need shy de la, I wont shy le okay! Haha, you dont like there's nth I can do also, lol. I got Weijie still can be friends w you what, I'm so good ok. Lol!

Weijie` Lol, lamer. Ya, cant let others knw our relationship eh, lol. My cap is still w you. And my 99wafles(:

Ruyi` Dont want to try new jobs le la, so troublesome. So what if I'm a direction idiot! Lol, dont want chng course w you :p I super lucky can, dont jealous ah! Haha!

NGJ` I didnt run away ok, I'm sitting on the bed and replying your tag, haha! That day you also need to rush of to your parents' workplace hor. So cant blame me :p Pig sia, still sleep. Is he lame, not wu eng -.- Spam me lor, your phone bill sure burst one, you dont have unlimited worsxsz. HAHA.

Emma` Haha, I very long never see you liao lei! Miss your retarded actions can, lol. Yes, I knw what you did. Dont tell others the secret hor! Lol. Yea, let's go watch movie someday! Plan lei, haha.

Peimei` Haha, dont want let someone to read my blog, but it's not you. So dont worry. Haha.

Sherlyn` I saw the advertisement abt the Geylang korean buffet! I rmb the address lei, can go try when we're free! Lol. You botak prettier what(: I'm not sad alr, haha. Was angry only.

Michelle` In the end, I didnt watch bride wars, lol!

Zhenying` In the end the movie was cancelled. Lol, want watch w me alone? Haha!

Zoe` Lol, you go watch w him la :x Yes, accounting! Go school tgt on first day ok! W Wendy and Michelle also, but not him. HAHA.

Fortune cat's soul` Lame yingpei, always only you so lame de. Hah! You can find Yingpei to accompany you in heaven la(:

Wendy` I send you alr? Forget le, haha. Eh, I'm quite happy now, lol. Thanks alot! Cannot forget me ah(:

Annie` Woah, we so got fate sia. Met you at town! Hah! Loves! (:

Frederick` Aiya, you never say earlier! We alr went le, haha.

;D` Lol, Okay la. I dont knw who's that person, just bcos of someone then I like one of the song, then ya, other songs are nice also, lol. Who are you?

; 12:00 AM

12midnight. I'm still using the computer. How many hours alr, lol. Dont knw use computer for what. Anw, I knw how to use Facebook alr! Haha, lame I knw.
So computer nowadays, MSN-Blog-Friendster-Facebook-Taiwan dramas-Taiwan shows. Boring, most of the nice Taiwan dramas I all watched finish alr. Zzz, any nice ones to intro me? Lol.



I got lame but entertaining(to me) pictures to post. Haha, crap w Guojie just now, lame language. Told you I'll blog abt this ok, lol.
Click to enlarge, must see the forth one ok! (:







No fate le la, zzz. Dont knw wth I'm thinking or doing also.