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Wednesday, February 18, 2009 ; 11:19 AM





Dont bother highlighting.

我 想 要 说 , 我 那 天 没 说 的 那 句 话.

I was wondering why as time passed, the feelings fluctuate. I dont have the initiative, and I dont fight for what I want. There's so much I want to tell you. But words always stucked in my thoart. Super pissed off w myself sometimes. I wanted to say alot alot alot seriously alot of things. But I just seriously dont have the courage. One-sided. 是我想太多, 我也这样说.

I slept quite late last night as I was waiting. Then my phone rang(vibrate). It's just next to me, and yet I just stared at it. Once, twice and thrice. Then it stopped vibrating. One missed call. And I was wondering why I didnt pick up afterwards. I wanted to sms, but what's the point when it wont be replied? And then, I asked myself, so what if I picked up. There's actually nth that I can say lor. Instead of replying whatever and lame, maybe I rather ignore that call? There's always an awkward silence happening recently. Seems like there's nothing to talk about anymore. Except for rotrotrot? That's how I really feel la.

And do you ever wonder why I seldom call you.

3more weeks, to be more exact 23more days. How many more phone calls.