I sort of regretted not appealing for JC. Friends alr start school in JC, and I'm still out there working. So many friends in YJC lor, zzz, sian. But nevermind la, still got alot of friends in SP also! Haha, still got Zhenying right! (: Sad, no more Dino and Bobby.



Hate working. Ytd sales was seriously damn bad. I dont knw what to say la. Worked alone at pushcart. It's not the problem of working alone at Taka anot, if that's the case, I wont even agree at working alone at the pushcart le. Forget it.


Working at Taka, B2, Talking Hall on Wednesday(tmr) and Friday, 4pm-10.30pm. Anyone wanted to have dinner w me, cos I'll be working alone.
Dont tell me I cant even have dinner w others.

I guess I'll be stationed at Taka to sell chocos for V.day alr. No more Raffles place. So yea, that's all.

To whoever who is seeing this, just keep this to yourself. I just want to say how I really feel here. Guiling, I really dont knw how to talk abt these things to you face to face alr. I knw you're also pissed off w our attitude and the planning of schedues. But sometimes, it's very one-sided. Dont be angry if you happened to read this, I seriously just want to voice it out. There's nobody I can talk to at work alr, last time was you. But now, I guess it changed.

Now it's all beating ard the bush and say I'm very troublesome and unreasonable of not wanting to work at Taka. I knw, and I admit. I knw what you're trying to say. Telling me what Gang told you. And it's the same reaction, it's like how you replied Gang. I mean, what you expect me to say? I wanted to quit bcos I was really very tired alr. Then the Taka thing occured and made me hate working even more. And now whenever I said I dont want to work, I think you whld think that bcos I dont want work at Taka. If that's the case, I whldnt even go buy attire and going to work at Taka on Wed and Fri alr right. Forget it, I dont think anyone gets my point.

Ytd was told that to work at Taka to sell chocos alr, I was like.... But I still laughed instead of flaring up. Obviously I also knw how to zhuo ren one right. I kept all to myself le lei, I didnt said I dont want to work. I only asked for off on weekends, and asked who's working at other places, and it made me felt that I was troublesome. I also have to rest since I'm working at Taka. I didnt ask for much, I didnt resist of working at Taka alr, I only asked abt the attire. And everytime just bcos of Taka this thing it made me felt very... I dont knw how to say. Mixed feelings. Everybody is tired of working, I knw you are as well. You'll also be tired of planning schedues, pissed w ppl's attitude, so many display to chng, so many things to settle, and complaining why your pay is the same as mine even though you did more things and I worked for a shorter period. Yes, this is what I'm trying to show. Everybody also can complain, then it seems like it's very unreasonable of me to complain what I dont like. You complained but still cont working cos you'll feel bad to leave halfway. I complained, but still cont to work cos there's nth to do at home and it's irresponsible of me to leave just bcos I hate working at Taka(which most ppl will think this way, which is partially correct), and bcos there's not enough ppl. Along the way ppl will also feel like quiting de what. And it's like I dont even knw when I'm working alr. When I'm schedued off, when not enough ppl, ask if I want to work. When I dont want off, then I'm schedued off. It made me felt as though I'm just a sub lei. Then when I'm schedued off alr, I might have plans alr, then cant blame me when I cant go back to work right. Then it seems that I'm unwilling to help out. I mean, aiya, I seriously dont knw how to explain la.

Btw, I didnt make up excuses. Ytd when you exclaimed that ignore me, I'm just giving excuses, I'm actually very... But I dont see the point when you asked if I want to work, and I said I'll consider. Then ltr I said I want to go out and buy the attire for tmr, then you said I'm giving excuses. Then might as well dont put me at Taka la, then I dont need buy then can work today le what. If today I was schedued to work, you dont have to ask me, and obviously I'll turn up for work. But you asked me if I want to work anot. Okay, chill.

I knw these kind of things is unexpected. Maybe to you, I'm complaining agn. But I'll not, I just want to let you knw how I feel only. I dont want work to be such a irritating thing to me alr. There's too much things inside me and I get easily pissed off when things dont go my way. That's all.

That's why I dont really like to work w friends. Different feelings. You'll never knw what whld happen and end this friendship just bcos of different mindset.

So, here I'll make my stand. I agree to work at Taka now. Also bcos of working w Emma partially, I dont deny. I'll cont to work until there's no event or whatever happens. But please schedue me off on weekends, if that's possible w your planning of schedues. Is this okay alr? Dont tell me that I'm asking alot.

Anw, I seriously hope we chld still be like last time still talk abt alot of things. Cos now dont you think we didnt really talked?

I dont knw what will happen once I clicked publish post ltr.



Sometimes I seriously wonder whose words to trust.