I'm tired, very tired. Body is aching, bruises and stuffs. Every wed i'll be damn tired cos of cheerleading practise which I'll reached home at ard 11pm on tues (&thurs). And wed tutorials starts at 8am, freaking not enough sleep.


Something wrong w me this few days. I feel as though everybody is finding fault w me. I've been trying to change myself. For others? Which I usually thought I shld just be myself and dont care about others. Sensitivityyyy. And now I realise I've been quiet in some ppl's eyes. And that's shocking to me. Ppl pulling a long face for idk what reason, ignorance and what else more?
I miss secondary friends. Even though I see Zoe &Michelle like everyday! Awww :D 4E5 outing during the holidays, somebody plans pleaseeee.


Everybody has their different point of views towards a particular thing, which might led to disagreement and sometimes conflict. But I thought it was good to have different point of views so that we can have more ideas and take in the better ones? Everybody is like stressing out and busy w projects, but, who isnt? And then, who to blame when not doing your part. Different speed of doing things, and then what to do if someone finished first? Obviously nobody is that clever and know how to do everything. Errr, mouth? I'm taking everything as a whole btw.


Met Dino &Bobby w Zhenying after their graduation today! Dino damn outstanding today lol! How long more since I'll graduate, sian sia. Happy to see them after so longgggggggg. MonoYono outing next saturday okayyyy :D


Driving me crazy. My room is in a mess. Everything is in a mess. I dont knw what I'm doing. I dont.

I'm crazy too, ohgosh. I dont understand what the hell I'm thinking.
I love the way you smileeee :D

Just a small lil thing, and it made me smiled :D
Awwww, how to resist sia. I think I'm gonna go hua-chi again. Ahh damnsxzsz. Cute huhhhhh.



Projects and tutorials are really pilling up! Had thoughts of skipping school every now and then. Or even quitting school, ridiculous I knw yea. Havent been doing my tutorials, havent been studying any modules at all (well, except PACC and Econs).

Projects to be done.

• EC to interview some foreigner workers; due by next week i supposed.
• FOM report on our presentation; due by this/next week i supposed.
• FOM F1 project; due on week7.
• ITAB PBL assignment; due on week12.

FOM and ITAB are seriously driving me crazy ): What else more? All these are killing meeeee. Needs help, seriously.
Stop procrastinating! Sighhhhhh.

NEEDS MOTIVATION! (L)

Back from cheerleading camp, 2days 1night.
Weee JUST GUSTO (L)! :D

Overall was fun, cool, slack and tiring to me. Haha abit ironic I knw. Pictures not w me, think it'll took damn long for the seniors to upload too, shall post it only when they posted it (:



First day.
Reported to Clubhouse w Zoe &Daryl. All seperated to different groups. B for Braves, best cheerleading in Japan! Haha, some introduction games, to our bunks, by walking here and there.
Our bunks are at MUG @ MOBERLY. Damn cool rightttt, everybody sleep together lol.
Errr then training. Became the base, wah the girls did shoulder-stand on my shoulder. Freaking pain lah, had bruises and my shoulders are aching like siao now. Now I can understand the how the guys suffered lol.

Then had some dirty games. Played sort of captain ball and Dog &Bone using foodieee. Captain ball using dead whole chicken. Swear it stinks like hell, damn sticky too yucks. But I still touch it alot of times cos it was funnnnn! :D Bathe and had night walk. It wasnt that scary as compared to FOC, overall it was alright lah. Cos I kept shouting Gusto Cheerleading when I think got somebody wanna scare us lol! Damn no guts i knw :x After that went to 7-11 and some of them had supper and went back our bunks to sleep.
Wanted to sleep but somebody keep dont allow me and Zoe to sleep. Keep exclaiming we snatch their sleeping bag when they didnt bring one and infact they are the one snatching our sleeping bags lol. And they blamed me for causing them to sleep the last the next day, which in fact... Act cute ah lollll.



Second day.
Breakfast and headed to Sentosa. Big group of us trying to squeeze into the train and trying to be the first to reach Sentosa. Damn funny when the whole group of us run towards our destination and ppl giving a weird look lollll. Reached Sentosa had our lunch and had activities. Did stunts in the water. Shoulder sit, shoulder stand and etc. It was freaking cool i swear! Did like group stunts also, was quite miracle that we can succeed lol! Got passerby took pictures of us too, wonder if they'll put it on stomp lol joking. I was screaming when I was doing the shoulder stand at first, damn high and i was so afraid i will fall, so paiseh! It was freaking cool overall, although i had more bruises and my body aches like shit at the end of the day. I'm so sorry to those who I'd accidentally hit you when I fell into the waterrrr :x

Dinner w a number of campers and trained home. Lol those CCHY guys are funny lahhh. Birdshits and their topic always the same one! Made me kept laughing, and then I realised there's alot of links from ppl in YTSS w them, small world I guess. I think they have problem w me, like keep finding faults w me sia zzz, saddening lol. Esp lol, ahem.


I'm exhausted, whole body is aching D:
Ahhhh eyecandy! <3

Had been crazying these few days. K session for consecutive two days, ytd and today.

Yesterday; Kbox @ Amk.


Me, Larissa &Cindy! Sang from ard 4pm-8.30pm. $10 per person all thanks to my voucher haha. Sang alot alot of songs, took alot alot of pictures. Me and Larissa were like crazying taking pictures while Cindy kept singing lol! We took 144pictures in total lolllll. Damn crazy and retarded lahh. More pictures to be viewed in my facebook, if you are my friend (:
Bought my durian pancakes too, like finally. So happy! :D
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=84119&id=737716772#/photo.php?pid=1953550&id=737716772

Today; K2 @ Moberly.


Anw, I poned PACC lecture today :x Was damn sudden to go sing K as we just came up w the idea during FOM lecture today lol! Went to sing during our 3hrs break yo. Me, Larissa, Cindy, Shakilah &Yuting. Damn funny at first, but towards the end they not high liao. Took quite alot of pictures tooooo, 54pictures lol. More pictures can be viewed in my facebook once again! :D
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=84119&id=737716772#/photo.php?pid=1953354&id=737716772

Going for Cheerleading camp tmrrrr. Gonna pon ITAB lecture just bcos of this. Sucks lah, I'm becoming a bad student :/ Lol I'll study from Sunday onwards! :D Bye, I know you guys will miss me de righttttt (L)!

SORRY KEN BESTIE LAHHHH! Next time you ask, I sure go one okayyyyyyyyyy :D

Damn pissed of w my laptop. There's problem connecting to the Internet everytime, easily disconnect as well. Freak.

Gonna finish my PACC soon. Left Econs &Stats. Econs can kill me lah, I dont understand elasticity, damn this topic. Hate Stats, blahblahblah. Havent research on Japan stuffs, and do a interview on foreign workers for EC. Havent research on F1 for FOM. Havent found an organisation that our class could do our CIP for ONOW. Itab, freak that subject too. Everything is damn freaking messy. PEKCHEK AHHHHH.
MARCUS I'M GONNA KILL YOU. Faster fly home lei, I need help in ECONS. Bastard siollllllllll lol.
My father just asked if I study till very tired, lol if I say yes, can I quit school pretty pleaseeee? D:


My eyes are tearing from trying on those contact lens. But it took me total ard 15mins to learn how to wear and take it off, clever girl :p


Would you stay with me,
if I tell you the truth?

Day out to town ytd w Emma &Eleanor. Surprisingly Eleanor appeared lol! Awww, freaking long never see the both of them liao. Still as bitchy as ever lolll.

Went to visit Eleanor's mum at Isetan, and sampled quite a few food. Lol like typical aunties wanting to eat free food -.- I think you can go full by sampling every food over there lahhh. The food that Eleanor's mum is selling is nice. Anyway it was a Japanese food festival event lol.

Went to Fareast. Wanted to eat KFC but it was packed. And ate Subway, again. I'll grow sick of Subway one day lahhhhh. Then went back Isetan to find her mum for some nice icecream as exclaimed by Eleanor. It was damn huge, and I didnt want it. Cos I dont really like icecream, it's fattening! Moreover it's in Greentea flavour which I hate it alot, and the other one is Vanilla which I dont like. It was damn giant de lahhhh, $3.50 per cone siao. But Eleanor's mum treated us, thankssss! I didnt manage to finish it as it was seriously alot and I was damn full after eating Subway. Oh, the cone was not those normal cone, my cone swollen at the bottom, looks and sounds so wrong lol! Ohyah, then me and Emma realised there's KFC and Subway at Shaw House too, how stupid of us.

Went shopping w Emma, while Eleanor studying at Mac Cafe. My wallet only left w $2 after shopping trip ended. Saw Stephanie working, damn shocked lol. It was not a good shopping trip as I dont feel happy. I bought like so lil thingsssss. NOT HAPPY! And I didnt go Taka and buy my durian pancake which I've been craving for very very longggggggg. SO SAD LAHHHH. Someone buys me a durian pancake can? D:

Took alotalotalot of photos w Eleanor in the train, damn zilian. Lol sad that Emma bused instead of trained. HAHA, next outing please plan!



AJISEN TMRRRRRRRRRR :D

Guess there's seriously alot of work to catch up. Poly life is not relaxing at all, wrong mindsettttt! Time-management!


Out to town w Emma, weeeee. So long since I saw her, &Eleanor too. Gonna find time and crash their lectures at TP lol! Bye peeps. Hope i'll get some pictures for all of you! :D


And ytd marked the second year. Time passed seriously very fast huh. Dont understand why some cmi girls still can find bf. Okay my bad over here, but seriously mah. I very not good meh, my expectations also not very high whattttt D: Aww i wanna get married at 23years old de lei!

Dynamic Thinker: extroverted, theoretical, logical, planning, rational, self-confident, ambitious, direct, open, severe, organised, determined, witty, independent, purposeful, dynamic, energetic, optimistic, competent, responsible, clever, intellectual, enthusiastic, demanding, structured, controlled, aggressive


The Dynamic Thinker in love
There is no question: You belong in every respect to the born leaders among the personality types. Other types may doubt, be insecure about what they expect from life and their partnership - you don’t. You know what you want and take care to get it. This may have a intimidating effect on others and occasionally it will even be described as arrogant. Therefore, not everybody is going to chance approaching you as a potential partner, and you don’t find anything wrong with that. You prefer to be the conqueror rather than be conquered.

Besides, your demands of a potential partner are so high that the majority of the people around you would not qualify, anyway. You don’t like to compromise and, where love is concerned, you are not the least bit prepared to negotiate. You prefer to patiently search for someone who really fascinates you. But once you‘ve found him/her, you can fall in love head over heels and very passionately - a rare quality in a Thinker. However, even in this case, after the first rush is gone, your cool strategy subjects the relationship to a comprehensive examination, and quickly and decisively terminates it rather than put up with second best. It is not for nothing that literature likes to describe your type in military terms such as “general” or “field marshall”!

As a very self-sufficient person who has no problem being alone, and who appreciates his/her space, you really don’t care if your search for the perfect partner takes a little longer. Being so autonomous, you should look for someone who comes from a similar mold and who can deal with the fact that you are going to defend your independence like a lion even in a partnership. Not all types can handle the fact, that they may be an appreciated part of your life but never are going to be its only center. You have too many of your own interests, including your career.



Thinking too much, way too much :/
Help me.

So met w Ken, and went and find Shuhui, Weiwei and Jiafang. Then waited for Weiwei and Jiafang till they finished their pool trials. Trained to Bugis, thought we were very late, but we're not lol. 4 pathetic campers who really went and ate.

Oh well, felt a lil bit out of place cos the facils were like having their own conversations. But lucky there's still BESTIE KEN who accompanied us, by his retarded actions and stuffs lol :p The ma la huo guo was damn freaking spicy I swear, I gave up like after awhile only lol!
Then we played zhong ji mima and alphabets lol. I kana the damn freaking mixed sauces twice. All sorts of sauces, pepper but except of garlic. I swear it was freaking disgusting lah, really feel like vomit and the second day the I still can rmb the smell sia. Disgusted omg.

How? How? How?
As if you keep asking how will solve the problems hor. Please lah, actions speak louder than words. What's the point of worrying but not doing anything about it? Hate this.
No, I'm not jealous.


Steamboat for two consecutive days, fattening. Blog abt it another day.


Cheerleading trials on Tues/Thurs. Hope I wont screw it zzz. There's the Cyclists camp too, but I'm not interested in that CCA lol. Chinese Cultural Club&Cheerleading camp clashed siolllll, which one shld I go? :/ I found out every CCA I joined start w C wor. Cyclist, Chinese Cultural &Cheerleading. Lol!



I'm tired, sick of everything.
Ignorance, lies. What else.

I'm a bitch who scolds ppl bastard and yet still chatted w him. Wtf, I seriously dont understand what I'm thinking, Bang wall and die lah. I seriously very confused w my feelings. Right after I stepped into SP.
And sometimes, I hate guys treating me so good.
I'm afraid and yet I cant.



I knw all these while are just lil games, but yet I still fell for it. How dumb chld I get? There's the call. Yea right, fate huh. Sucky hell. And then what is this call about? Why are you calling me yet again after months? What are you going to tell me? How terrible it was, or just anyhow call one person in your contact list to talk to? Freak lah, seriously. It was a mistake. Right from the start.

And now, I'm beginning to wonder.
Why. Why must it be at this moment?
Why. Why I'm still hoping for the impossible.
Why. Why I'm still missing those times.
Why. Why the hell am I not sure about my feelings.
Why. When I'm so damn confused and I dont knw who to turn to?
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
Tell me I'm thinking too much. Way too much.
Is there anything else I can do?



I'm not MIA-ing. I just dont see the need.
But yet again, I'm so confused.
And so, who's here for me now?

School has been tiring although there are times w intersting tutorial w funny tutors. Lack of sleep, that's the thing.


I'm very very addicted to Restaurant City. All thanks to Marcus siollllll. Damn it, now even lectures I on it and let it run to level up faster -.- Arghhh distractions! But idk why at home I cant load RC leiiii, keep unable to establish a connection! Then like this how to level up sioll. Anybody can help!?

L4D was still alright, as I dont dare to play alone cos of those disgusting zombies ewww. I like to play as a grp, then I can scream, although it's very retarded to scream lahh. I've become very very vulgar cos of this game awwww. That's so sad. I'm a girl, and I'll stop using vulgar. Okay this is my how many times saying this now? Lol!



Went for the CCA showcase today w Zoe, Michelle, Yingpei, Wendy and Vivien! So many different CCAs and packed w alot alot of ppl. Damn freaking hot and humid, feel so stickyyy urghh. Although there's like 100 over different CCAs, but there's like nothing really interest me sioll. WHAT CCA SHLD I JOIN LEIIII?!

Considering Tennis, Badminton, Cheerleading and Dance. Tennis need to buy own racket, which I dont see the need to, so probably wont join that. Badminton cannot find the CCA booth -.- Cheerleading, I've put down my name for contact info alrrrr. Dance has camps and audition which I dont think I can get in w sooooooo many ppl wanting to join dance.
I wanna join Cheerleading, who wanna join w me. Sounds so bimbo lahhh, but there's no other interesting CCA! I like hyper CCA, although I dont mind Air Rifle too and again, but SP doest offer that awwww.
SO TELL ME WHICH CCA I SHLD JOIN LEI.

I feel so aunty now for what I did just now. Or rather, we lol! :X



And tell me, why am I having this horrible feeling.
I hope, i hope.
This is so damn sucky man.

Guanjie, excited for the answer not :D
At the end of this post k!


TRITONS OUTING.
So almost all the campers went. There's Me, Shuhui, Sinyee, Shimin, Daryl, Leroy &Junjie. Our previous plan was WWW>Escape>Xmen. But I dont wanna go WWW, cos I hate water, and dont wanna go Escape cos it's a waste of money. Then I was quite reluctant to join for the movie as well as I dont watch action movies. In fact I hate it lol.
Thus the plan changed to Xmen>Walk ard. Then chnged to Subway>Pool>Arcade>Kbox>Paya Lebar some Lan shop>Geylang.
But we didnt go for pool cos it's damn expensive, didnt go for Kbox cos they thought it was too expensive as well.

Thus, ytd outing was Bugis>Subway @ Marina Sq>Arcade @ Marina Sq>Lan shop @ Paya Lebar> Frog porridge @Geylang.


Spent most of the time at Subway eating, playing, joking, chatting, gossipping. Funny lorr. Sinyee and Junjie left first cos they have plans at night. Played House of the Dead 4 w Leroy at arcade, I died damn fast lor! Too long never play liao, noob si le! Zzz was keep pissed off w myself lol! So after that Daryl wanted to escape home but aiya plans keep chnging and thus went Paya Lebar to play L4D. Cos it's near to his house also -.-

It was my second time playing only lahh. We played like two different mission(?) then restarted four times lol! I'm the most noob de lah, everytime die first zzz. But got one part only I survived okay! :P Hate the bomber keep vomitting at me -.- I kept screaming and screaming, giving retarded comments, move the mouse vigoursly when the dead are like surrounding me and I still died lol, and then scolded some vulgar. I'm too into the game alr lahh! Super fun, was addicted to it lol. The first time Marcus taught me still not addicted one lor! But Marcus caused me to get addicted to Restaurant City! -.- Played like ard 3hrs plus and then head to Geylang.

Walked from Geylang Lorong 40 to 3. Saw quite a number of things lahh, but aiya expected de also mah. Ate frog porridge and by the time was alr ard 11.15pm. Walked to the nearby Mrt which is Kallang. Cant imagine we walked from Paya Lebar to Kallang and I never complained! Lol, by the time I reached home was 12.30am. Freaking exhausted from those screaming when playing L4D. I think I exercised my throat and fingers alot :D




Guanjie, just now I think very long liao. Although you exclaimed that you meet all of my criterias, which in fact I dont think so. Lol, but awww not gonna accept you dont be sad. Me can share w you jokes next time! :D Plus just now you keep say me rabbit, minus alot of marks, and thus you failed. HAHA. Omg this is seriously crap lahhhhh.
DONT BE SAD OKAY. WE CAN STILL BE FRIENDS! Me love you too de worrr, haha. Sounds so wrong!



You like him right?
No, why?
Why not?
You knw, actually the person chld be you.

So funny, ppl thought that I have a bf. Awww, so sad but I dont.

And, I have funny classmates who suspect that me and Marcus are together. Sorry but I have to disappoint you lol! I'm such an honest girl who doesnt lie! So you guys better believe me (:
Haha, and please lah. This is only week2 lei. And oh my freaking god, I'm not that despo, and where got ppl so fast jiu like and be tgt one sioll. Crazy. Marcus is my sister siolll, hor! :D Steady lahh lol.
I dont want a boyfriend, I need a real man, real man, real man. Lol, rmb Shengyao kept singing this song!

I dont think I've very high expectations lorrr. So I dont think I need to lower down my expectations! ;p

• 55-65kg
• 170-185cm
• same age/older than me by at most 3years!
• average look will do (but best if he's handsome/cute right!)
• tanned and fit body! (i hate white and skinny/muscular body)
• have a nice sunshine smileeee! :D
• humourous, outgoing and sporty! lol.
• not flirtyyy, i wanna be the only one in his mind!
• can cook nice nice food for me!
• trust, tolerate and understand me!
• OBVIOUSLY MUST LOVE ME RIGHT! (L)

Seeee, my expectations also not high right! But obviously must have chemistry also one mah, or else everything also equals to nothing lol! Fate lah, if it's meant to be yours, it'll be yours. It might just happen within few seconds and make me realise you're just the one. Guess my one havent appear sioll. Never see any really attractive one, no fast fast heartbeats since very long liao wor. Lol, I'm thinking too far now.

I always dreamt that my love will appear like those in Taiwan dramas. Awww so sweet but so not gonna happen in reality. I knw lahh, it's impossible to find a perfect guy lah. If he's perfect he wont be single liao lorrr lol.

Love colours the world, be it dull or bright.
He can make you smile, even though you dont want to smile.
He knows your flaws, but just doesnt care.

Pictures taken ytd during break! :D Weee, I LOVE WEBCAM (:

Love my girls too(although Larissa not in as she overslept)! Larissa is a super blur sotong lahh, cant stand her man lol!
4E5 clique is still the biggest love lah okay :D Me never forget about you guys!

This is Zack, ZhenJun our chairman anyway. He likes to model his down to the lecture hall to take the attendance sheet, and model up again to take attendance. Cute right :D

Animations! :D (Thanks Larissa!)






MONDAY @ AJISEN
Okays, I'm not going to blog about Monday anymore, cos I'm just too lazy lahhh. More pics at my facebook! :D (Thanks Justin &Aaron!)

So today(ytd thurs) ended school at 3plus instead of 5pm. That's a good thing I suppose. As planned went Funan w Shark &Marcus. And my laptop is fixed alr, I'm very very very happy okay :D Thanks Shark &Marcus! (L)

Shark &Marcus were like taking the free coffee/hot chocolate while I was repairing my notebook. Cheapoooo :p It was fast okay, ard 15mins or so and it made me happy afterwards. Awwww. Love you two lahhh! :D

Walked to Bugis as we wanted to go SimLim to get screen protector for our notebooks. But went to Mac and slacked first. Bought Strawberry Mcflurry and it's damn nice, to me :D Although it's fattening. Ahhh well, who cares.
Webcamed w Fabian and Cindy.K! Fabian accepted the webcam thingy but once he saw the webcam is on, he ran away. Nice one lah. His reactions is damn freaking funny lor, and dont knw what he used to cover the webcam. Act shy only. Cant see Cindy's webcam! D:
We were chatting and then Marcus was like telling me to look at our "neighbour", some women(you knw those lah) trying to cheat a old man money sioll! The old man handed three of them $100 lei, act rich only lor. Damn lame lahhh, I think the uncle doesnt read news regualry :X Nothing much lah, they still take pictures sioll -.-

Went to SimLim and get our notebooks done w the screen protector thingy. Then we were about to cross the road to the Bugis Junction. Suddenly got very very very loud gunshot sound sia, 4times eh! Damn freaking scary lah. I was thinking like if it's terrorist or what, and I dont wanna die yet. I dont dare to cross the road lahhhh! Marcus said something burst while some strangers said it's fireworks -.- LAME LAHHH. Also no fireworks in the skies lol. Okay lah, in the end we still crossed the road. Me &Shark trained home while Marcus went and find his friend, towards the gunshot place. And guess what, Marcus msged me and said it's to scare away/shoot the birds. Lame lahhh so damn freaking loud! Chuatio can!



Homed and onlined. Somebody keeps wanting to webcam sioll. Miss me too much le right, as if la hor. Retarded and act cute actions. Ji er xin yi xia worrrr! Okay lah, it was retarded overall lol!