I'm a bitch who scolds ppl bastard and yet still chatted w him. Wtf, I seriously dont understand what I'm thinking, Bang wall and die lah. I seriously very confused w my feelings. Right after I stepped into SP.
And sometimes, I hate guys treating me so good.
I'm afraid and yet I cant.



I knw all these while are just lil games, but yet I still fell for it. How dumb chld I get? There's the call. Yea right, fate huh. Sucky hell. And then what is this call about? Why are you calling me yet again after months? What are you going to tell me? How terrible it was, or just anyhow call one person in your contact list to talk to? Freak lah, seriously. It was a mistake. Right from the start.

And now, I'm beginning to wonder.
Why. Why must it be at this moment?
Why. Why I'm still hoping for the impossible.
Why. Why I'm still missing those times.
Why. Why the hell am I not sure about my feelings.
Why. When I'm so damn confused and I dont knw who to turn to?
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
Tell me I'm thinking too much. Way too much.
Is there anything else I can do?



I'm not MIA-ing. I just dont see the need.
But yet again, I'm so confused.
And so, who's here for me now?