Hate you lah, cause me feel so irritated.
Ni bu yao zhe yang dui wo. Bu ke yi uhhh! ):
HAHAHA. I'm blogging when I'm supposed to study now. Shall take a break after studying for quite long w Zoe just nowwww.
I was late lol. Oh we saw Yingpei at the tunnel there lol. Yingpei sad ah, go school for MST :p Not the main point, so we wanted to go to the jail room to study but instead we went Starbucks to study. Maybe bcos of the avaliability of the powerpoints and there's a lot of seats there as well lol. Not the main point. So we studied. AND I CANT BELIEVE HOW NOOB AND STUPID AM I IN ITAB, OR RATHER MICROSOFT EXCEL. Itab sucks ttm lahhh! D: Shall listen in tutorials next time onwards, instead of playing games when tutor was teaching zzz. Zoe saved my day, and it makes Itab not really sucky after I've understand lol! Thankyou Zoeeeee. I've completed till chapter 3, left w chapter 4-7. Shall cont after tmr's econs paperrrr!
Lunched at MAC, we were freezing in Starbucks, damn freaking cold lol. After lunch we went to jail room and studied again. Suddenly I'm very afraid of tmr's paper :/
Went to shop ard and took train back. AND WE SAW CHINRONG HAHAHA. At the same place again funny. Sunplaza changed alot le siaaaa, how long had I last stepped into Sunplaza lol. Okay abit no link, cos I anyhow skip and blog.
No mood to blog liao lah. I dont even knw why I'm blogging, like nothing interesting happen also zzz.
OH, I SAW MADELINE TWICE TODAY. When we're in Starbucks and when going home at Yishun MRT. Fate or what lol -.-
Pohkang, I realised I've lost your picture took ytd. Damn sad lah! ):
OKAY BYE. I HOPE I WONT FLUNK MY MST.
I'm a slutty bitch, damn it.
Stop. Playing. With. Me.
Relationship.
Issit true that for every relationship, it's just to breakup at the end of the day?
False hopes.
And now who is the one giving false hopes?
Today was a mixed feelings day. Yea everything is gonna be alright. No, everything was alright in the first place. I shldnt be thinking too much. But I'm totally thinking too much today. Contradicting shutup.
I dreamt of those 5 CCHY guys last night, but I cant rmb what I dreamt about. Forget it, but it made me think alot. Well, quite alot lahhh.
I dont knw how to describe my feelings now. It's weird, I dont knw how to explain. It's weird that me &Zoe are actually quite close w them within such a short period of time? Going out to study, shopping, movie and stuffs. Then idk why I was thinking of what if one day me &Zoe quit cheerleading, and wonder if we'll still keep in contact. And thus I began to wonderrrr. So what if we/they really quit cheerleading? So what if we never really keep in contact? So what if... Does it really.. matters? Maybe bcos this holiday I've been meeting them most of the time bah. And be it chatting in msn or sms. Make me feel as though it's like.. friends? Idk lah, obviously friends right. AIYA IDK WTH I'M TALKING LAHHHH. Sighhhh.
End of the world. 2012. Maybe I shld not be thinking too much. Who knows I'll die tmr. H1N1 is spreading fast nowadays.. Okay touchwood. Shall think positivelyyyyy D:
Went to the jail room to study w Zoe, Pohkang, Zhijie and Clement just now. Only Zoe &Pohkang managed to meet in time, others were damn kuazhang de late. And we went to eat POTATO FARMLAND. Pohkang lah, distracting sioll, keep wanting to go there and eat lol. So we ate, and wrote the small lil cards and pasted on the wall hahaha. Near the entrance, on the top. SP GUSTO CHEERLEADING! Wrote the other guys' name although they never go eat also. Yayaya, then went back and studied, w Zhijie and Clement coming late.
The nice small lil note.
On the wall w Pohkang's fat twist.
Left at 2pm for lunch and off to bugis. Errr, what can I say? I only left w ITAB havent study only, which I never touch at all. I dont knw if this is a good or bad thing -.- Quite productive this week! They had lunched at LJS then we went to Bugis.
Went action city and showed Clement the magic candy thingy lol! Damn classic reaction okay laugh out loud! Weidong came after awhile. They shopped, I didnt really shopped, cos I alr knw what I wanted to buy lol. Nothing muchhhhh. Had some finger food, and they go and buy the budget drink again haha.
Them and their budget drink.
My cute lil pigs drawn on Weidong's hands hahaha.
Stupid Zhijie blocking my cute pigs.
Siao ding dong!
After that we bounced train back. Wrong decision, shldnt bounce. Urghhhhhhhhhhh. Dont knw what to say. Shldnt say it here too. It's just too... forget it.
And now, who's here for me?
Are you?
Sorry for the caps lol!
Yessss I'm finally home. Stayed at kuku's house till friday instead of saturday lolol. Cos today I'm going to orchard w my mama and my irritating brother lol! Weird right I knw haha. But whateverrrrr.
WEDNESDAY.
Had been studying like there's no tmr at kuku's house. Studied for the whole day till 4am plus. Damn crazy lah, I never even study so long for O'lvl lorrr. HAHAHA, dont knw why the hell we are studying so hard for -.- But of course got talk on msn and stuffs in between to relax lahhhh. We were also webcaming each other even though we're just opp each other haha damn stupid. And we ordered Mac for supper like 1am plus? Damn fattening urghhh.
THURSDAY.
Figure it out yourself what the dogs are doing lol!
I was standing on the chair okay lol!
I woke up at 8am plus de lor! But I went back to sleep and woke up at 1030am. But the stupid kuku still sleeping so I went back to sleep again. And guess what I woke up at 2pm plus. WTHHHHH, SPEND SO MUCH TIME SLEEPING. Half day gone just like this lol. Then she asked her maid to put the dogs out, but I keep saying nonono. But in the end the maid still put the dogs out -.- Damn scared lor me, the dogs hyper active esp the Happy, or was it Lucky? AIYA WHATEVER LAH I DONT CARE LOL. We went to a mama shop to buy some tibits, okay only one packet lol! And we got a jelly ice cream each, but the jelly ice cream not shaky one hahaha. AND SHE BLUFFED ME THAT THE MAMA SHOP IS 5BUS STOP AWAY, SCREW YOU. I finished my econs that day, and well PACC also I suppose. And one fly landed on my mouth, which reminded me of DRAG ME TO HELL, and I was yi shen yi gui at that period of time lol! :x
FRIDAY.
Woke up and then kuku's ahma says she dont wanna go out liao lolllll. The dogs scratched me ): But i still went out to meet zoe and those CCHY guys to study at the CC study room. Had chicken rice for lunch at 925, outcast clement lah, cos he ate duck rice. Lol joking k chill. Zoe spilled her bubble tea inside the room lol! Stupid pohkang keep distract me hai wo cant really concentrate lol. Made me keep laughing for the tissue in the cap magic -.- DAMN RETARDED LOL. And I clear my doubts in econs(thanks zoe and chengyap) and finished half of the topic tested for stats! Weeeee.
Went YTSS for awhile to collect Y21 award. Damn funny lah the security guard hahaha. Cos Pohkang, Zhijie and Songrong also wanted to go in. But bcos of the H1N1 thingy got strict precautions or whatsoever lah. Then the security guard said : I've been working here for years, and I knw you all not from YTSS. Lol the hell out of my head. Was stunned that she said that lor, means she actually recognised ppl lol. So when me &Zoe went to collect our award, they sort of talked to her and whatsoever. Lol stupid lahhhh.
Went to play basketball at 4pm. Apparently I dont knw why it's so hard to find a basketball court, it's either fully or under constructions or whatsoever. So went went to the Polyclinic de basketball court there to play. Damn farrrrrrr. Oh yah Weidong came, so we played ABC. There was me, Weidong, Pohkang, Zhijie and Songrong at first. Lol damn noob lah Zhijie, me won you hahha. Haolian bo la lian, cheaterrrrr. Pohkang clever lah air ball and restarted, lol. I keep screaming once the ball went in, damn retarded. HAHAHA OKAY WHATEVER. Weidong and Songrong damn irritating, the ball keep going in -.-!
I never really played basketball, cos there was 4guys came, then they played together and I watch them play lol. Clement came too. And yayaya, dont like those guys. See liao damn urghhhh. Esp the grey and white stripes one keep making so much noise. Then the others tsktsktsk. Only like to see handsome guys play basketball lah HAHAHA.
Dinner at 925 again, PONTIAN WANTON MEE. HAHAHA. Okay lah nothing much. Then went to bus interchange. Clement damn retarded, eh 854 come alr. Stupid lor, the 854 never leave at all lah. Made me laugh like siao lol! So took 854 w Weidong and bused to kuku's place to get my stuffssss.
Stupid Weidong dont allow me to sing my pig song. DAMN CUTE LOR YOU DONT KNW HOW TO APPRECIATE ONLY HAHAHAHA. Then keep wanting to sleep and dont want entertain me. Boo you lah. And bluff me somemore. ME DONT WANT TALK TO YOU AND SIT W YOU LIAO LOL. You keep talking about HW, you see if i really dont want talk to you anot lol. Say sorry also no cure liao okayyyyy. And yah, but what I said to you is true okay, if you still can rmb what I said lol. Whatever it is, thanks for pei-ing wo take same bus lol. I never kana rape hahaha, ni you yi dian xiang tai duo liao. And you knw what. Yiqian rocks and you sucks lol!
And today, I'm not gonna study. I'm gonna rest and chiong tmr again hahaha. Meeting them again tmr I suppose. NO DISTRACTIONS LIAO OKAY POHKANG LOL.
It's my heart that I cant trust.
Bcos at that point of time, I chose to follow you.
But I dont knw if I've made the correct choice.
False hopes, kills..
Who to trust this time?
SUNDAY.
Woke up damn early and met w Zoe &those CCHY guys to go Marina Barrage to watch seniors' performance. A lil bit stupid waking up so early and just go there awhile to watch their performance haha. But it's okay, never knw when I'm no longer in cheer. Those guys are damn shag lah, which dont knw why makes me &Zoe feel very tired too lol. So after performance went to CityHall for brunch and lunch for us. Had quite a interesting talk at Mac. Damn interesting stories lol, complicated. After that walkwalk awhile then trained home. All of us are like sleeping in the train lol, idk why I feel damn tired at the point of time too. Wake up liao my neck damn suan lol! While the guys went home and sleep, me and Zoe went NeeSoon CC the jail place to study. Haha instead of studying, I'm more like sleeping over there lah damn tireddddd.
MONDAY.
Woke up early again to go Woodlands library for FOM project, but we didnt manage to do anything at all -.- Plain stupid lol. Gave up went to eat and I went home to sleep lol!
TUESDAY.
Yeahhhh went to watch Drag me to hell! :D W Zoe, Weidong, Pohkang, Zhijie, Chengyap and Munchung(?) lol. The movie was damn scary lorrrr. Super draining too, after the movie ended feels weak and tired lol. It also made me realised how gay Pohkang and Zhijie are lol! Zhijie damn gay keep cover w his hands. Pohkang hug ahhh lol! Weidong brave sioll, unbelievable haha! And thennnn, I was practically screaming throughout the movie, but I dont think I scream very loud lor. Cos scary then scream mah, got problem meh! HAHAHA. Scared also will chuatio one right, so Weidong stop laughing at my reaction -.- I admit I coward okay. I think I got abit sick in the mind. Super scared horror movies but yet like to watch horror movies lol! NEXT TIME WE CAN WATCH HORROR MOVIES AGAIN, THEN I CAN LAUGH AT YOU ALL DE GAY ACTIONS LOL! :D
After thatttt went Astons @ SSC to eat, w Songrong &two more of their friends. And played zhong ji mi ma, at the end of the game ppl keep wanting to lose instead. Want to eat my yummy chicken w Pohkang's weird sauce right lol! And then after Astons went to find some food as some of them are still hungry. Then Weidong and Zhijie started to become gay. Damn funny, I kept laughing lahhh. Damn gay, guys wearing shorts -.-
So me, Zoe &Pohkang took free shuttle bus back to Sembawang mrt while the others took to Yishun/Khatib. Sit ard and talked for awhile and went homeeeee. Nice trip back home lol.
Dont judge the book by its cover.
It's an unexplainable feeling when people are willing to share w you.
Weird, shldnt think this way.
Thinking way too much.
I'm trying to control, I really am.
Okay lah, I never run away from homeeee. Staying at kuku's house till Saturday I suppose. And we're so gonna study. I hope we can succeed lol! HAHAHA, GOT BELIEVE AT THE START ANOT. I knw I very boliao, psps lol!
Anw, who wanna go out on fridayyyyyy. That stupid kuku is going out and I dont wanna stay at the house. Big lei, I abit scared lol! Ask me out okayyyyy :D
P.S HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINYI!
Stop procrastinating.
Start working.
Full force, just get over w it.
Are you the one who wait for things to happen, or to make things happen?
Fight for what you want.
But not in the way that you dont even care.
I cant trust my feelings this time round, it's gonna be so wrong.
Teach me how to juggle, not struggle.
4e5'08 outing @ Botanic Garden.
Thanks all those who came, and thanks those who ignored my msges and never even care to at least reply. But whatever it is, it was a fun outinggggg.
Suppose to meet 1045 at Orchard, but many overslept. Pigs lahhhhh lol. 1045 we were still waiting for Shermaine at Khatib, that fake korean princess haha. Train-ed to Orchard, had a hard time finiding the right bus to reach Botanic garden, keep walking here and there under the hot sun. Still obviously we managed to reach Botanic garden lah! (: Eat, photos, games, chat.
Had card games e.g Cheat, Heat Attack w Pig level.. The pig game was stupid lah, I was a level0 pig, then I responded to Shermaine and became a level5 pig. Stupid Shermaine lol! Then we still played ALI BOMB. Lol damn retarded, using such a damn small ball and w almost nowhere to hide. Damn fun lah, but so easy to lose also lol! The we also played Rounders(?), damn fun! But I have difficulties hitting the ball -.-! Shall go Yishun stadium once a month, for a small class gathering by playing the baseball thingy hahahha!
Bus-ed to Yishun then took free shuttle bus to Sembawang Shopping Center for Astons! :D Then went to play at the Splash Park(?) while waiting for the food. Siao, damn scary lor the playground, not even suitable for kids lah! My head damn giddy after few spins. Lol, and had huge impact on my butt when they sit(?) damn hard on the see-saw! I was like jumping/flying away lah HAHAHA. Chinrong geikiang, go play the baseball thingy over there and made the ball went missing, " flew down the building " lol! Lucky in the end still managed to find it! :D
After dinner at Astons, bused back to Sembawang and went to one of the playground to chill, chat and games again lol. At first played true/dare, but aiya nothing much also de lol. Then we playing crocodile game. Damn exciting lor, I was like squeezing w them and jumping ard lol! And I sweat like siao at the end of the game when I dont even sweat when I'm running 2.4km! HAHAHA, damn fun :D Ard 11plus some went mac for supper, and home-d!
TUESDAY.
CIP @ SAVH.
Was feeling quite sick at some point of the time, but it eventually get okay. Thanks ppl for your concerns! (L) Was blindfolded and had a stick w us, tried to experience how the blind walk ard and stuffs. Then had some training on painting and stuffs. Actually nothing much, but it was really tiring. Rushed to training. Sad lah, no time to play basketballllll! ):
Gusto Training.
Actually nothing much. It was not a stunt day as exclaimed by the seniors. But it's okayyyy. I wanna slim downnnn. Stop saying I'm fat lei wthhhh. No eyecandy lah, stop liao k.
THURSDAY.
CIP @ SAVH.
A damn unlucky day, shall not elaborate here zzz. Lunch was a funny experience, cos we had to eat w blindfold. I swear it was damn difficult lor, dont even knw where the dishes are lol. Had painting w the blind. At the end of the day, it was pretty amazing that the painting turned out awesome. Was quite touched, and quite pity those who cant see the wonders of the world. A very hard to describe feeling. Cherish what you have now I guess.
Went to town w Cindy and Larissa after CIP. Ate slices @ Fareast, damn cold and niceeeeeee. Shopped ard, and I was damn sad I never manage to buy clothesssss! Tsktsktskkkkkkk. Was feeling damn shag and abit gong diao as when it the night was getting darker. Then I dont knw why I "ah", then Cindy kept laughing at me -.- Then when we took train home, both of them also keep laughing at me for idk what reasons. I think they crazy liao lol. Cos I seriously dont knw what's so funny lor! Hhahahhah.
I wanna watch DRAG ME TO HELL. I will scream until you feel like killing me lol! I will squeeze the fats out of your hands haha. Please jio. Jio for study session also okayyyy.
My head is spinning, vision is blurred.
Fell down alot of times while doing hand stand during ytd training, but it's alright. Worse is I fell down w my head hitting the floor, twice. At the same spot. Huge impact, cant bear w the pain at that point of time. It's better now of course. Just that there's a bump over on my head. Hope I'll not become stupid :/
Have been reaching home late and going out very early these few days. Not enough sleep. There's CIP again tmr, gonna report at 7.30am at Braddell. This sucks, I hope I'll feel better by tmr morning.
Things to blog about. Class outing @ Botanic garden. CIP @ SAVH(?). Pictures up soon.
Okay, feeling really giddy right now. Seriously hope there's nothing wrong w my head or whatsoever. Bye, needa get some rest soon.
Monday is tmr! Tmr is class outing! Class outing will be fun! Fun will be games! :D
1045am @ Orchard MRT. (1015 @ Sembawang, 1025 @ Khatib)
Feel abit guilty for going out when I havent finish studying zzz. Next week will be damn packed w stuffs, sian to the max.
THINGS TO DO :
- Finish editing and go thru EC project.
- Finish studying ECONS.
- Study PACC (which I think I'll read thru only)
- Study STATS (although I hate maths -.-)
- Figure out ITAB excel formulas and whatever stuffs (sucky module)
- ITAB project
- FOM project
- ONOW report
Anything else? Please enlighten meeeee. Who wanna study togetherrrr. I cant study at home lorrr. Dang. Please jio okayyyyyyy (:
I dont knw what I'm thinking. I dont knw what it might result to, or rather I'm trying to avoid it. Ahhh whatever. Sorry.
Trust your feelings.
Performed some mini routine on wednesday for SP Experience thingy, while some others performed on either Monday/Tuesday. Crowd getting lesser as each day passed, was quite zzz lol. But it's okay overall had funnnnn.
MONDAY.
Went to have a look of how it was like w Zoe and Stephanie. It was seriously a mini routine, and we didnt eat the free buffet! Lol wasteddddd. Then after that went shopping w Zoe, Stephanie and Yanzi! :D Then went to cut hair w Zoe and Michelle and then home-d! Shorter bangsssss~
TUESDAY.
Actually not going to look at the performance again. But in the end I still went..... No specific reasons lol. After performance had the buffet, and imo it sucks lol. Not nice de lorrrr. Then went mini shopping w Zoe, Pohkang, Songrong and Clement. Marina Square to Bugis to Khatib. Pohkang damn indecisive lahhh, po po ma ma damn funny lol, kiss the shoe haha! Clement also damn funny "hen duo ren lei, hen erxin", made me keep laughing. I'm laughing to tears when I'm typing it while rmb the way he said. LAUGH OUT LOUD! (Errr, no I'm at library now lol). Songrong, throw away your tee lah, the princess is hereeeee :D HAHAHA. Then went Khatib to eat w Zoe, Zoe's sis, Pohkang, Songrong and Clement. Shldnt have go to Khatib one lorrrrrrrrrrrrr. Unfair. Home-d.
WEDNESDAY.
Had a hard time sleeping the previous night, dont knw nervous what shit when it's only a mini routine lol. Met w the guys, breakfast, prepared and performance. Like no ppl de lor siao sia. Then after performance, buffet again, and it's nice this time round hahahah. Then we went to bathe and study w the guys and their friends. Quite irritating when they keep call me Madeline and exclaimed I looked like her. But it's okay, I da ren you da liang bu gen ta men ji jiao, shi bu shi!!! :p Zhijie made my left waist hurt okayyyyy! Pay me medical fees lol. Dinner at Northpoint Jap Foodcourt. Next time will be at Sembawang liao lolllllll! Pohkang, I swear I never tell you any jokes when we were going back home haha. I knw you love my jokes lah, dont have to dream that I got tell you jokes right lol!
THURSDAY.
Met w Zoe and the guys again. Breakfast, study and cheerleading training. Whole training was physical training, feel like dieing. But after the training I feel so light lol. Thankyou those who keep encouraging me yo :D And somebody who made me fell while in pushup position -.- HAHA. I've 6bruises in total now, and two of them are damn swollen de D: Awww my hand.
Hello to those 5CCHY guys :D So sad but i'm so not gonna JIANG lol. Happy figuring it out yourself. Awww that's so sad right. When the time is ripe, maybe.
Sian, I want my holiday. I dont wanna study anymore. Project sucks big time tooo.
Cos I dont have the courage to say it out.
Ytd was MonoYono outing. Hope it wont be the last one lorrrr, cos ytd we'd hell lots of fun laughing, talking, joking and crapping. Sad that Dino going in Army in few days time while Bobby in few weeks. MonoYono outing will be quite bored w/o them uhhh awww. Dino policeman sioll, hope will see you in those MRT walking ard one ah hahahaha! Nicenice colleagues I've met :D
So there were me, Eleanor, Yuding, Emma, Bobby's gf, Bobby, Dino, ZhenYing and YongKeat. So long since I last saw them, quite happy to be able to meet up again! Headed for steamboat at TianTian. Nth much to eat lorrrr, eat lai eat qu also about the same one very sian lol. But we have a fun time entertaining each other w jokes! My jokes ownage lah right Dino! ;p Dont use my jokes and entertain your gf lei, must credit de hor! HAHAHA.
After steamboat had drinks, slacked ard, taking pictures and they smoked blahblahblah. Then left for homeeee. On the train we were playing an intro game which is so damn retarded and paiseh haha. Yongkeat random facts kept me laughing lahhhh.
I've enjoyed ytd outing, really. Thanks ppl that make it possible! Dino &Bobby, hope you two will miss us! Can still meetup when you two are out rightttt! (L)
I seriously think I need a haircut, a new look. Hmm feel like dying my hair again, black roots becoming obvious liao worrr. But what clour! Shld I dye blackkkkk back? :/ Fringe is so long and messy now which obstruct my view and hence led to performance lol!
4E5 outing please update me. More details please scroll down, it's 1stJune post!
From what I knw now is.. (correct me if i'm wrong)
Ppl who are going : Me, Gwen, Zoe, Michelle, Yingpei, Samuel, Louis, Chinrong, Cheehao, Guangyi, Shuyan(?), Shermaine(?), Weijie(?), Clarence(?).
Ppl who are not going : Vivien, Weiqi, Sherlyn, Wendy Huin, Sharon
Ppl to be confirmed : Guanjie, Sheeren, Christina, Danial, Ken, Yongli, Kangjing, Yanhan, and whoever not on the list luhhhh.
P/s Those who really really have something on in the afternoon, you can join us for dinnerrrr! :D Lemme knw if those who're joining only for dinner k~
It's quite obvious alot of ppl havent confirm w me righttt, at least give me an answer okay then we can settle on the food like who to bring what. Thanks. EVERYTHING TO BE CONFIRMED LATEST BY TUESDAY!
Holiday's schedule is damn packed. Where got time to study for MST!! D: Screw all this shitty things that take my holiday awayyyyyyy. Only free on 8 &9June plus weekends during the holidays. But still must ask me out to relax okayyy, I'll try to plan lol!
I was very happy today. Hahaha fate okay, so miracle! (L) Omg lah, awww. Damn freaking happy, sort of brighten up my day after getting pissed off w ITAB haha! :D
TMR MONO YONO 7PM MEET @ BUGIS. Steamboatttttttttttt.
Some overdued pictures. More pictures at fb (will upload tmr lol)! :D
Dino &Bobby's graduation day!
1. DRINKS (at least 8 1L bottles) , 3-4ppl bring
2. BEEHOON/FRIEDRICE (HALAL/NON-HALAL) , 1-2ppl bring
3. POTATO CHIPS (any brand/flavour you guys like , 5-6ppl bring
4. FINGERFOOD (eg. Crabmeat,nuggets,fishballs,hotdogs etc.) , 3-4ppl bring
5. Sandwiches , 1-2ppl bring
1. Fork , spoon ,cups & serviets (50pieces kind), 1person supply
1. Garbage bag
2. Mats for us to sit on the grass