Life's a bitch, and I think god is playing w me. Karma lah, retribution zzz. Why do you have to walk into my life once again when I've alr let you walk out. Why oh whyyyyyyy. I dont want history to always repeat itself.
I'm a slutty bitch, damn it.
Stop. Playing. With. Me.


Relationship.
Issit true that for every relationship, it's just to breakup at the end of the day?

False hopes.
And now who is the one giving false hopes?



Today was a mixed feelings day. Yea everything is gonna be alright. No, everything was alright in the first place. I shldnt be thinking too much. But I'm totally thinking too much today. Contradicting shutup.


I dreamt of those 5 CCHY guys last night, but I cant rmb what I dreamt about. Forget it, but it made me think alot. Well, quite alot lahhh.
I dont knw how to describe my feelings now. It's weird, I dont knw how to explain. It's weird that me &Zoe are actually quite close w them within such a short period of time? Going out to study, shopping, movie and stuffs. Then idk why I was thinking of what if one day me &Zoe quit cheerleading, and wonder if we'll still keep in contact. And thus I began to wonderrrr. So what if we/they really quit cheerleading? So what if we never really keep in contact? So what if... Does it really.. matters? Maybe bcos this holiday I've been meeting them most of the time bah. And be it chatting in msn or sms. Make me feel as though it's like.. friends? Idk lah, obviously friends right. AIYA IDK WTH I'M TALKING LAHHHH. Sighhhh.

End of the world. 2012. Maybe I shld not be thinking too much. Who knows I'll die tmr. H1N1 is spreading fast nowadays.. Okay touchwood. Shall think positivelyyyyy D:



Went to the jail room to study w Zoe, Pohkang, Zhijie and Clement just now. Only Zoe &Pohkang managed to meet in time, others were damn kuazhang de late. And we went to eat POTATO FARMLAND. Pohkang lah, distracting sioll, keep wanting to go there and eat lol. So we ate, and wrote the small lil cards and pasted on the wall hahaha. Near the entrance, on the top. SP GUSTO CHEERLEADING! Wrote the other guys' name although they never go eat also. Yayaya, then went back and studied, w Zhijie and Clement coming late.

The nice small lil note.


On the wall w Pohkang's fat twist.

Left at 2pm for lunch and off to bugis. Errr, what can I say? I only left w ITAB havent study only, which I never touch at all. I dont knw if this is a good or bad thing -.- Quite productive this week! They had lunched at LJS then we went to Bugis.

Went action city and showed Clement the magic candy thingy lol! Damn classic reaction okay laugh out loud! Weidong came after awhile. They shopped, I didnt really shopped, cos I alr knw what I wanted to buy lol. Nothing muchhhhh. Had some finger food, and they go and buy the budget drink again haha.

Them and their budget drink.

My cute lil pigs drawn on Weidong's hands hahaha.

Stupid Zhijie blocking my cute pigs.

Siao ding dong!

After that we bounced train back. Wrong decision, shldnt bounce. Urghhhhhhhhhhh. Dont knw what to say. Shldnt say it here too. It's just too... forget it.

And now, who's here for me?
Are you?