Be it you shy or whatsoever and dont wanna ask me, i dont care. Cos I'm nice enough to blog about the new link.
Life has been sucky these few days. I swear it is. I can smell sparks of conflicts coming soon. Urghhh hate this. You made me feel as all is my responsibility, and you shld be the only special one where nobody shall be the same as you. I'm stressed with so many things. Sometimes different mindset sucks, bcos we cant reach an agreement.
Updates @ wordpress. Not gonna active at here anymore.
There's too much going on in my mind.
And that's you.
有没有那个机会？
Might chng back to blogger if I'm not used to wordpress. So yeaps, will update at wordpress instead! :D
paintherlove (L)
It seems as though whenever I'm taking the first step, you are moving two steps; backwards. I dont knw why I'm thinking this way.
The reality had alr reflected right infront of me. But yet, I'm still holding on to the teeny weeny hope. I chose not to believe that damn fact.
Things are proving that it's impossible, but why? At times, you are doing things which I seriously dont feel like giving up this easily.
Teach me how to face you, teach me how to react. Tell me who I should treat you as.
You gave out wrong signals at the start. B'cos you wont understand. That's why there's no point mentioning.
有些故事, 不必说给每个人听.
有些情绪, 是该说给懂的人听.
Dont think too much..
Thinking too much, way too much.
是我想太多.
Everything stops right there at that moment.
I've spent like 4hours plus searching for BOF stuffs. GU JUN PYO! (L) I've added 7new songs! Cheers cos all are them are from BOF lol!! I think I'm crazy. My eyelids are getting super heavy now. My movies are downloading at a super duper slow rate, which is making me irritated. But I'm very happy cos I managed to find those nice movies which are not available in Singapore like e.g 态度. Faster load faster load! (:
Lack of sleep these few days. Be it training which tires me out, or staying up late which makes me lack of sleep. My eyes are so small that I've problems wearing contacts these few days. I've to like open my eyes way bigger cos I'm like sleepwalking or whatsoever! Have been yawning during every tutorials/lectures. Damn sleepyyyyy! It's only the first week of school and I've alr ponned tutorials alr omg. Lazy worrr, 8am lessons sucks lah.
Results are not out yet except for FOM. Urghhh have to wait for another week.
I think I've been walking like a penguin recently. My thighs and calves are aching from cheerleading trainings. Esp my left leg ): My neck is in pain as well, wonder whyyyyy. I cant really turn my head now zzz. But my shoulders/arms are alright alr, although I seriously think that muscles are forming. It's hard de lei, not fake one lor! HAHAHA WHATEVER, HATE MUSCLES COS IT'LL MAKE ME HEAVY. I still cant split zzz.
And right, ytd trnn was quite fun though. Lots of laughters although it seem as though we're in a library before that. Ainslie I'm so sorry! Hahaha made me kept laughing whenever I thought of what had happened. Handstand>Bridge>Up, becomes Handstand>Shoulder sit lol! Omg lah bth :x
But school's alright with those girls ard. Hahaha retardedness, can laugh at just one stupid small thing.
Highlight of the week (supposingly in chinese):
Larissa : Eh my mouth got ulcer.
Cindy : Because you said too much lies/wrong things.
Larissa : Because keep saying you pretty lah.
Me and Yuting : Laugh out loud. Damn funny, first time Larissa's reaction so fast lol!
Just two pictures to show me and Yuting's artistic talents lol! We were drawing it during ITAB lesson, lol damn boliao. And I was irritating Cindy via MSN, keep disturb her haha! She got laggy and lousy laptop which I like lol! And Cindy is damn vulgar lor. She scolded me vulgarities in MSN like fuck or whatsoever bcos I irritate her. Lol nb right where got ppl so damn bad de righttttt. But I also got scold back lah. Aiyo for fun and laughters only lah lol.
I think I'm becoming back to the old days. Must stop using vulgarities. WHO'S THE ONE INFLUENCING ME NOW HAHAHA.
Weeee, tmr going shopping again w my mama lol! But I dont really have anything to buy. Gonna waste my time out thereeeeee.
- ITAB reflections (report)
- ONOW reflections (report)
- EC project (editing)
- FOM project (everything)
All these are killing me. The first two are to be completed by this friday. Which in fact I only have time to do it right now, not even tmr cos I've trnn after school. Freaking irritating. Lack of time and yet I'm still googling, facebook-ing, blogging, drama-img, and what else more? Sucks ttm.
Training was hell ytd to me. Split, flexibility. It's freaking damn pain and numb lah. Most of us cried, but still survived. I wonder why I'm a girl, and sometimes seriously wonder why I join cheerleading. Oh well what to do, join also join liao. Hmm.
I've had weird dreams nowadays. Ytd I dreamt that my laptop was spoilt (Zhijie -.-), and I was damn sad and irritated. I dreamt that I left my laptop in a shopping center and those rifle juniors saw and in curiousity, spoilt my laptop while playing. And they were horrified when they knew that it was my laptop lol! Stupid dream.
Does dream come true? Cos.. I dreamt of something which I wish it'll happen in reality. Sigh. Not gonna say it out here. 733(L)
I dont know what the hell you're thinking.
- Cos I've finished Boys over flowers. Shldnt chiong, shld watch slowly then I still can face MY JunPyo everyday D: Some parts are seriously damn touching :/
- Blogger doesnt allow me to post my dearest's pictures, means whenever I come to my blog I cant see his face immediately. (Cos whenever I come online I'll come to my blog first)
- I very scared I'm one out of the five who get C for Econs :/ (There's 15ppl who get A, 1person who get B, and 5ppl who get C)
- ZOE AND SHERLYN WANNA SNATCH AWAY MY JUNPYO AWAY FROM ME. GUJUNPYO/ LEEMINHO IS MINE OKAYYYYY. My biggest loveeeeeee (L)
Awwww, still damn crazy over Junpyo. I went crazy in school today while googling his pictures lol. Omg lah damn hot damn hot, freaking handsomeeeeee! Yiqian de! I think I'll die w no regrets if he stare at me for even just 1second in reality. OH MY TIAN LAH. Damn freaking handsome! :D
LOVE GU JUNPYO/ LEE MINHO TTM!
Love how sweet he treats his girlfriend, and willing to try to adapt to her life. Omg lah super duper sweet! Love his charming smile too! Heart melteddddd lol awwww. Love his sexy voice when he speaks softly/gently. It's seriously damn sexy and hot okay. Dont knw why ppl think that I'm crazy or pervert -.- He's only 22years old this year lei, omg lah not much different also lor! HAHAHA I THINK I'M CRAZY. I swear I'll find a Korea bf like him. Omg it's superrr awwww. No I'm very normal right now lol.
Yoon JiHoo / Kim HyunJoong!
Omg I swear I'm falling for him when I started to watch the drama lah. So damn freaking caring and protective towards the girl! Whenever something bad happens, he'll appear luhhhh. Like bai ma wang zi like that lah lol! Like his new hairstyle when he wears w a spects aww.
So YiJeong/ Kim Bum!
Damn freaking cute, love his super cute smile. Brightens up my day awww lol! It's a first impression kinda thingy cos I like him before I started watching the drama. Damn cute. 19years old only, 2years difference only okay lolol! :x
How can you say it's just a drama and think that I'm stupid to go crazy over it! Bad okayyyy. I'm a drama addict, I can spend my whole day watching dramas, seriously lol.
I think I've been spending my life watching dramas lol. Esp Taiwan dramas. At least 37dramas lol! In bold are those that I think that are nice k! :D
- 流星花園,
- 流星花園 II,
- MVP 情人,
- 海豚灣戀人,
- 格鬥天王,
- 西街少年,
- 綠光森林,
- 惡男宅急電,
- 真命天女,
- 惡作劇之吻,
- 王子變青蛙,
- 愛情魔髮師,
- 微笑 Pasta,
- 花樣少年少女,
- 櫻野3加1,
- 換換愛,
- 我在墾丁*天氣晴,
- 公主小妹,
- 美味關係,
- 惡作劇2吻,
- 鬥牛. 要不要,
- 轉角*遇到愛,
- 黑糖瑪奇朵,
- 黑糖群俠傳,
- 無敵珊寶妹,
- 命中註定我愛你,
- 翻滾吧! 蛋炒飯,
- 這裡發現愛,
- 不良笑花,
- 籃球火,
- 我的億萬麵包,
- 霹靂MIT,
- 愛就宅一起,
- 敗犬女王,
- 心星的淚光,
- FULL HOUSE,
- BOYS OVER FLOWERS.
I'm so sorry if I bored you w my whole list of dramas thingy. HAHAHA. Love you to bits if you read this whole long post lol! There's still alot of recent dramas I havent watch. If only one day is more than 24hours..
I wanna say something. But this the background is grey, not white. Hahaha doubt anybody understands what I'm talking uh. It's okay :D Will bombard this blog space w my dearest's picture once blogger allows me to blog lol! (L)
P/s I think my father is funny. Cos it's playing MJ song; You're not alone. Then he said "MJ", out of the sudden -.-
P/p/s LZX IS STILL MY LOVE OKAY (L)
MST was alright afterall, except for today! Today is Statistic, which is a sure buang paper for me ): I never really studied, cos I procrastinate and assumed I knw/understand alr. So much of zi yi wei lorr. Sure flunk Stats de lah, I was like cursing after the paper and feel damn bad for not studying. Pissed off w myselffff. Can you imgaine, one part of the ques is 4marks, which they can ask you just for the defination? Like one sentence worth 4marks, or just calculating which worth at least 4marks too? It's like a 1 or 2marks question in secondary school lah! Kao lah, it's either you score well or you fail it badly can -.- And freak I was like giving up in the middle of the paper, dreaming whatsoever shit. Sucks totally, TTM. Urghhhh. And we were abit late for Stats too, when we went in the paper alr started, diaoness.
I forget what I wanna say. I dont knw what I'm doing. I think I'm abit feverish, maybe cos I walked home in the stupid rain ytd. My blog has been boring w/o pictures.
I've been looking at girls instead of guys recently. Those CCHY guys lah, influenced me! I'm not lesbian okay lolllll.
I wanna watch threads of destiny.
Do you knw that I've been refering to you?
你已变成习惯.
Ta fuck wo na li. Wo gen ta break liao. Ying wei ta shi gay.
Inside joke lolllll.
I WANNA GO OUT TMR ; 3down, last to go!
Those chats.
Should be with the one who knows you best.
My expectations not very high, I also dont really go for appearance. I used to keep looking at handsome guys, and can go hua-chi for the slightest thing in the world.
But it's so different now. Those used to be.
Why?
As time passes, humans changed.
As human changes, feelings changed.
As feelings changes, what else changed?
Is this a cycle?
When we whisper in the night.
date: 27June, 10.30pm.
mood: hen fan ahhhh!.
listening: You are not alone ; MJ
random: i dont wanna screw up my MST.